I realize I am not a native of New Orleans by any factual means.  I am a native of Florida.

People are suggestive to me cuza how they're treated.

I feel like people are jumping from toe to toe around me taunting me that they're someone else.  What I said was I don't think I should be in trouble for if a curse word comes to mind by accident.  That's rather insulting after I've been insulted.  I guess I could try and not recognize them.  That's not what I was aiming for.  I should just go on and ignore this stuff.

I hope you're not rounding up all the people on my good side to go against me.

cont.

I mean sometimes it's appropriate, nothing to linger on.  I ain't listening to the people bothering attacking me during the day.  It's not like I had to write it down.

I don't give a bats*** about the language I chose to use.

On My Part

I believe I do have wayward thinking.  It's the thought police, too.

My Moral and Religious Creed

If some thought confuses you and puts you in strife, you're supposed to be understanding cuz it's not supposed to be like that.

Sometimes, I complain because I am deeply cut.

Decided Saturday.  Inspired.  :)

Want Music Ed now.  At a 2-year college.  Til a DME.  Instead of just an AA in General Studies like before for now.

Sorry @ this morning.  Do what you all want.

People are eager to know I get no.

You're still open for others to do what I want.

And to anyone I meant no offense.

It wasn't like this before.  Why be bad to me?  Don't threaten me for not listening to that which is unnatural, people.  I see you being sneaky and taking what I have.  And I see you being sneaky about the n word thing.  Saying that means something bad for me.  Why so big a deal just for me and when I was called not white and they wanted me to do it to them?

What is fueling this person to feel better over me and identify herself as me but whence I suffer?  I try to like totally ignore it/the person sometimes for whatever did things to me.

Quite a morning.  People driving by.

Why is Ellen DeGeneres more comfortable than me in going with the flow and being accepted for it?

Ever heard of "the single's bars?"  "Single's Bars" is in a song of All Dogs Go to Heaven..

See, they don't even know why they're not talking to me.  "You do the crime, you do the time."

cont.

It's okay if they do wanna be famous, but  not like that.  That's up to you to wanna see..

If my old friends were and will be or are rude to me does not seem to matter to anyone.  Maybe, they weren't really -my- friends, tho I liked them.  Seems attractive people are stuck up.  Not sure if they have friends.  "Blood is thicker than water."  I don't wanna see attacks on things I did in Orlando on the big screen every movie I see and be cursed at for talking to them too much.  I was in Orlando.  They didn't answer and say stop.  One did say stop once.  It didn't sound natural, tho.

Understatement: "Blood is thicker than water."

I just looked at the profiles of 2 old closer friends.  I find them judgmental with wishful thinking of exterminating my happiness.

Edit

I moved Facebook up on the side of the blog.

The world is not supposed to be at a standstill because I am not born in 1997 but, rather 1986.

New Photo Album of Me! ...Me! ..Me!

Facebook

I just m**********.  I don't like to do it cuz I did it once.

New Audio of Me Singing

New Twitter List

Impersonal Posters - Sarah Brightman

Crush

I've had a crush on the guy in Titanic, the bad guy, for awhile, must have been at least a year.

New Twitter List

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