Gymnastics

I guess it's full, so I have to do ballet.

Sad

After all I do, people still find fault in me.  I sure hope I start gymnastics next week.  It will help a little.  It is like it's my responsibility.

My life is like off..

..all the things I used to enjoy and hoped to.  People treat me like I'm weird and totally out of touch.

Cute Family

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New Facebook Page

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Article

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"Today s youth is crippled by a lack of self belief"

Teenagers

Teenagers - picture with an interesting blonde..

Plan

Ballet and Gymnastics each once a week for health

keep the blonde hair

Disney when I feel like it

Maybe

I can do gymnastics 1 day and ballet 1 day a week.

I know my problems.

The medicine makes me tired.

I need a regular physical activity.  I want to do gymnastics and ballet, but I use the money to eat at Disney.  Maybe, I should change that for now.  I wonder if my dad can ever take me or I use the bus.  Eventually, I will be good-looking and become an actress.  I have to dye my hair each month, maybe only about $30?

You make it hard

to think and constantly judge me only to find I don't mean that, here in Central Florida, as the culture here.

The News Is Stupid

I don't want hours of footage on the 1st Ebola patient.  Guess there's nothing to see..  I heard it was mostly all about violence.

Do you yourself suffer

what you want me to suffer?  Or do you think you're "good enough" cuz I don't think that's what other people believe of a lot of people?

You can't..

..just say I'm always wrong and then when I say that say I forgot I'm not to you.

Don't even say

I have my place in the world..

I have no privacy and cannot achieve.

People don't want..

..me to ever have felt confident just being a kid.  My dad called me little when I started high school, not so.

People today

do not work things out.

They just go by protocol and tell you, or at least just me, off.

There's no relationship.  Something stupid always comes up.  Then, they call it off.

I get told I'm unattractive.

cont.

It seems I can do things but am called not white.  How'd you like that?

Why have people acted

so concerned about things that happened to me longer than they happened as an excuse to take pleasure in saying I'm not white?  They never fixed it.  Stuff happens.  I just saw what I saw.

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Tim Burton

Do you want to be his friend and know him personally and e-mail?

If I went about it the right way, but Helena Bonham Carter would make it hard and would suspect all the people he likes are cheating on her.

TV

I'm watching Rachel Maddow, but I didn't know that's what was on this show.  msnbc.

TV

I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" today.

Fergie was interesting.

The next girl was nice.

The guests seemed good at the beginning.

I had a bit of a discomfort.  I don't really accept nor remember to stop not accepting when people say "half" to me.  I wonder why she said it, though.  It doesn't bother me in and of itself, I guess, but if she does it she does it.  I'm still wondering about it in general.  She said "half" to Fergie, maybe thinking about how her baby is half her mom's and half her dad's.  She was the one to say on the show that having a baby was hard timewise.  She disappeared from the social scene.

Oh, and the young minority boy dancer was very skilled.  He looks Asian, but his parents are fat and look Latin American.