Sunday, January 12, 2014
Would you say I was..
.. ^good^
Astute to my sanity from alcohol, a non-smoker, someone who doesn't even have any friends cuz she's so goody good.. so on and so forth????
Astute to my sanity from alcohol, a non-smoker, someone who doesn't even have any friends cuz she's so goody good.. so on and so forth????
Problem
Stop beating my future daughter and like at dance! I didn't do anything. Leave me be! STOP. Oh and it's ballet.
I just thought of the word cockroach.
I'm afraid I will be hurt..
My parents are making annoying noises in the kitchen.
The background looks like a roach but I mean still is a nice bunny in another way. I thought of a strangling looking at the O lasso of the Opera browser, noticed it right after as the image sprinkled onto me.
My parents are making annoying noises in the kitchen.
The background looks like a roach but I mean still is a nice bunny in another way. I thought of a strangling looking at the O lasso of the Opera browser, noticed it right after as the image sprinkled onto me.
More Insults
Ellen, I just got another of your jokes. I can curse if I want. I see you were naturally publicly humiliated for being so cruel to me. Stop telling me I can't curse. You were mean. How many times do I have to tell you! Why am I even typing this?? So, people can read it and I can get help. I just keep noticing that she's like bucking her teeth at me like a baby. How utterly *beep* I just said your age was old enough to be my mom, and you pose in public like a baby without a loving soul. No one seems to care @ you with these kinds of things. You think they do. I see people just joke @ it. I don't deserve to be hurt by you as you don't hurt anyone else. You're just racist. I'm nice. Why are you picking on me for being mean? Let's just let your pleasure fantasies go. I feel you are like this loon in my room. Trying to use me to get stimulated. I'm just saying, "this is my life." She's just gonna get outta this and say she's more important and sometimes can't be mean to me. You sure seem to think these other people are important. She's just a machine. If you tell her NOT to do something, she does it. My life is being ruined if I throw stones. It seems Ellen by your standards I would technically become more important than you, but you know I don't mean to think of anything as being that way. Why won't she stop? What's so funny? She just finds some thing and is mean. What kind of a person is nice who goes in and insults people?..
What's wrong with..
What's wrong with Ellen?
She has superpowers? She thinks I was sarcastic @ my nose to the side? Cuz it isn't as long for me now..
She has superpowers? She thinks I was sarcastic @ my nose to the side? Cuz it isn't as long for me now..
Insults
Was that another insult? You can't go in my private life and ruin what's been set up. You're really on the road to losing what's programmed in lives. Stop trying to suck it outta me! What's your problem? I can't fight back? I'm just talking. You're the 1 being annoying. Stop acting like you can do anything to me. You're the 1 who'd need me. I don't need this!
I said that..
..from more unwanted messages from Ellen via my dad, too, Ellen on Twitter. That's not nice. My dad was attacking me. I can curse on my blog @ it. That's really a stupid thing to ask, so I hope you didn't or whatever.
Mad
Did my dad just do something in the kitchen that gave me a stimulation? My bathroom is next to it.
What's the point?
Ellen never talks nice to me, in a way, always cancels it out probably.. She does things that are not right, too. She treats me like I'm stupid. Like, I get vibes that seem like a waste.
My Past Private Life
I remember trying to be good and never getting any attention. Sometimes, I was influenced to talk @ it with my parents and they thought that was bad it seemed in a way though it seemed what everyone else was supposed to do! Sometimes, my dad would mimic me like I was a dork! You don't get mad at him for it. I don't care if he's not a celebrity or social figure. You still don't get mad at him for it. This is what it's like with everyone else, too. I never was mean to my parents! You liar. What you gonna do to Ellen? You're just racist cuz I know it's okay for other kids to do this. There's no oh Christina is Chinese so let's play around.
Something Funny
Did Ellen coordinate the Golden Globes? Might I ask why she labels her orders as condemnations? That means she should get a turn, unless she is already having one. I just got upset because the entire Golden Globes was for no reason made entirely against me, after Red Carpet. That's not a funny joke. You don't need to use me. It seems that Ellen wanted to take away my popularity and pretend I was a bad person. The other only problem is she will probably try to get back at me for this. Does anyone know what's going on? What do you think I am? 1 wrong move and you get it!
