Ate

pack of mac and cheese shells (not the good kind)
cooked okra

I don't feel so great.  I wonder if there's an apple in the kitchen for when I get hungry again.

Disney

The lady said the game was impossible and all chance, but I am close between what I want and something bigger.  Waffle balls in rows of holes.  Some have colors of 4 sizes of prizes.  I want the 2nd 1.

Submission to Be on Dr. Phil

added link

So

Ya'll wanna forget about me?

I was trying not to talk back.

I should not take this seriously.

I know people don't wanna hurt me.

Well, I really have a question about my race, and the statement was interesting and made sense.

I can go back to like I was.

Yes, I posted this before.  I don't want to be categorized - I forget!

Yes, my hair is really gone.

That's the only thing interesting about me, sometimes.  I mean, if there is anything interesting about me that might be it sometimes.  Not just it's better with it.  It's what you're watching.

It's not normal to tell someone what to say.  There is a set way of right and wrong.  If you have a preference, I will listen.  Why make me mad in the 1st place?

I don't wanna be placed in a certain race, like dark Caucasian.

Karaoke Dispute

Do you find it wrong/unexpected for easy going, understanding adults to get mad at you for posting karaoke online?  Like it probably is illegal.  You know, it gets taken down if it's illegal.  It's not a sin.  It's allowed.

Are you one of those people who everyone knows never means any harm, yet suddenly certain inspiration has nudged them a different way?

Do you know anyone who is onto you for things that you don't know are right or wrong and never forgive you and keep pursuing you?  What can you do?

Edit

last post - 7 years

Facebook - Dr. Phil

No, I don't fall in love using the internet..

..I gone and done been on it 7 years consuming the smorgasboard of time I possess with no real friends on or off!  (Save for the ones I made on it! Acquaintence posters on IMDb -plus there are some such others..)

I think love can happen on the internet.

I love the internet! <3 <3

And yes I had some real friends/"friends."

Schedule

I plan to take 2 courses in the summer and 3 at a time during the year.  I will graduate I bet by next summer when I turn 30.

I still wanna watch Dr. Phil as of now, goes by quickly.  I can put Ellen on when I post online.  Sorry Ellen, maybe I will be able to watch 2 shows, tho.  Seems you've moved on, in a way..  I love yer show, hope you have fun on it.

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I tagged the last post with Schedule.

Change of Plans

Musc Theory is too early to get there by bus easily, so I decided an AA in General Studies would be better.  I am not so sure about the Student Work.  I think I wanna focus on school and getting it done cuz it's a lotta work.  I know I have no credit in math and science.  I need 2 classes each.  Also, a speech or communications course, English II, and if my other Liberal GS courses don't work.  I might do english and math in the summer.  I did 2 summer courses in high school.  These courses are not as much on memorizing and probably aren't as hard.. like their writing.  They tend to just adjust your writing as pleasured.  Will be nice to get it over with with a good B.  I will try A, tho, of course.  Also, this is supposedly the more academic community college.

FAFSA

I submitted it!  I will supposedly get about $15,000 for each summer and spring.  I did sign up for Work Study, but we'll see if I'll last, like if they have part time work.

Summer, will probably take 2 ed courses for Summer A..  We'll see about that, tho.  1 is online, and the other is 3 1/2 hours 2 days a week I think.  I'm very interested in the live class course.  Maybe, I will just take that Summer A.  I need 15 classroom hours in early June, I think.

Community College

The one I will take 2 Ed courses in the summer at and in the fall and spring music has an athletics thing you can check in and work out at tho.  Beats the stress of a graded class?  I bet there was ill will behind this particular cancelation, however.  I wanted to be able to do ballet.  Like to be safe.  My dad kept telling me I have to practice if ballet is a big dream.  It does take practice.  Don't want him driving me in old age like that, tho.

14-15 straight hours of sleep

Interesting Analyzation

I see Ellen on TV and she just says something easy and everyone claps and smiles.  Her job altogether is hard, tho, I feel.  I'm just saying the nature of it.  Like, she doesn't have to say something that wouldn't be entertaining if someone else said it.  She is entertaining, I mean.  I'm just talking about "what" she has to do, not much, cuz she's Ellen.  They are only laughing cuz -she- said it.

If I say something cool it's nothing and cuza race and worthless intelligence.

Been Missing

been missing Ellen on Mondays but will try to watch it if I can

Use me before it's too late.  My life is almost purposeless and futile.  Isn't that what you said?

I need to go to bed soon.

Nite!

Disney

After doing ab workouts, I don't know why, but I was desensitized to Space Mountain.  A kiddy ride?  That think used to freak me out!

I spent $10 and $15 and won 4 stuffed animals.  I gave 2 to my parents.  I am left with an orange turtle I like.  I'm on a pursuit with a plan.