If I mention someone who comes up in my life in a good way, the attention goes to them, like they're getting attention instead of me then because I was mean to them? I wonder if it's like this because of an accident I made of if it's the way it is and something true to think about.
I didn't think I acted meanly towards them. Maybe, it's just something sensitive.
This isn't really a nice way to be, when they come up to me every day and for this.
I know, tho! I'm just in trouble and anyone can do whatever they want to me.
I don't do this to them!
It's too bad it has to be this way. I wonder if this is a price to pay for something bigger and there is no real solution.
I'm not being "derogatory."
I just feel pressured if I do talk about them and when I'm talking about something that could be related.