..What? I didn't do anything! You think that's fun? You don't seem to like it when there is even a real problem that's being talked at. I didn't say I was gonna give up and go crazy or something.
Also, who cares about people just because they have old parents? I kinda don't wanna watch this, think I'm gonna go for a jog and come back and record Johnny Depp. Guess I might miss Amber Herd (sp?)
Do you know what Ellen really does, though? She was mad at me for even thinking of a curse word and I decided to curse. I can make that decision. It wasn't hurting anyone, like her.
I do see Ellen on her show and don't mean to make up some complaint on that front. She keeps on going behind the scenes and doing things. I also am upset it seems to be about an aunt I have from Florida wanting me to get upset every time I get a new blog. Key word upset. What is this all about: I forget (TV awards.)
They just played some suggestive music on the Golden Globes to a winner. Something else I forget. I'm going senile. Oh yes, why is Ellen showing off. I said I really don't feel like watching her sometimes. It's like every day. She thinks she can be mean to me for that!
Then, Miss Ellen flits it off like what she did that seemed wrong was right and then follows it with a suggestive, inappropriately arousing drumline. It seems that if I thought she was the 1 who felt it that maybe I won't feel it. Of course, you're not supposed to do that to people. I feel like I'm being strapped down, though, and something isn't right. My reaction is that I get aroused in a bad way. I don't know how to escape. I don't -want- to curse but would if I did. By cursing, I don't mean I'd hurt anyone. I didn't -say- that.
I'm just rattling on about my norm that I don't like. Why am I being picked at on the inside in an insulting way? Stop telling me I'm like this person or that person, my parents, in ways that are unappealing it appears and that do not really reflect them respectfully. Maybe, you just went home and drank your coffee, but I'm still busy online learning to fix my own life, not meaning it in a sarcastic way because I didn't indicate I was, actually.. Why do I feel I need to put in these ^special^ instructions for Ellen or for her interest? It's all Ellen's fault for her being stimulated that we all have to feel the same way. Ellen, I don't have to watch your show if I don't feel like it because of this. I do want to, but I feel you're just there for younger people. I just like to watch you cuz you have a popular and appealing show. I am wondering about online and like answering fans. I guess you don't want to give us that sort of ^satisfaction^ LOL.
What it is right now is I see you are laughing at me when you are mean. You think I can be punished. So could you!
It'd be hard to get that to happen, though. I don't want you to be ^punished^. What you did was you made me upset. You looked down on me. You came into my life and made it public. You made it a part of having a relationship with you and also happens with others..
You know, people think of Johnny Depp a lot and never though bad on him. I just don't see how it's okay essentially to trash the Golden Globes. You know they are interested in my life.
You all can't go in my past private life and say it does not reflect how I relate to you! WTF are you from!
..What? I didn't do anything! You think that's fun? You don't seem to like it when there is even a real problem that's being talked at. I didn't say I was gonna give up and go crazy or something.
Also, who cares about people just because they have old parents? I kinda don't wanna watch this, think I'm gonna go for a jog and come back and record Johnny Depp. Guess I might miss Amber Herd (sp?)
Do you know what Ellen really does, though? She was mad at me for even thinking of a curse word and I decided to curse. I can make that decision. It wasn't hurting anyone, like her.
I do see Ellen on her show and don't mean to make up some complaint on that front. She keeps on going behind the scenes and doing things. I also am upset it seems to be about an aunt I have from Florida wanting me to get upset every time I get a new blog. Key word upset. What is this all about: I forget (TV awards.)
They just played some suggestive music on the Golden Globes to a winner. Something else I forget. I'm going senile. Oh yes, why is Ellen showing off. I said I really don't feel like watching her sometimes. It's like every day. She thinks she can be mean to me for that!
Then, Miss Ellen flits it off like what she did that seemed wrong was right and then follows it with a suggestive, inappropriately arousing drumline. It seems that if I thought she was the 1 who felt it that maybe I won't feel it. Of course, you're not supposed to do that to people. I feel like I'm being strapped down, though, and something isn't right. My reaction is that I get aroused in a bad way. I don't know how to escape. I don't -want- to curse but would if I did. By cursing, I don't mean I'd hurt anyone. I didn't -say- that.
