Nite? Got the week ahead. May get up.
I am so sorry if anyone went berserk at knowing my ideas. :( Too bad they go thru those stages. It proved to be something important. I do feel more pressured than when I had privacy. Those thoughts just don't happen, not like that.
Saturday, November 29, 2014
"Sensitive"
That's also me. You might say things are okay, but like my dad just came in and I'm worried about what might have gone on.
What's the point?
I was fresh when I was young, but I see people like Ellen out there taking over the world in her 50s.
More Interesting Stuff
I could not seem to get over the idea that the lead in The Phantom of the Opera was so young and the ballerina had to be so good with a singing voice. They said she had to be good at point. This is for the tour.
Changing
It seems to be taking a long time and that people don't want me to improve ever since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Tim Burton came out, tho I like him just not what people say concerning him. I moved, and it's like they spotted me. I was so upset in college I wanted to graduate early with all these skills, and I got told to take a break and not do those things in music at the school where I accepted my scholarship. I also just found out you have to be 18-25 to be the lead in The Phantom of the Opera tour, which should not matter but I was hoping that there would be something out there someone talented like me would like to try out for. I contacted them to ask and someone else about singing online. I also said I could have sung the role at 16 but thought it wa bumped up to like 30s.
I'm sure of it!
Adults look at my picture and if I don't look perfect tell me I am morally bad. Have you never heard of living with bad schools? Then, there's the homework which gets dumped on us after that. It's memorizing stuff we know nothing about.
I'm so bored..
..with things like the movie Cats. There's not much out there and not much invitation for people with these rare talents. I am considering a dance minor but until next semester and a note from a psychiatrist it's singing lessons. It's just so nerve-wracking trying to remember those little dance steps at the bar that mean nothing artistically/"story"-wise. Dance is dance! Not just "an art!" It's.. "dance!"
My "New" Life?
What is it about these, like, "crazy" adults sizing up my picture saying I amount to nothing.. I am 1/2 Chinese. Does that give me a chance? I mean, I look white and pretty good considering! People just submerge to the next depth and say that makes it worse cuz they're racist. It's like they expect a shitty stereotype from us. A sorta haggard looking sagging face with bleached highlights and a haggard smile to go with it.. not even encouraging the pretty blonde look rare people have. Like more slicked back bleach highlighted hair and a sorta triangle look to their face which is strong and slick. I've seen at least 2 English girls in speaking roles who looked like this on TV, 1 was a popular New Year.
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