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Today

I am a bit drowsy in an unconscious way.  I wanna clear the laundry and dishes.  I'm just rereading my blog.  Getting enough activity is needed as much sleep.  I just feel so beaten down.  Like, I'll think of those punishment secret messages as I work or get stiff folding laundry.

I just want the feeling I am good.  I wonder if it started with my aunt cuz my cousin influenced me not to be as inhibited.  Our aunt used to always curse at my cousin, and now she is mean to me secretly, nonsensical and petty.  No pun intended, she curses herself.

See, it was always about my cousin until maybe later.

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Submission to Dr. Phil

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New Dr. Phil Submission

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I'm getting used to lots of things.

Like laundry on time.

I can't get to sleep.

I'd better shower.  Skipped 2 days and found a spider.

I feel as though people are taking from me.  Like, I'm outlandish to want something like affection.  Not saying anyone has to give me any, but they can't stop someone from giving it for no reason..

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What are you supposed to do on Twitter, anyway?  Post useful things or lots of things - useful things.  I have a blog for splurging!!

Dr. Phil - Facebook

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Thanks for letting me know again not to do weird things and to see that my dad does the best he can, however crass he is.  I don't want to be related to my parents in certain ways.  They fight over what to do with me secretly.

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We are all getting older, and our bodies are dying.  We can "take a leap of faith" and find ways to stay more pumped up or trembling with life.

If someone likes to drink is up to them, but at least get up to greet the day, live in tidiness and send your kids off the right way.  They are gonna need you less and less..

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Well, people need to do what they want.  I'm not sure if the case is the same for everyone.  I feel the barbarians have taken over with the sound of mind, a different twist on things.

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I wonder if he has an irritation for being manipulated or outright controlled even..

Also, he just got done doing some shows with 1 a murderer and 2 a black rapist.  The 1st turned himself in and got 27 years, and the 2nd got life.

Well, Nite!

Dr. Phil - Facebook

My dad is rough. He said his dad was very bad and an alcoholic. I don't think he was able to do anything technically unusually illegal. I'd say my dad is harder to grow up with, at least now.