I'm just rattling on about my norm that I don't like. Why am I being picked at on the inside in an insulting way? Stop telling me I'm like this person or that person, my parents, in ways that are unappealing it appears and that do not really reflect them respectfully. Maybe, you just went home and drank your coffee, but I'm still busy online learning to fix my own life, not meaning it in a sarcastic way because I didn't indicate I was, actually.. Why do I feel I need to put in these ^special^ instructions for Ellen or for her interest? It's all Ellen's fault for her being stimulated that we all have to feel the same way. Ellen, I don't have to watch your show if I don't feel like it because of this. I do want to, but I feel you're just there for younger people. I just like to watch you cuz you have a popular and appealing show. I am wondering about online and like answering fans. I guess you don't want to give us that sort of ^satisfaction^ LOL.
What it is right now is I see you are laughing at me when you are mean. You think I can be punished. So could you!
It'd be hard to get that to happen, though. I don't want you to be ^punished^. What you did was you made me upset. You looked down on me. You came into my life and made it public. You made it a part of having a relationship with you and also happens with others..
You know, people think of Johnny Depp a lot and never though bad on him. I just don't see how it's okay essentially to trash the Golden Globes. You know they are interested in my life.
You all can't go in my past private life and say it does not reflect how I relate to you! WTF are you from!
Do Do
In case we missed what I just said, I got a weird message.. So, if you're really wondering about me meeting people, I mean, I feel insulted because I got upset because I was being attacked. My parents were being weird. It seems that people made it so that they might not meet anyone in the end. I will probably become famous and meet lots of people. Lily Rose is so lucky. I mean, she is semi-famous but has great stature as a person, too, and I don't know why people so want to pluck me out of this earth.
Well..
..no one wants to talk to me but they'd wanna meet Ellen DeGeneres. She is fluffed up to be a mother by others and not just by herself possibly. I mean, why wouldn't everyone just be as good as her? People even refuse to talk to me|people because they claim they're not what they're not. However, now, they keep ALSO at the same time keep trying to say they're Johnny Depp or something to us and that I'm just shit. How stupid is that?
No one|Ellen can't say that I can't meet anyone because of what she pretends I've done. I can curse if I want, and the cursing wasn't at her too much. Nothing serious against her. Also, I don't start the fight.
No one|Ellen can't say that I can't meet anyone because of what she pretends I've done. I can curse if I want, and the cursing wasn't at her too much. Nothing serious against her. Also, I don't start the fight.
3rd World Countries
I was going to post this on IMDb but figured I could get reported for fun and then I'd get the warning.
Is there 1 race that if looked European you would still not accept them, what would it be?
-Chinese & all the other Far East Oriental Asians
I mean, even black people do not accept the race of the 3 Mongoloid, that of which I am pretty sure is set. I am not sure but believe India and the rest of the Mid-Near East are Caucasoid skulls. The only thing Negroids really have in common with Caucasoids other than looking especially cute are that their nose and jaw are not indented further into the face like Mongoloids. Other than that, Mongoloid skulls are more like Caucasoid. The only other thing is the bone on the side of their eyes and the way the top comes to a point like a fortune cookie, same with Negroids.
Still, though, is it safe to say that we'll just take Mongoloid out of the battle because I know it's a losing battle? Don't even talk to us about something like this where we will not be accepted, like I mean putting us in the contest that's supposed to have an end. How can we get people to not like look down on Mongoloids?
Is there 1 race that if looked European you would still not accept them, what would it be?
-Chinese & all the other Far East Oriental Asians
I mean, even black people do not accept the race of the 3 Mongoloid, that of which I am pretty sure is set. I am not sure but believe India and the rest of the Mid-Near East are Caucasoid skulls. The only thing Negroids really have in common with Caucasoids other than looking especially cute are that their nose and jaw are not indented further into the face like Mongoloids. Other than that, Mongoloid skulls are more like Caucasoid. The only other thing is the bone on the side of their eyes and the way the top comes to a point like a fortune cookie, same with Negroids.
