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Someone is being mean to me all the time cuz I got mad when she was popular in my life and I don't give a care what my extended family has to say in my life.

Today

I went to Disney.

I'm mostly here now to talk about my problems.  They keep saying the name of someone I don't wanna be closer to than others.  They don't do that to this other person.

I know what's not in it.

Sorry for little consideration, but I was only concerned.  You don 't have to like me.  I think something didn't really happen.

It might not matter tho they think it should, my upset dream.

It was good to be out a whole day.  I feel people think my writing too much's bad about certain things, but just you like figure it out, and I think I did.

I am not the proper embassador of the non-white race.

'bout time to go, good luck, and sorry about this....

Respect

I have respect for this person.

Problem

Stop sending me these negative messages.  When I say I don't like something, you don't go all out and do it and invade my life!

Problem

I don't like this effect.

You're the one being uncivilized.  I don't want you to rub this person into me like I have no soul.  You said it'd go away, the you said no when I was upset simply.

Sorry

I did not sort my thoughts out about rubbing in someone in a way I don't like when I'm very mad and just said to stop.. Well, it seems you already know what you're doing.  Sure, I mean I could be nice to someone, but I don't want it to ruin other things for me.  I said I looked them up and was okay.  Why are you taunting me with them?  I don't believe it's necessary quite like that.

Getting Things

I don't have to, but like relationships matter.  You can say you are tired of me.  Not fight.

Apology Etc.

Sorry I got upset, but it happens to everyone.  I thought they were playing around breaking my laptop.  Guess a new one is only $150.

I feel a bit bothered, the noises.

Well, sorry..  I wasn't trying to start anything.  I just felt so powerless about my life.  Guess you don't like that.  'Try not to.  I don't have such bad things about me I start that I can't function.

I just couldn't get back to sleep tonight.  I went to bed later yesterday.

So, why do they keep rubbing this person in over when I am enjoying someone else?

I wonder why people make fun of them.  Maybe, they were threatened out of what they like an other people.  Would be nice to meet, another fat chance.  Hm, why do I sense I cannot live in the world.  Maybe, I better stay away.  :(  I see other people may in the future have some things going for them without this hassle.

Nice People

But I don't like what you did.

I just looked them up.

What about the other people?  You are a sicko what you suggested.  I'm all alone, as far as I'm concerned, with you around.

My dad stole my life!

No, you are taunting me.

I got the sound to work.

YOU'RE GIVING THAT GIRL THE EXPERIENCE.  I AIN'T LISTENING TO MY DAD.

I'M NOT GOING TO GIVE UP ANYTHING FOR WHAT I'VE DONE

I TOLD YOU TO STOP QUIT WASTING MY TIME

Quit being such a fogy thinking if I say something I don't like you have to do it to get me to shut up.

NO I WILL CALL THE POLICE IF YOU FORCE ME TO BE WITH SOMEONE - THEY MADE A TORTURING NOISE THAT MADE ME FLUNK COLLEGE AND COME HOME - Stop telling me I'm bad to say this.

I TOLD YOU TO STOP - YOU'RE NOT ACTING SMART NOW

They're still talking.

Why do you keep talking to me?  You've done enough damage.

I didn't like being taunted by this person.  Why do I pay attention to pick on me like that?

Stop It

You can't force me to be uncomfortable with someone else.

You know, what is your problem?  Can't you just let me live a happy life?

New Photo of Me

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Problem

I said you were putting stress on me.  Quit adding more to what already is a problem.

Problem

Stop coming in and trying to make me feel inappropriate things.  You want me to suck my soul out for these girls all tacky.  You want them to live the life and you bother me.  I wasn't mean to them.   You put them in the wrong direction!  Ask anyone!

Problem

They keep acting like someone is annoying me.  You did it again!

Problem

You just mathematically eat away at my life.  You're sick.  I already said what I said, and you didn't listen.

What?

