Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Is..

..ballet about family?  And not art?

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There were 2 people who looked like Ellen on The Voice Kids.

What do you think about this?

Fun, but ill-informed, so far. These kids need to learn to get into themselves. I need to get in the business. I have strong familial values, too, and I learn a lot while at Disney.

Cool

Test Track @ Epcot got shut down in the middle.  We waited and a guy talked to us for like 20 minutes and in the end I got to tell him where I was from, Southeastern and Northeastern Florida and New Orleans, the area.  So, then we walked down these stairs, which was interesting..

My Most Treasured Memory to Rely On

My 2nd one, like the same lady at Disney, she ran with her head down toward the buses, like she knew me.. and I felt it at the bottom of my core, nothing cheating that you can't do.  Not too too strong, but very special and interesting..

Will add these things to my website.

I had some grand fantasy revelation

that these 2 best friends who are swarming the media with their rebellious offcast nature .. what they should have done for activity.  The younger one than me should have done modern dance and at the studio could get into ballet and her kind of singing.  The older one, both my year, should have taken the singing more seriously and could meet up my other old best friend.

Me, I'm gymnastics and ballet and singing.  I'm happy in gymnastics, but I don't know advanced things cuz you'd have to try every day to get that kind of power.

I decided

my next move is gymnastics class.  I'm not sure if this is possible now here.  I know it's available.  Money.

Not Watching Ellen Now

My head is all elated and feels pressured.

I was influenced

to keep my blonde hair, it's all we have, all these people who seriously want to be like Ellen for others.   I'm considered a baby.

It doesn't ever work that way..

I thought my dad thought I ever had an easy life as a ½ Asian.  He thinks if something was not at a complete loss then that means I had it better in the way I didn't.  That means I'm on top of myself more than he is.  And this is since I was little.

People's Esteem Transformed

They used to be more apologetic.  Now, they think it's about 1 person, me, being wrong, and therefore they are always on about something that I'm wrong that has nothing to do with me.  People were more humble and less provoked.  People in Orlando are very provoked.

Fun Black People

Black people have the most fun.  Maybe not the best fun.. wrestling alligators?  I mean like a colored woman cooling down by appreciating water.  I'm indian, so I'm colored.  I guess I have it the best.

Why can't I joke?

Are you racist?

Race

I think since Caucasian and Asian skulls are so similar that it would feel a lot like the same build but with a lot of differences in heritage.

To really transform would be to understand Middle Easterners.  The ones with shawls I know are very pretty.  I'm seeing more and more of them at Disney World.

Black people are actually very smart with their 6th sense if that even exists..


Asians "invaded" Germany and Scandinavia.  Spain is maybe older than Africa.  The Asian and Negroid skull have a bump on top.  Asians have bumps on the sides of their eyes.

Nothing Left to Live

It seems Hollywood ended with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.  We forgot about everything that made up this world and to be thankful for "different" experiences.  You never know what could have been waiting around the corner..probably more corn fields to pick.

I don't feel we got it done or even out of the way.  I think we destroyed this world..

Concerning Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, I think people just went crazy over how good they are and how much they all want to be the one to be the best in the world, like that can even exist...

Caucasians

Why do some people go out of their way to exclude people who are mixed or not Caucasian?  They act like they hate them so much.  That's not right.  Some of them look Caucasian or are attractive.

Schedule

It would be nice if I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" today, but I need to get to bed.  I think I am available Thursday to watch and next week all but 1 unknown day as of now.

Right and Wrong

If my dad is suggestive to my younger brother in a way he wouldn't dare speak to my mom or of himself, he should not play around saying he is a "product" of them even but altogether not do it because that is the concrete example of when you are pushed to do the right thing.  We don't need to be pervs in the world.  We learn by feeling good and to ward off bad feelings, not by being pervs.

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