Your Heritage

Ellen has command over her heritage, but I don't?

Problem

A lotta people I know thru the experiment are very mean and don't have much to say compared to me.  I think I just saw a tumbleweed blow by.  People think I am the worst person in the world, but there are still normal people out there, too.

Keeping Up

I don't have to write, but I write, and when it's time to make that point, I write in order to display/include the catch message.

If I don't like being bugged..

If I don't like being bugged..

Look, my dad does not claim to be making people do these things.

Fortunate and Famous

You don't have a need to post online and have good, high, self-esteem..  :)

Can I make a point??

If you accept people from Europe and say you don't accept me just to make some point somehow.. you'd say you're kidding but you're not.  So, this applies maybe to lots of folks out there.

Another Recurrence

When I'm happy, they freak out in front of me.

Forgetting and Figuring Wrong

When people forget things, they tell others they are stupid for thinking of something they already knew.

I noticed

that when it's about me people want to exclude me and with others it doesn't matter.

By Popular Demand of the Demons

I've deleted a part of a post people went apes over being out of place and mean.

Question

Why do people think people my age are nothing but *** receptors?

I mean, we work and do a variety of really good things.  *** is not always #1.

Thinking of Something

I never challenged anyone.  And didn't, like, to their face.  I just talk talk talk talk.  When I talk, there's reasons..  It's fine if someone doesn't like me, but I have the freedom to figure it out if it was someone I like..

OK Bella

Ellen likes you doing that and rewards you for it.  But I wasn't nothin'..

Problem

They're trashing me like I'm programmed to be one spoiled, rotten kid.  I left my towel from the pool hanging up for my wash of it.

They have a list of things they've already blown off to blow off again and again every time they disagree, like a "trigger reaction."

They express hatred for me and test me to die and injure myself.

I just come in, and something I made sense of comes up, like it was wrong and I don't have freedom of speech.

They just threatened me..  They can't keep-

Stupidity

Look, I'm not gonna listen to stupidity.

They tell me stuff they know I won't like.

"A Way Out"

But I'm smart.. the hurt doesn't last forever and assertion of thought comes quite easily and naturally, "like a glove!"  My only problem is some people sorta think the status quo is not to think certain things or moreso even words.

Following "Rules"

Do some people think only they don't have to follow some rules?

Low Class Workers

Are people jealous of the strength and life in farmers?  They never seem to finish what they set out to do, tho.

Another Rule About Me

I don't need to be "babysat."  Like someone over my shoulder always telling me I'm "wrong"/bad.

I just had a realization.

Bella Thorne, a great person, rubs the wrong way as the harshest EDIT person in my life.

The Ellen DeGeneres Show

I hope everyone is watching out for Ellen.

Taylor Swift is a great girl.  On Twitter, Ellen said she was her best buddy.  I hope she's found what she wanted in one.  A lotta us dream to achieve the ideal as we grow, and we don't realize how good we have it.  I feel with me that people are looking for answers and possibly anticipating the change in the big picture, as only they should regarding that.

Then, I remember seeing the wonderful Muslim.  I think the Middle Easterners are great people and accomplishers.  I think they need to understand how to and that Americans often make themselves feel good, tho I am not taking the opportunity to suggest it as something weird.  I think people should have Islam and the Middle East more available to them.  I know they can grow with them.  Things seem to roll along while there's this snap of unconsciousness.  I feel she is a saint to the Catholic church because she was shot in the head for professing her beliefs.  I myself wanted to be a Muslim.  I am honestly not ready to give up my hair.  I feel I know I am not well-versed in normal ways because Pennsylvanians aren't as super boosted in a part of the IQ that for instance people in NYC are.  They hope and hope and hurt others..  You know, NYC, people are so fast-paced cuz they are emotionally smart.  That's what the New England area is like.  I think it's even more than dreamin' in NYC.

Out of the Question?

It's not in anyone's program to condone me, all of a sudden like this.

Ellen

Why does she seem to think people with an older dad are too stupid and s****y for her?  My mom won't let me use her age. She makes them seem like bad people, like she's ready to attack and drop them so she can get on with someone special/else.  I don't mean to offend Ellen.  Ha ha, was something about this post funny, tho?

Turning on Me

People are acting like I make people pay too much attention to me, but I'm as happy as a bug in a rug on BlogSpot in my main blog.

I'm very attuned to others's needs and shifting them away when need be.

Why should this weird mumbo jumbo materialize into reality?

Best not to tell people about mistakes..

..in certain ways, as tho you have no problems.

"Everyone makes 'mistakes.'"

I might not know some things, but I know people fight me.  You just have to tell me cuz I can't always figure lots of things out.  I didn't want to do anything wrong.  Sometimes, I want conveniences.  Sometimes, I have an issue and no one helps.

Disbelief About My Past Deeds

I guess I just can't believe I'd be in trouble and do things with keeping in mind it's about someone, like when I judge what to do, if something's okay or not or optional or not.  Like, I don't base my judgments on winning over other than simply is it an option, okay or not.  I did realize my mistake possibly.  For some reason, what I do is never enough.  I mean, realizing it was wrong was not enough.  I think I was worried.  I should have realized it was.. "unnecessary."

People are wondering if I should painfully feel submission to someone just because of something I did wrong, like read the wrong page in the paper or was too harsh on the dog.  Well, it was something else.  I don't really know what I need to do that is wrong right now.

They keep pushing me to feel submission to my dad, but I know it's just cuz I don't want to.  I am already older and an adult.  These things don't exist other than in perversion and pain.  It's a mistake.  In a way, I have nothing to do with anyone, like submission to parents.

Well, good night!

Went to Disney today.

Went home.. watched Ellen.  Good show, but it got me confused/thinking.

Have a meeting with a music professor tomorrow which was planned almost a year ago.