WHAAT

I'm just a normal, good person!

OK OK

I don't need people to fabricate my reputation.  "They're gonna/wanna do and undo it."  What??

There are 2 things in this, fact and intent.  If I can't concentrate and am not given a chance, "what's" to happen?

Impressed

She's wonderful!

What about other people?  She needs people to talk to, like everyone.  I mean, I know things for her are getting monotonous like watching coconuts fall on people's heads.

She's gotta have fans.

OK OK..

I like Bella, it's nothing but an undeserved/unearned privilege.

New Video of Me Singing

Well..

That's okay if that's your dream.

What did this have to do with what I do??

Not Married

but people usually want me in their life

Ugh!

Like, I don't even wanna hear what Ellen would have to say.. blah blahblah

A friendly.. joke

Making Me SICK

On Scream Awards, they joked about New Orleans.  I am from Florida and New Orleans!  You think I'm *beep*?

Edit

I edited my last post.

Why?

Why is Ellen so amazed at child musicians?  That's the easiest time to learn!

Huh! :0

I saw a baby like m*****ed to be like Bella Thorne.

(I mean told to do it or else.)

So..

..Ellen has gone a bit far in her babyish craze that Bella has something to do with extracting even the most important things from my life for Ellen.

Hey

I made a fanclub for a reason.

Pretend

So, you're gonna keep playing pretend til you get everything in the end.. but don't put me in jail.

Looking for innocence?

Good point.. what did I do?  What is the big idea, anyway.. WHAT'S GOIN' ON AROUND HERE!  Dx

What does me talking about..

..Bella have anything to do with this?

So..

..You're mean to me just because I'm good so I'm not spoiled by the reward I earned, makes no sense!

I remember

I was kinda taken aback finding nice people being "mean" or something.  It's a weight on my shoulders.  I guess they don't think it's safe or have a grudge or something.  It is upsetting.  I even find them manipulating others like it's some kinda joke.  They want to destroy my relationships!  What am I doing wrong in saying this?  Do you, like, have something on me?  Is that all??  I'm just expressing my feelings and giving the 411.

Apology

Everything I said should make sense.

Like, My 1 Point

I'm not trying to lie a little, but it was that this person was to be respected and it was in disbelief that they would like submit for anyone.

When I achieve

you give everything to this one person in the world and no one else.

What

Why would you be the one mad at me?  Why should anyone be involved like this?

So what if I get pangs of pain?  I didn't do anything.

What's Good and Bad

Why is being pretty not good enough?  I can't even touch into what I want cuza my race.  I want to be arousing, too.

Distress

If I get an opportunity to see someone I really like, it pains me to think that another person comes to mind as a "punishment."  I mean, why?

That's probably all.  I may seem to have other nasty thoughts, like about being mean to me in my room with little noises and secret messages.  I haven't gone into that, tho, cuz it's probably bad.

Rubbish!

People secretly like their teachers and get catty about it in secret attitude.

People also go thru life meeting and leaving relations.. It's all you can do, these days!

Maybe, I need to just clarify myself?

As I go thru life and see people, acquaintances you usually just see once, I don't need it to be that I'm being followed by someone and replaced in the process of my seeing other people so that I can't have a genuine experience.  You don't do that like that to other people.  I see the world does not encourage me into certain things others have successfully in a way I could have.  Everyone is in my way, too, tho.

What?

I didn't even get to talk it out!  Didn't think it, neither.  Not much there to think.  Yes, I was trying to be nice.  I was just upset about Ellen DeGeneres making it so I'm "punished" when she's not even involved!  She apparently has popularity power.  I don't need to unravel the pain with my family/parents.  What, do you think I come from a trash family line?

Left Out

It's all about the Baby Boom / Generation X parent generation..  "Ooh, how attractive are they?"  "I don't care for the kids.."

So..

What's wrong with me getting upset and keeping it to myself and not even really thinking about it?

What am I upset about?  I keep getting ripped off for Ellen DeGeneres.  Why can't I leave this past behind?  I keep getting attacked, period.

I have to hide in my room for peace.  I am calling the police, if things aren't okay and don't get better.

Parental Love

I may not act like I am older than someone older than me, but I know that each generation gets something different.

People Who Matter

Why do other people matter so much?  You all don't go around and beat them to a pulp.

Super Bored

being online and all with so many people who just seem to ignore me

What's there to hope for?  My life is being beaten to a pulp.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: i hate asians, k?

Maybe, they can't help how they are. Do whites really deserve all the glory they get or are they an example of an accidental race that's not all it's cracked up to be?

People wonder if blacks are more European than Asians. They may have more of the base traits that would be the backbone for any ethnicity, even of Asians. Technically, I read in a book we all spawned from the Middle East, which spawned however from the black Africans. My genes tell me my maternal "type" ancestors are out-of-African 50,000 years ago. That may be when a mass migration took place, but I am not sure. There were people not in Africa before that, as well. They may even be talking about the part of Africa that is the Middle East. I think Asia also comes from places like Indonesia, I read online in a lotta places I think. I just wish I could be sure of whether or not I am more closely related to blacks. 

Interested??

I just didn't want it to be everything I do Bella follows around and does it instead or just for Ellen to mess with me.

..I need a special "thing"

"Attitude"

It's okay if everyone gets attention, but I noticed Ellen was like snapping at me about it.  She wants me to know I'm not special, and my lifestyle is not altogether that great.

If I wasn't in trouble, if that's earthly possible now, I would still feel like one of the winners of life.

YouTube

1:54

Edit

I tamed a post title and hid the link of reference.

Blenders

So, we'll have 4.

What's up?

I'm not cursing now.

You went pretty far.

Life is not about saying, "Oh, that's not what and then that's that."  I do what I do and I do it right.  It fits the traditional rules.