Tuesday, December 2, 2014
TV
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
I liked the German boy a lot, seemed to live our dreams in personality, a clean cute boy.
The girl who looked like Bella Thorne was awesome!
The other people were nice, too.
Ellen seemed in an okay yet somewhat firey mood. I hope she is calming down from that, maybe needs a drink, tho I don't really believe in drinking so much or just don't do it.
I liked the German boy a lot, seemed to live our dreams in personality, a clean cute boy.
The girl who looked like Bella Thorne was awesome!
The other people were nice, too.
Ellen seemed in an okay yet somewhat firey mood. I hope she is calming down from that, maybe needs a drink, tho I don't really believe in drinking so much or just don't do it.
Let's get our facts down.
I thought I was just getting old enough for major Broadway roles and have lots of music experience, ballet, theater, a love for musical theater and acting..
Yay! I "got it out.."
It's true. My dad does not bother you.
But yay home soon!
I get it you took what I said the wrong way.
But yay home soon!
I get it you took what I said the wrong way.
Signing
It went so well! I sang for maybe an hour or longer. My voice finally turned fuzzy.
I'm focusing on the songs Christine Daae sings in the Phantom of the Opera. I'm gonna try to get in even a local version of it for which I looked. I hope they get a young/deserving other person if they do 30th anniversary. I will try out, unless a lot of younger singers can sing. I found the NYC auditions for December for the tour online quickly. Of course, I'm not doing that. It did say 18-25. I contacted them to ask since I look that young and am 28. I said yea I could sing it at 16.. I thought it was 30s and late 20s for some reason. I think that young people do things better. I dunno, they learn more easily. Late 20s is the end of development in more totality it seems, but I dunno.. in some ways. Something ends around 26 or 25 and your face at maybe almost 30 in some way. My face does not feel finished.
I'm focusing on the songs Christine Daae sings in the Phantom of the Opera. I'm gonna try to get in even a local version of it for which I looked. I hope they get a young/deserving other person if they do 30th anniversary. I will try out, unless a lot of younger singers can sing. I found the NYC auditions for December for the tour online quickly. Of course, I'm not doing that. It did say 18-25. I contacted them to ask since I look that young and am 28. I said yea I could sing it at 16.. I thought it was 30s and late 20s for some reason. I think that young people do things better. I dunno, they learn more easily. Late 20s is the end of development in more totality it seems, but I dunno.. in some ways. Something ends around 26 or 25 and your face at maybe almost 30 in some way. My face does not feel finished.
Plain as Day
How can you always be vicious to people and not even have any privacy.. like it lingers long after the dishes get put away.
Something Else I Know About Him From a Long Time Ago
He thinks he's Jesus and testing my mom as the last person. He gets all specific and confusing. It's stuff you can't keep thinking, stuff that doesn't work. She knows things he doesn't, but so do I. I just have been in the care of shit.. which means not a few things but a lotta things.
Are secrets ever uncovered?
This isn't enough for others I know, but you have to look at the small things and play it safe, like when you have those rubber iPads for kids. I don't know what small things there are. I just felt small things. Maybe, I was more awake to remember some thing. I felt less violent, too. Yes, I feel my dad brings violent attitudes into the house. He thinks he lives to be served and gets jealous. I mean, like he can act like that. We're being tested, as a game. He thinks he's more helpful in being white, but he's not, not more. Did you realize he thinks that compared to others or doesn't care, and others wouldn't agree though he is still humane with them and animalistic to us from the home? All I'm saying is he tests us with having a vicious attitude. He wants to test our behavior. Sometimes, I just don't wanna talk to him, then.
Even the Day Before
My head had this kind of stress, you know. I never had a headache I can remember. No migraines. I think it's from gymnastics all as a child.. Yes, I can sense jealousy arising in other kids. I remember my classmates. It's hard. You have to push. Some don't. Like none.
The only reason to sing..
..w/o a license is that you didn't know you could get one and have experienced people at some point who lie in the business and that could change everything for you and be unfair. You could keep asking, but they might all just guess I think with things of that nature.. didn't know there was an answer, licensing.
What's Up
So, I'm getting a license to perform Andrew Lloyd Webber songs online. I'll be the only one who knows about getting licenses!
Actually, I have to wait 2 days. I didn't exactly ask anything, yet. It was a confusing form with stars on the parts to fill out.
I won't get paid for it. I can't afford to pay anything. It's all going to singing lessons. I had to give up buying food at Disney World and bring my own, bus fare still $4.50.
I wanna work maybe at Starbucks, but I have to work for 6 months. It would look bad on my resume if I feel up to that capability and quit. I could tell them I am a singer and see if they like me, anyway, but that could ruin my chance. Also, it's 4 hours a day. I wanna be the one to make the coffee. I just don't wanna use a cash register.
Actually, I have to wait 2 days. I didn't exactly ask anything, yet. It was a confusing form with stars on the parts to fill out.
I won't get paid for it. I can't afford to pay anything. It's all going to singing lessons. I had to give up buying food at Disney World and bring my own, bus fare still $4.50.
I wanna work maybe at Starbucks, but I have to work for 6 months. It would look bad on my resume if I feel up to that capability and quit. I could tell them I am a singer and see if they like me, anyway, but that could ruin my chance. Also, it's 4 hours a day. I wanna be the one to make the coffee. I just don't wanna use a cash register.
TV
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
She seemed to be in a good mood. The people she saw were so happy to see her. The guy she talked to was neat. The musician was cute, too. I especially liked the violinist.
She seemed to be in a good mood. The people she saw were so happy to see her. The guy she talked to was neat. The musician was cute, too. I especially liked the violinist.
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