Friday, January 16, 2015

Perhaps I go too far.

I was saying Dr. Phil to my dad does all the things I don't like insofar as I like personality types in Psychology as opposed to feeding criminals attention blah blah blah.  I said I liked Phil, tho.  I just thought that was hysterical.  I'm osessed with him.  It's fun to see the people come on before national television.  Their problems are not like mine.  I'm pretty stable, in most ways.  I mean, I don't have a child to abuse.  I was something of a bully personality before.  I'm definitely the victim of a lotta hate, including racially, which is not altogether something to be proud of.  Sorry, if I said something I ought not to have.  I'm something of a truth joker.

Problem

They are at it again with the secret messages.  I got called a nigger.  Nothing happened.  They are set on auto pilot.

A Good Weekend

I hope everyone has one.  When is the Oscars?  I don't wanna watch.  I do, but I don't know that I'm gonna.  The reason was because of how it's not so much about actors and I don't know much about producing.  I might look at the nominees online.

Problem

My mom keeps acting uppity.  All these people experimenting on me are being mean.  They are rubbing in someone else is better than me.  I'm just sitting here.  It's like they won't stop.  It just comes up, sometimes.  They know what I'm thinking and won't accept.  I just sorta do nothing for awhile and later have to tell myself no don't listen to these people.  That's trouble for them.  Like, I'm just being nice.  They come up and tell me off for not being thin yet.  Well, it's their fault.  I have stress fat.

Shelter Me, O God..

Why am I sheltered?  If it means I am Chinese, then no.

New Video of Me Talking

New Photo of Me

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Nite Soon

watched Ellen and Fallon

New Recordings of Me Singing