Still, though, is it safe to say that we'll just take Mongoloid out of the battle because I know it's a losing battle? Don't even talk to us about something like this where we will not be accepted, like I mean putting us in the contest that's supposed to have an end. How can we get people to not like look down on Mongoloids?
You know what she did this time..
..not an accident, Ellen jokes that I'm not appealing, maybe has nothing to do.. like that I'm something was a joke, that I'm chin
Realization
Was upset this morning I got off course a bit with my mom, said I'd send her to jail if I were a kid cuz I didn't need medicine.
WHAT
TIM RUINED MY ABILITY TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH ELLEN DEGENERES I AM NOT A BABY AND DO NOT NEED TO SEE HER IN ORDER TO DEVELOP A RELATIONSHIP TO HER SHOW
Wow
Wow, Ellen
You don't make me comfortable in my own home. I am comfortable in my own home is the funny thing.
You at least admit you did it. Did you put that noise in my room? Why don't you live like shit like me? Yes, why doesn't anyone do that? I don't mean to offend you. My life is shit. I need a more comfortable life. My mom is irritating me, as well.. Why doesn't everyone have a shit life like me? I was thrown into the garage I feel without being able to paint it. I don't even know where to begin! It's not conducive to my schedule. Will it be a project soon?
*When I said why not have a shit life like me didn't mean I want you to have a shit life but that my life wouldn't be shit if it weren't for this experiment in this way. The only thing I got outta this was a big break. It made me gain weight, too. Just like majeek (magic.)
Seriously, why is Ellen being mean to someone like me? Who the fuck does she think I am? What if we joked @ her stature? These questions may come to you racially, as well. }:]
Ellen, I love you, but I feel depressed.. I feel my life is shit and you are comparing your life to others's in a way I wouldn't. My talk show would follow this sentiment, like Bethenny and others like Letterman and in some ways Fallon. Fine, do that, but what's up with this noise in my room! Yes, that's kind of my point..
You don't make me comfortable in my own home. I am comfortable in my own home is the funny thing.
You at least admit you did it. Did you put that noise in my room? Why don't you live like shit like me? Yes, why doesn't anyone do that? I don't mean to offend you. My life is shit. I need a more comfortable life. My mom is irritating me, as well.. Why doesn't everyone have a shit life like me? I was thrown into the garage I feel without being able to paint it. I don't even know where to begin! It's not conducive to my schedule. Will it be a project soon?
*When I said why not have a shit life like me didn't mean I want you to have a shit life but that my life wouldn't be shit if it weren't for this experiment in this way. The only thing I got outta this was a big break. It made me gain weight, too. Just like majeek (magic.)
Seriously, why is Ellen being mean to someone like me? Who the fuck does she think I am? What if we joked @ her stature? These questions may come to you racially, as well. }:]
Ellen, I love you, but I feel depressed.. I feel my life is shit and you are comparing your life to others's in a way I wouldn't. My talk show would follow this sentiment, like Bethenny and others like Letterman and in some ways Fallon. Fine, do that, but what's up with this noise in my room! Yes, that's kind of my point..
Problem
Ellen you can't say I'm privately bad at all. Why do I even type this shit?
I feel lousy. Depressed.. I skipped my pills 1/2 day.
I feel lousy. Depressed.. I skipped my pills 1/2 day.
These people
whoever they are are literally all just driving me insane in the privacy of my own room!
Problem
I think Ellen is playing around that I can't be a fan of the Carpenters cause they're all for her or at least the brother who is still alive. What a childish, impish thing to impose on me. I'm covered in shit. I hate this stupid noise.
More Things Bothering Me..
..I should get over it, but I don't want to hear noises constantly in any given room all of a sudden. The noises in the bathroom aren't on all the time, now, and I think I'm being teased about it. It's not worth it to put up with Ellen's mean things, things she'd never do to anyone else. Why should I be beat for getting upset!
My Plan
I think I will go to Seminole and take General Studies Honors. Then, I will have a college degree, an AA, and I will be done! I have..
2 Math
2 Science
2 Humanities
1 English
1 Speech
1 History
dunno something like that
On the side, I will take exercise courses. I might be there every day. This is a long span of time for me to wait to live my life. I think I will graduate like at 29 with an AA. There's no other route for me. I got advice from someone to do another option.
