Saturday, August 24, 2013

Weird

Why does she get so much attention?  She seems to feel funny @ her mom.

So, why don't other people get enough attention?

Weirdos

I tried to not pay attention and do not trust if Kate Bush ever does this.  She supposedly did something bad.  You sarcastic people stop getting at me for the N word thing cuz it's stupid, I thought it was a precaution for them, didn't want to.

Look

I don't tell.. Ellen to do anything. Isn't that how Ellen talks, maybe from a baby to mammy.. why she has mammy still..  Ah don' TELL   The mighty Ellen DeGeneres is just a baby.  Not really an insult in and of itself..

What can I say?

All things point to for Ellen, be mean to me for Ellen.  Ellen can't have that.

Problema

ELLEN IF THAT WAS YOU YOU'D HAVE GONNA GET IT.  Another insult.

So now my mom says I can fold the towels, but it's late.  I was asking why my dad was sad.  I don't wanna leave off on stupid Early Boomers like that.  They're not the same.  They can be, but this 1 isn't.  It's complicated if you have a brain.

No one does that to me.  Looking to be mad?  I didn't do it.  You (someone) did.

Now, I assume it was my mom or a collective thing.

Think of how suggestive Ellen is.  Does anyone like her new look?  I think that's what she wanted..

She is nothing.

Whoever you are you are nothing.  I can say what I want without you punishing me pseudo Ellen DeGeneres.  I don't do anything bad.  You got upset I thought my gramma was bad because of the N word thing etc. and the experiment when I was in college staying in the dorms.

Meanie

Chloe G Moretz from Ellen DeGeneres is in the blood wanting to be mean to me, put up an annoying background picture on Twitter..the official place for people who made it in the business.  No, I am from the South.  You think my dad is from his bedroom?

WHY

Am I seeing my dad?  I don't wanna be close with him.  He was shit bombing me.  Stop pushing me to him, we don't need you.

This is so stupid.

I don't like these messages.  Why don't you have anything appropriate to talk @?

STO OP

What are these stupid dum-dum messages influenced by Ellen?  I like Ellen DeGeneres.

What are you some kinda rat *beep*

LOOK

I CAN'T STAND THIS STUPID PERSON CONTROLLING HOW MY PAGE LOADS.  I DON'T NEED ANYONE TO TALK TO ME.

Problema

STOP WITH THE STUPID I'M ELLEN DEGENERES MESSAGES.

My dad went to bed on an off note and I don't want a reconnect with him.

I was getting some cups, and you wanted me to knock over my Loyola cup.  I AM GOOD, WHATEVER THIS ELLEN IS IS NOT.

Problema

You are cheap ***.

What's this?

Why is my mom so mean?  She seems to feel bad.  She kept going around acting like I was a lug.

Problema

I leave the house I get shit.

My mom won't stop attacking me.  She acts like I'm bad BUT SHE IS.  She's goin' on my blog if I can't tell her to stop!

I was so mad I pinched my thumb on my eatingware.  It's tingling now.  I felt like I'd break the plastic bowl of cookies I just got @ CVS.

STOP

Didn't I tell you to shut up?  How are you right?  You think I was suggestively impolite to my dad?  That's what you do.  Stop telling me stupid stuff, like maybe you'll do the wrong thing if I said you did it, and you do it sneakily.  I wanna get rid of you once and for all.

STOP

even being in my life, making the page load in nonsensical patterns, wtfru, KATE BUSH?  Ew, I hope that respectable lady doesn't do that.  I assume you're a random person with no special outstanding goals.  Don't get back at me for something that makes sense that you wanna say hurt you.  Ooh, aw.

Problema

I don't wanna keep talking to you.

What does the bomb say now?

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Problema

You can't keep bothering me telling me because other kids had bad parents that maybe it's right for me.  You said yes, you racist.  Get outta my life.

Problema

I was thinking I can't talk @ anything with Ellen DeGeneres around because she will hurt my future kids.

Also, since I said this I got a message from Kate Bush that they're gonna do it.  Now, that's punishable by law, and I have no idea how to inform them because I have friends in this experiment and I know you're cheating me out for my race.