What do you mean I don't deserve relationships with anyone?  I was upset you stole from me illegally.  This isn't a game.  I didn't go insane.  I was very mad.  So what?  What do you expect?  It's not something that just happened.  You did it for no good reason.

Problem

STOP IT I SAID YOU'RE A CRIMINAL QUIT PICKING ON ME IN MY ROOM.

Problem

I was listening to some music on my tablet and before did a Print Screen using the volume key as directed .. and now it doesn't work.  Some freak.

Don't tell me what I can't get you criminal.

You Pervs

You can't punish me.  You think you're so fancy.

I'M NOT WORSHIPPING NO BRAT GIRLS GO DO IT TO YOUR OWN LIFE

STOP RUINING IT YOU CAN GO TO JAIL

STOP ACTING LIKE YOU'RE SO GOOD

Don't act all innocent like you do nothing.  What do you think I am?

STOP GETTING ALL PERVERTED AND TALKING ABOUT MY ATTITUDE - YOU'RE NO PART OF MY HOMM

I SAID STOP

Problem

The sound on my computer isn't working cuz I said I lost a friendship cuza a girl.  I DON'T CARE.  YOU'RE A CRIMINAL AND A SINNER.  STOP ACTING LIKE YOU'RE SO SMART.

Not sure where this post is.  I was rather mad, not at anyone, at least not now.. but probably not before.. just whoever made this happen.  How I gave up people who were closer to me because of something to do with a younger girl and people wanting to punish just me when I don't do anything wrong.

Am I ever nice?

I guess people don't care about that cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese.

Stuff

I'm so excited I can't go to bed.

Sorry I was so messed up.  Not sure what to do about that.  I just maybe assumed too much was important to post.  I just was trying to solve my discomfort about something/things.  Didn't wanna talk about what was unwanted/not good to talk about, but I guess people need to talk if something's important in general.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Why are all the other Asians so weird?

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New Picture of Me From Before

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Going to bed soon.  See you later.  Like tonight.  You might see me before then.

Noise

There's a noise in my room that goes on and off at will.

Edit

I edited my last post.

Excuse Me

This post I was not talking to the person in the picture..

(I added a note on that post.)

How Pathetic

You come in my privacy and insult me.  You are a cheater.  You wanna make sure no one makes it.

They just said something about turning off my TV.  Taunting me.

All because of that girl, someone stopped being my friend.  In a way.  But because of that supposedly.

And I am on meds in my home because of another girl.

I thought the 2nd 1 I mentioned wanted me to call the the N word.  THOUGHT THEY WANTED ME TO.  Now, I'm supposedly in a real fix cursing about putting noises in my room and people loading my computer in time to me.

The 1st, I just thought of how insulting it was to better that girl over me in some way.  I stoppeda after, not really sure what was going on.

If I wanna not take the meds, I have to move out.

How can I get to bed?

Nothing's on the TV.

About Me Getting Mad

Well, I was upset that if a Pennsylvanian asks something, when the answer is a good answer just saying "no" isn't some fairytale game of showing off.  I'm not mad at some fact that was related to "the deed."

Problems

I do not want to mean to say I'm mad at certain people, things that seem not like them in some ways.  Some of the things that made me mad were an offensive situation.

I feel that I am being tricked to get to know people in "ways" I don't wanna.  You all want me to be like everyone else who messed up their life cuz you think that'll fix it rather than you owning up to that ya'll adults don't care for them.

I'm just mad in general at what happened.  I did m*********.  So, maybe "that ruined it for me."  I did use all caps, but I don't mean anything terrifying exactly.  I was concerned for some reason cuz it was being repeated to me.  I guess they want to change places and think in such a way I'm a kid to be fascinated by something they say isn't even there..

About me not getting close to men, I dunno, maybe that's how it is, but I guess some men are more alluring.  That's a problem.  I didn't know that.  Some guys know what not to do and what to do.  The kind of guy my dad and his family is it just isn't so.  The men are quiet, and the women are noisy.  My dad probably wants to get close, but I don't think he matured to that, yet.  I dunno, I don't want him to just copy other males.