2 Math
2 Science
2 Humanities
1 English
1 Speech
1 History
dunno something like that
On the side, I will take exercise courses. I might be there every day. This is a long span of time for me to wait to live my life. I think I will graduate like at 29 with an AA. There's no other route for me. I got advice from someone to do another option.
I wish I were on a program....
in which I do lots of physical activity each day, like before. It seems like I will do it again next Spring. Meanwhile, I go to a support group.. I will jog outside. I have floor workouts, as well, maybe I just don't feel like it now. Before I know it, it'll be 6:00 A.M.
I feel judged.
Even by Johnny Depp.. he must have seen me online! That's too close. I'm not saying I need an active cold shoulder, that's dum!
I don't mind..
..being famous, but I don't take to things of such a nature as this. I am the 1 who is right. I am not wrong.
Problem
My mom for her own reasons decided to come out late today to go to work and it's turning me on. I know my aunt has a thing @ me making new blogs to get a fresh start, and it's becoming quite effective.
Fighting Through
That's what makes 1 a winner. Don't let anyone tell you what to think @ yourself otherwise. =]
Something Scary on "Ghost Adventures"
They let a guy go, but he said "I will chop your head off" while making hitting actions and slept with his ax..
I just watched..
Ellen DeGeneres's video for the Oscars. I hope it goes well. I was't gonna watch but guess I decided to. Ha ha, wonder if anyone from the show will come up..
The Next Joke Says
Why does Ellen send me messages? Aren't we supposed to actually meet her sometime? She still thinks we don't respect her own accomplishments?? Of being famous? I don't think that that's what that is for everyone, people just like her and Depp with their rubbery features, though they are not all white like me.
TV
I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and thought it was an okay episode.. don't remember too much. She seemed morose. Why doesn't she invite people who aren't movie stars on her show? The lady with cancer was interesting. It seems they have a stressful life. Her family was on it. I was hoping I wouldn't get cancer with how I'd been eating at some times. I am getting those old cravings, again.
My aunt has a thing going..
..that when I start a new blog I can't have it fresh because I'll get mad at some point.
You shouldn't say my parents made me an ugly Chinese cuz I don't like that kinda stuff more than most anyone.
Also, I don't need to be treated like a baby like I already remember you'd think. I guess it's just impossible a situation. It's too bad. You think cuz of my race I'm also not cool. I see people from a place I used to live thinking of me in a suggestive manner! Boca Raton! I am from other places, and you cannot take advantage of me just because I am not from somewhere else..
Also, I don't need to be treated like a baby like I already remember you'd think. I guess it's just impossible a situation. It's too bad. You think cuz of my race I'm also not cool. I see people from a place I used to live thinking of me in a suggestive manner! Boca Raton! I am from other places, and you cannot take advantage of me just because I am not from somewhere else..
Upset
So, now, I don't have a chance with anyone I like who's famous cuz my parents messed up my life or the city of Orlando.
So..
..Do you know how much people are fighting me for no reason and how people are busy in a stupe gazing at people saying what they said? They are social invalids and can't hold a conversation.
Just So You Know
I got this idea of what to say, some of it may be a waste of time, that someone broke my remote.
Just Lazy
Just agree cuz I am from an area that someone in a college there living longer than 2 years in a specific area has acquired as many traits as I have from the same area.
I know you are all wrong as an undeniable fact.
I found that if I had to order my mom and dad in a list you know that if I chose 1 over the other I have hurt someone.
She had to open her mouth.
My mom started picking on me telling me I was bad at home to feel cool. I was critical, and she did something suggestive and called me a complainer.
Also, I used to say "oh no" when my dad got home cuz I wasn't ready and still had more homework, which I started right after school.
Also, I used to say "oh no" when my dad got home cuz I wasn't ready and still had more homework, which I started right after school.
Why are people all gaping at me like monsters? They think I am not a European princess at home but good and happy at school, as well as good at home. My parents might lie about me. They didn't provide me with a successful environment and get too mad at little things when I am usually very good, don't do anything and make lots of forgotten attempts at being nice, which people may want to ignore.
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