I'm

Getting fed up with the million Ellen visions from online. She is just like those trashy kids. You know feels for them most.

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I'm

Getting fed up with the million Ellen visions from online. She is just like those trashy kids. You know feels for them most.

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Problema

A car warted me from fl, felt somethibg @ future baby girl



I don't know if it's ellen's fault.

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Problema

A car warted me from fl, felt somethibg @ future baby girl

I don't know if it's ellen's fault.

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So

Pretendinf I'm bad?

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So

Pretendinf I'm bad?

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Hey

Stop rubbing in time sinners

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Hey

Stop rubbing in time sinners

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Stop

Stop the puzzling threats.

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Stop

Stop the puzzling threats.

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So

I hope Ellen is having a good time off and excited.

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So

I hope Ellen is having a good time off and excited.

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Problema

QUIT. I said quit.



Don't tell my parenrts your *beep*

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Problema

QUIT. I said quit.



Don't tell my parenrts your *beep*

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Problema

What if I rubbed something in on you, like my mom and then the throwing up sound of my dad. I am not my brother, idiot. Will you leave me alone? Ppl r happy @ this.

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Problema

What if I rubbed something in on you, like my mom and then the throwing up sound of my dad. I am not my brother, idiot. Will you leave me alone? Ppl r happy @ this.

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Problema

All you do is rub in Portia and tease me. I'm busy.

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Problema

All you do is rub in Portia and tease me. I'm busy.

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Problema

Did my Twitter say South Korea? What, @ the girl wanting me not to have my mom?

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Problema

Did my Twitter say South Korea? What, @ the girl wanting me not to have my mom?

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Problema

Hey, I'm jogging and it's late. Leave me alone. They want my parents to take me back. I was on Tumblr thinking of Ellen showing off Portia. She seems to have been mean. Also, no you can't have trashy kids bc you don't wanna be nice. Mommy isn't right.

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Problema

Hey, I'm jogging and it's late. Leave me alone. They want my parents to take me back. I was on Tumblr thinking of Ellen showing off Portia. She seems to have been mean. Also, no you can't have trashy kids bc you don't wanna be nice. Mommy isn't right.

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Mobile

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Problema

Now, my Tumblr is taking a long time to load pages.  I can say what I want, this is illegal.  Stop getting in my life like that.

Problema

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I don't usually let lose, but if I am not too perfectionistic to you I am wild.

If these messages had any validity whatsoever

They'd say Ellen can bother me but that I bother her when I don't and I shouldn't be.  Then, when I say it's so she attacks and forgets.

Well, she seems nice on the show and other things, but when it comes to secret messages, I guess I just find it silly, irrational, evil..  It's not a nice thing to do and not a helpful experience.  I mean, some things like that are helpful, but in a way it seems not to be..

Oh, and the secret messages are administered by others..

Twitter & Tumblr

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Tumblr

Annoyed

I do not like being watched in this way.  It would be something like a dream, but now I am disrespected and no one wants to have fun so may as well stop again loading the page all wacky.

Sucking Up?

Peyton List must have read my blog today.  She is making it sound like "I'm not really from Ohio."  Well, I think that way for fun.

Finally Woke Up

Had a similar dream.

I had so much stuff in my eyes, but not a lot lot, which I stopped.  It's harder to see, but I think I'm getting the hang of it.  It just seems blurry from this time with my contacts.  It should heal.  I cleaned off my glasses.

New Video

New Video of Me Talking - So-So + 1 from Before

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New Photo

New Photo of Me

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I was

just out jogging.

Ate

Imitation Crab + Potato Chips

Twitter

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1 side

Of Ginny doesn't find me amazing.

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1 side

Of Ginny doesn't find me amazing.

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A Good Topic

Medicine



Thanks, car.

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A Good Topic

Medicine



Thanks, car.

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Why not

Have them react to my stand-up?

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Why not

Have them react to my stand-up?

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Well

I might just have to ask for strangers's e-mails/Facebooks.

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Well

I might just have to ask for strangers's e-mails/Facebooks.

