It seems that they have taken other people over me.
This must be to settle the testosterone in my dad.
Friday, December 2, 2016
Guys, I don't think I got it.
I see 2 things, it's normal to have a dad born in the 1930s or 1940s or even 1920s. It's normal to have a dad born in Generation X. I am neither.
Just Upset in a Whirl
I am supposed to have reverence for people, and I sure did! End of story.
I have a private religion where I don't believe being bad makes the world feel foiled. I saw it take place. The good became bad and the bad became good.
Now, tho, someone I look up to, actually more than one person, are going around and it's like they're all that and like I'm just thrown away. My dad was acting so meanly today. I have problems like those things, so easy to not do.
It started with my life, and now everyone wishes they were me, had my brain and situation.
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I know I am supposed to respect these people, but they are being stimulated in a disturbing way and to an extreme even I supposedly in some way do not feel.
I have a private religion where I don't believe being bad makes the world feel foiled. I saw it take place. The good became bad and the bad became good.
Now, tho, someone I look up to, actually more than one person, are going around and it's like they're all that and like I'm just thrown away. My dad was acting so meanly today. I have problems like those things, so easy to not do.
It started with my life, and now everyone wishes they were me, had my brain and situation.
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I know I am supposed to respect these people, but they are being stimulated in a disturbing way and to an extreme even I supposedly in some way do not feel.
I got it, again!
No offense to her, but I am in trouble with Ellen DeGeneres and can't live my private life and meet people I love who love me when we agree. The main, worst thing I did was curse on my own blog about hurtful, illegal noises she put for a long time in my room. Pretty innocent, yes? She gave the honor I had as who I was to someone else, to care for their lives to go smoothly and act like they are gonna follow me and meet each person I want to meet and maybe not me. It may not be that way but, like I said.. I get hurt emotionally a lot every day, and the severity is no adventure.
So, after that attempt of describing what happened, I want to know why Ellen DeGeneres can drop down the chimney like Santa Clause and judge and manage your life when she is always finding herself strangely not in the know and seemingly sorry in this in "horrible, hopping hindsite?" I lived where she did and she thinks the new ways there are like garbage.
Disclaimer: I'm just meaning to state where I stand with Ellen DeGeneres. Then, I presented my point in the 2nd paragraph. I want to know why she can get in your life and change it, in a negative way, like I said me not being able to really relate to others who are of high caliber I look up to like I was said to be. I thought we had a distance. What are we going to do about it? What if life stays this way for me? The latest I've heard about was that Ellen DeGeneres admits she's not as good as some people so only wants to let me relate to her and for others to relate to the people I wanted to like instead maybe as one idea to think about.
Disclaimer: I'm sorry if you find this offensive. I just was stating facts and my point of the question why she can, I guess, negatively change your life in private. I mean, yea I like when people do that but not when I'm just always gonna be in trouble for not a good enough reason.
Disclaimer: I'm just meaning to state where I stand with Ellen DeGeneres. Then, I presented my point in the 2nd paragraph. I want to know why she can get in your life and change it, in a negative way, like I said me not being able to really relate to others who are of high caliber I look up to like I was said to be. I thought we had a distance. What are we going to do about it? What if life stays this way for me? The latest I've heard about was that Ellen DeGeneres admits she's not as good as some people so only wants to let me relate to her and for others to relate to the people I wanted to like instead maybe as one idea to think about.
Disclaimer: I'm sorry if you find this offensive. I just was stating facts and my point of the question why she can, I guess, negatively change your life in private. I mean, yea I like when people do that but not when I'm just always gonna be in trouble for not a good enough reason.
People know what they do is wrong.
Sitting there emitting thoughts that a Late Boomer is the right age to be their parents plus that I'm worse, as a person tho.
Who gets to feel stimulated?
They are saying Late Boomers I look up to should not want to stimulate me but people born around 1997/1998. They say it's all so bad to do me, but then other people can come up.
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I recall my 1st piano. I was 1 1/2 and it played a song on each little key when I pressed my little finger. I was so mad it didn't play notes instead.
I remember once I got to press one note on the piano at an event for kids when a lady played a song, when I was about 7 and never played music.
I actually started playing the melody to "Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star" on a small electric keyboard I got for Christmas years ago when I was 7. For career day at school, I said I wanted to be a singer when I grew up at age 7. I started knowing I wanted to at 5. I memorized the hymns at church so I could think about them or sing them at home when I was about 7. We learned to read music at my school at age 7.
I was so passionate about what wasn't in my past in music, aside from that we were taught to read it at age 7, that I became a Music Education major for Vocal and Instrumental music.
I remember once I got to press one note on the piano at an event for kids when a lady played a song, when I was about 7 and never played music.
I actually started playing the melody to "Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star" on a small electric keyboard I got for Christmas years ago when I was 7. For career day at school, I said I wanted to be a singer when I grew up at age 7. I started knowing I wanted to at 5. I memorized the hymns at church so I could think about them or sing them at home when I was about 7. We learned to read music at my school at age 7.
I was so passionate about what wasn't in my past in music, aside from that we were taught to read it at age 7, that I became a Music Education major for Vocal and Instrumental music.
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