Key

to health is to keep up your metabolism, which is done thru veggies and desserts, desserts keeping up your appetite

I'm gonna have pasta

or mac and cheese.

again.

How can Christine Daae

like Raoul while the Phantom loves her?  He's the main character.  Has this turned into Les Miz?

Ask yourself 2 questions.

1. Are you trying to be right to someone or wrong?  Like, if you're trying to be nice, you'd be nice.  If it doesn't make sense, you're wrong.  You don't want it to make sense has become clear.

Did you notice

you can find fault in anyone one my side in any way?

IMDb - The Soapbox

Indonesians (I'm Indonesian.)

Don't they have a temper that drives forward, or am I mixing it up with an infiltrated culture like mine?  

Just Watched Ellen

Who was on?  Well, it was a good one.. oh that guy from Dayton.  I could really connect being an Ohio-zen myself.

The lady at the very end was so friendly!

Too Personal

I think my dad is getting to personal to alter my inner on the left side in a bad way I don't like.

"All I Ask of You"

That wasn't too bad, was it?

I submitted the in-laws one before, too.

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Are you involved in a stressful situation with friends or family? Have your relationships with loved ones turned into rivalries or all-out wars? We want to hear from you!


Yes, my friends don't even talk to me, anymore, and my family thinks I am dangerous and need to be on medication.  What happened was my friends visited me and were a little insulting.  I e-mailed them later, and they stopped talking to me, as usual.  I kept e-mailing.  I felt insane trapped in my house with nothing to do.  I did not think of getting a blog, but if I did I would hvae solved my problem this way.  I kept e-mailing to finish what I was saying and to say sorry I kept e-mailing.  This went on for maybe a few months, and I contacted again later in some length.  With my family, I've just gotten upset at their new way of looking at me like I'm bad it seems.  Here's a summary of the problems in my life I've been thru: http://christinabarrett4.wix.com/official#!life-problems/cia0

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My relationship with people in my life has turned into war.  It happens with strangers, too.  I can tell they are acting like I don't matter cuz they can tell I'm only 1/2 white and 1/2 non-European/Caucasian.  I'm 1/2 Dutch Chinese-Indonesian (Chinese.)  I have to walk around the house submissively like (spoiler story:)  Little Princess but with no known chance of escape.  It might be I'm getting old and need to move out, but my college kicked me out of my major they said for like being shy (the singing.)  My parents just seem to want to treat me like everyone else so I don't get surprised in public for being mixed race or part Chinese.

Out

Just had 2 homemade hamburgers and grapes and out for a jog.

Wow

So, Dr. Phil moved young and several times it seems among key states I recognized.

He was a sporty guy, as he did football.  I was wondering about that.  Are you sporty?

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Your book is brilliant, Dr. Phil! I can't wait to get it and read it in February when I get my money! most likely. You are so caring about eating and all. It gives me the tingles to think about you writing a book on eating habits!!

I do like what I picked up from you that it's not about eating badly and not changing anything else but eating right along with a rest of a healthy lifestyle, which could include the schedule of a so-called Olympee.

It felt like

my legs turned into stone.

I just tried

a few plies and it was too hard.

Not Sure I Could Do This

Academics

I will probably do Freshman Composition II.  If I take 2, I will add College Algebra.  I should be in 2, but I don't want to add too much/anymore so I can focus and do well in dance.

Opportunity

for grade forgiveness at my old college

I'm gonna have to ask

my psychiatrist for a note and what I have to do to get one to take dance class and return to a community college, wherein I need a note to step back on campus.  ..or get a new psychiatrist from a list he made my dad told me to ask for when he said I had to see someone else if I want to get off the meds.

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I was tricked into a college experience wherein at the college I chose a scholarship at I was kicked outta my major supposedly for being shy. I'm 28 now with no college degree, unable to do busywork at a regular job, and unqualified even in the skills I am able to now possess. I'm on psych pills and may go to college.. can't really find a good place maybe to do ballet again. I live in Disney and decided to use a yearly pass there. Lived here technically since 2005, permanently in mid-2006. Got my 1st pass the year before this. Good advice, Dr. Phil.

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4 More Hours of Sleep

My head felt very depressed, waiting for burgers.

My therapist wants me on different pills, will have to talk to my psychiatrist.

I ate.

I had a whole pack of pasta and toast with butter.

I wanted to write a story, but I'm too tired even for that.

Oh, 2 cherry pop tarts.

I've regained weight.

Into the Woods

I really liked Meryl Streep.  Anna Kendricks is awesome and so talented.  Johnny Depp was honorable, as well.

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That's true- I wanted to join the military or band. My best experience in music was University Band. It seems the music these days is dying away and paving the way for the popularity of other pleasures in life.

Issues

I do not think that "going viral" means other people have to suffer because they kept quiet, like heavily or deep-seatedly assimilating to people they dislike.

My mom keeps at me with her little noises, and someone is edging on something, rubbing in someone, pleaing it is out of fear.  The noises my mom makes sounds like words.  I heard a car tihs morning say my baby picture was not Caucasian.  It is true they were picking at my race on Christmas but blame me for thinking back.  Because of other people, instead of feelings curse words hit my mind.  They get mad at me for that now.  I am willing to give out names, but I haven't, yet, and don't know if I should again.  This case will take a lot for me to settle.  Even if I moved, I could still see people online and via the noises in my room.

Also, someone is attacking me to try to reduce me to nothing forcibly.  I was tossing and turning an idea at length of it yesterday.  They probably think reporting this means admitting I am not that strong of a person.

Possessive

So, I was right, my dad cannot be possessive of me over 17.  How pathetic is it that anyone would do that to me, whoever does it in a bad way.  That's pathetic cuz most parents are chasing their kids and and setting their kids up.  Not pursuing them like they're some sinner before the Lord our God.  But rather even getting them alone to do what they want.

It makes me sad

to see my dad shut up.

Vicious Dad

In the car today, he drove and radar-ed me and made me left side in a certain part feel too slippery and slick.

Nite

nite soon

cont.

People are always interested in biological comparisons.

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The answer is no because children who are not biological are not treated the same even out of the home.  The only turn around is would living in the same home change that?   No, not for the reasons they'd state.  They have a reason to treat non-family members differently.  It's like inviting a rat into someone's home.