Sunday, December 28, 2014

So I still get some mad

when I saw the symbolized message that seems permanent for now.  What should I think about that thumb thing?

It's true things get better, but others get worse.  There's always something new as a challenge.  Old things come up to haunt you, and you can scarcely tell what's going on..

Food

Larger Salad
A couple worm gummies
Orange sherbert

Tried to Make for Myself

and/or others a better day.  Hope things get back to normal, seems to be fixing it.

TV soon?

Might not go

to UM, don't feel like going there to audition

Exercise

Time for a jog!

Yay

10 minutes

Exercise

Killer Abs by Jillian

So

I woke up with the headband I wore on Ellen around my neck.

Why

is my dad involved with my life when it comes to anyone famous?

Problem

They keep coming in acting cutesy in an annoying way like little monsters.  The people experimenting on me putting noises in my room and loading things on the computer in time.

Just Finished

my app to UM music - just need to send in transcripts later

Feel Wrong

I don't think I need those pills but wanted to stay home, where I have to take them.

I feel weighted down.  I was a bit taller.

Sad

I don't even stay to do the dishes today.. my own

Bad

Well, as long as I don't call people shit I've eliminated one problem.

Sad

They are all treating me like that Music Ed professor when I got kicked out for being shy, but she said I seemed sneaky.

I get mad and feel bad then I get unmad and labeled bad.

Sorry.. I get mad.

I've just been

really tired.  Need to go back to bed whilst trouble's a brew'n'.

Problem

You've made me sick.

They affected my mouth to be like a gross fat lady who's like caking up.

Problem

This person keeps being mean to me.. via their Tweets and Facebook posts.

Also, people are intimidating people who talk to me!  That's sick!  Get a life!

Comments

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STOP

SOMEONE TRIED TO STIMULATE SOMEONE I LOOKED UP TO BY INSULTING A VIDEO OF THEM WITH STHIT TALK.

Problem

Why are you so wrapped up about the thumb thing?  It's not your decision to change my life and tell me I can't have things.  You all are mean to me.  DID YOU GET THAT?  Everyone else is in a virtual paradise they may not have earned.  So what?  It's not that big a deal!  You won't get a life!  ..Why don't you??  They are being mean to me.  They set up a new symbol!  Ya'll are so *beep*  I SAID STOP IT.  YOU CAN'T CONTROL IF SOMEONE IS NICE TO ME.  SHUT UP!  I SAID STOP THIS SHIT!  DON'T YOU GET IT.  YOU'RE NOT CALM, COOL, AND COLLECTED.

The Dominant Blonde/Brunette

In dance and life.. blondes easily spin brunettes of, but you have to stand out as a brunette.

I thought about it

and realize how stupid it was.  I don't think my fingers are to blame, but I will admit my nails are more comfortable to me than most people.

IMDb

Annie (2014) (I)

Re: If you hate this movie then why are you here?

Yea, that's called freaking out.

A lotta people think the opposite of you, that everything is a matter of consequence, that 1 rule applies for everything, like all English people are the same, everyone is more like their parents in the same way.

Too many people seem to have forgotten everything they learned and think if you just think of everything in a positive way that all problems will cease to exist without doing anything.

As far as race goes, people forget that people disregard Asian or Southern Asians and assume that all are at ease and will not pop up in a place like this. It's all about blacks and whites and Middle Easterners. And mixed people have it even worse with stupidity.

I just don't feel like people recognize me as white as I go about and deal with my life. No one gets any of what I say about things like that. They just look at me and don't care. They act like there's no way to think that. They feel guilt riding up their spine, but they don't move. 

Issue

On IMDb, when I type, the text all moves over at the end before it spills over into the next line.

Same Ole Same Ole

That people should have been celebrities is like girls should have been in dance.. or else since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) no one thinks you can change and that you're good enough if that's not so.

Like most colleges..

..U Miami has beginning and optional intermediate ballet, and modern.

Pondering

If people die from things easily and I got upset at my Gramma, what am I to live for?  I am studying singing.  I'd love to dedicate my life to a worthy cause, and crime fighting sounds fun.

I saw a painter died from a kind of tumor from Florida..
I'm taking down that old video.

New Picture of Me

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New Picture of Me

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IMDb - The Soapbox

College

Does anyone here believe in experiencing life and not like having goals, like I wanna be famous but like ASAP? 

Rats

My brother is in the shower and I wanna rinse out my hairdye..

What I Want

Music (Singing) and Ballet (Dance)

Uni

I might be allowed in tho I missed the auditions.  U of Miami.

At least

I turned off the cursing.  It seems it does not bother others as much as they bother me.

Alone

And I get bombarded with stimulation from just anyone now.

My Opinion

It is to the great satisfaction of someone to ruin all my relationships, even the one I'd have with them, and put someone up in my place at all times.

So

Someone on Twitter is being mean to me.  I didn't say anything.