Tuesday, May 17, 2016
Well
I wonder about people thinking they admire me and look up to me but by finding out what I like and saying they want every one of those things for themselves but not for me too.. not for me too? What about the saying that there's "nothing in it" to relate to me like a normal person but to take advantage of me because I don't want to sin and be mean to them. Jesus Christ? I'm sorry, but this is creating problems and not just involving myself, if that matters to you even.. You gotta try, try, try. It's work.
Nah, Nah (Now, Now)
I was in Ohio and NY and I heard voices and seen a ghost! I can totally connect to these stories on TV.
Idea
Just like voice, I was thinking of quitting and learning violin on my own rather than a 30 minute session every Saturday morning and with early bussing over 6 hours total. I want to work at a daycare and just learn violin from the books and when I can to play in a local amateur group and maybe accompany musicals. It would be a dream to play classical professionally but not necessarily a soloist. I wish I could be a 1st violinist cuz I loved singing in groups, choirs, and feel like I should be given some honors because I did it so much when young.
Not Dealing With It / Forgiving / Trusting
How can I deal with, like, all these people I meet who are good being so weirdly bad to me? They're just human but "by a large margin?"
Remember when we were told some people are good and some are not? I think it's just a fad, but you can single some people out as especially good possibly for some reason or another. Maybe, they are attractive.
Remember when we were told some people are good and some are not? I think it's just a fad, but you can single some people out as especially good possibly for some reason or another. Maybe, they are attractive.
Not Making It??
Do you all think you'll make it in life listening to my dad like he's popular more than me and I'm not?
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