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Post

Need money for internet show and movie

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Need money for internet show and movie

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Annoyed

Of competition for Ellen and her being a casual, sorta lackadaisical?, careless? American. Using her heritage to look cooky or appealing in an annoying way. Sorry @ word usage.

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Annoyed

Of competition for Ellen and her being a casual, sorta lackadaisical?, careless? American. Using her heritage to look cooky or appealing in an annoying way. Sorry @ word usage.

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Post

Normally, you move on.

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Post

Normally, you move on.

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Post

Maybe, she's jealous.

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Post

Maybe, she's jealous.

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Post

I was thinking @ Ginny's humor.

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Post

I was thinking @ Ginny's humor.

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Funny?

Ginny doesn't think I have lasting internet fame. Bc she's lazy.

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Funny?

Ginny doesn't think I have lasting internet fame. Bc she's lazy.

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Post

Does Charlie and the Chocolate Factory matter.. Like @ if you are already famous? Why not blow some of it off. Chloe did this.

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Does Charlie and the Chocolate Factory matter.. Like @ if you are already famous? Why not blow some of it off. Chloe did this.

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Singing

I get more nervous @ each lesson, in 1 way.

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Singing

I get more nervous @ each lesson, in 1 way.

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Post

Remember when people used to not be racist?

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Remember when people used to not be racist?

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Flute or Harp

Harp

How be..

..it Ellen not my type?  What does she know @ what's on TV toda?

Mannah from Heaven

What about people who aren't big on bread?

What about 1s who "don't eat shugar?"  Like my teacher who does vocalization.  She's not a twig but seems big-boned from California, not sure why.  Mixed kinds of people from there seem to be that way.

No bread!  No bread!

Hey, this sounds like my stand-up routine.  "I want the whaht bread."

Vegan versus the Vegetarian

Um, no, I love eating dead mammals.

Well, the vegan doesn't consume milk, which cats drink.

How can I be a wolf or a wildcat if I don't eat meat and drink milk?

What else @ a vegan?  No eggs?  What's liverwurst?

Vegetarian, no beef, chicken, turkey, ham, pork..duck..

Beans and nuts have protein.  I'm sure vegetables have a lot, and make sure you like your supposedly changing salad dressing!  B)  Cream made with soy?  Everything made of soy!  Ha ha!  Just most meals include things other than rice and curry.  That's something I don't eat too much of now.

Tootles

Guess I'm just into eating right.

*it hard*

Yum

I found delicioso spaghetti, also making meatballs from another site: link.

Pronouncing "Vegan"

I don't know how I did, but I heard "veh gone" for awhile, then "vay gehn"|"vay guhn."

Update

I moved the apology sign to the Signs page.

Vegans

My old best friend is actually going vegan.  I am kinda a person who lives to eat, so that's all I have to say 'bout that.

She is so conscientious.  I love her blog.  I can't find her Blogger, though.  I guess she's on every site like I am.  I miss her, she doesn't really have any 1-1 conversations with me.

Wow, what a nice, long post.  She'll never find this.

I just eat normally.  My next step was eating food with wine.  I'm making 'getti + meatballs..  YUM!  I used to not like it.  I just wanted the bread, the meat.

Tumblr

Tumblr

Well

My mom doesn't want too much on her, and I think my dad seemed to mean at 1 time when he was mad.  Well, just gets very mad @ me if I ask him something funny.  What a *beep*  That's racism.  You can't suggest racism to me, just because you know me.  However, in public, that also becomes a big deal.

My Parents's Wish

You might have noticed they don't want me talking @ them.  However, they didn't say that originally.  I don't say weird things.  However, I do not wish for them to communicate with me in a different way just because of Orlando.

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Edit

I edited my Twitter Bio to just Communications|Public Relations.  I don't like getting caught up in a program as just a minor.  You can tell.  Nothing seems to be related to it.  Like music, do ballet.

I did a big switcheroo.

I moved a bunch of Tweeters to my List 3, people I am not so close with.

Dream

It's sorta hard to remember.  I remember someone had to do something.  Just went to the bathroom and starting breakfast.  There was like a swimming pool, but it was a dark setting.  Or maybe just something like water in a computer game.