You know, like, say, a kid today.. a nice, normal, say, girl.. is said to be good, that's it, you can do it.. but you look at other people and see later they can go over as nothing in their lives.
It just makes me doubt what's in it emotionally for these kids. About "the work," that may be fine and dandy considering life these days.
Sunday, October 11, 2015
On a Continued Topic
I just don't see why everything Bella Thorne tells me to do is right. I probably was outspoken to say these things..
What I think now, tho, or more decidedly.. I just wish I didn't have to say any of this, but I did, yea.
How can everything one person say to do be right or be what you want to do?
What I think now, tho, or more decidedly.. I just wish I didn't have to say any of this, but I did, yea.
How can everything one person say to do be right or be what you want to do?
Always Getting Ahead? Or Falling Behind Yourself??
Who's not trying to get ahead? See happy kids in commercials and on streets?
Personal Decisions/Preferenecs
If anyone bestows dignity on me or someone else is not for you all to say otherwise. It is not you all's place. Who's popular, now??
I have a problem..
..People say what anyone did to me was never wrong, even if they were another person. They just said Bella Thorne can get it.
How Foolish!
The answer is she thinks the same thing of my dad, that he'd hurt her if she wasn't mean to me. What a waste of my life. And my dad doesn't really act like it's his fault anymore. What's that supposed to mean? Seeping out his anger to get someone like Ellen DeGeneres to have a reason to hate me is enough? He's in peace?
A Bone to Pick With Ellen DeGeneres
I feel I am wasting my time and life like what I did never amounted to anything. I feel my reputation has been stolen by Bella Thorne. It's not okay. People are scared of Ellen DeGeneres. They are mean to me with the hopefully false idea that she doesn't like them. Maybe, this is just their chance to be liked, some of them. Their 5 seconds of fame.
I turn on the TV and see movies I like in the theater with people..
..but I don't seem to have enough knowledge of what's popular.
People All Deserve
So, on another topic, we don't have to meet anyone, but how do we make more "people" who deserve as much respect as popular people today?
I dunno, I was a rising star.
Does Ellen DeGeneres have to meet anyone?
I dunno, I was a rising star.
Does Ellen DeGeneres have to meet anyone?
Freedom of Speech
You can't monitor my blog. This is getting silly. I didn't break a law. You'd end up in jail.
Competition
It seems like I'm competing with Bella Thorne. She is an example of being used for parasiting and in my life in ways too much. You people can't do whatever you want to me.
What happened when my life was about me? You would find what you people do rude before I cursed about the hurtful, illegal noises Ellen DeGeneres supposedly said to put in my room to the people experimenting on me.
No wonder Bella Thorne would like hanging around so much, get 2 lives, like witches sucking out children's souls. When are more and other interesting people coming into my life? Other people deserve a turn at being popular.
What happened when my life was about me? You would find what you people do rude before I cursed about the hurtful, illegal noises Ellen DeGeneres supposedly said to put in my room to the people experimenting on me.
No wonder Bella Thorne would like hanging around so much, get 2 lives, like witches sucking out children's souls. When are more and other interesting people coming into my life? Other people deserve a turn at being popular.
Living in This House
It's not being at peace. When you go places, it's like my dad wants to be there to "check" every time we walk by. No wonder I can't sleep at night. It's probably the pills I don't need.
People hate that I get some things, like..
..like I'm Helena Bonham Carter "stealing" Tim Burton from the world or the people who deserve his "creative" presence.
I didn't do anything bad. People just give me attention being in an experiment. I didn't wanna waste my life on that.
As for things like getting attention from famous and popular people, I was considered a good person before moving to Central Florida. No one would say to me, "Who do you think you are?"
Disclaimer: No threat nor offense to anyone. I am not being sarcastic. I'm also not pointing fingers. I'm also not trying to have a condescending tone coupled with any of what I said. Also, I do like Helena Bonham Carter. I was just saying how people/we felt in some ways, tho I don't really say that I say this exactly like this/completely.
I didn't do anything bad. People just give me attention being in an experiment. I didn't wanna waste my life on that.
As for things like getting attention from famous and popular people, I was considered a good person before moving to Central Florida. No one would say to me, "Who do you think you are?"
Disclaimer: No threat nor offense to anyone. I am not being sarcastic. I'm also not pointing fingers. I'm also not trying to have a condescending tone coupled with any of what I said. Also, I do like Helena Bonham Carter. I was just saying how people/we felt in some ways, tho I don't really say that I say this exactly like this/completely.
They don't think I do anything wrong but am a bad person..
..they are rubbing in something and saying I can't have things I once had and are giving it to Bella Thorne, after pretending I couldn't have it cuz it was bad. Not that I need some of those things or of some in certain ways.
Strangeness
I don't understand the pressure on me when I am a normal person.
It's like all these people know about my lame life in private, but I can't freely wonder about people without being told off by the people experimenting on me and those involved.
People act like no one was ever mean to me in some ways, too, and, like, they can keep tabs on my behavior like it doesn't matter if so many people are mean to me and I'm an adult and mean no harm, unlike others.
It's like all these people know about my lame life in private, but I can't freely wonder about people without being told off by the people experimenting on me and those involved.
People act like no one was ever mean to me in some ways, too, and, like, they can keep tabs on my behavior like it doesn't matter if so many people are mean to me and I'm an adult and mean no harm, unlike others.
Following Burton
I would be sneaky like he could be and lash out in a withheld manner, but I'm not for this all out lets's just go all out and act open about anything and that's what Christina Barrett says tackily, that's all she is.
Question
Why do some people think they have a say and think I'm trash if I get popular or someone likes me who's older? That's just a secret formula I uncovered. I am looking for more people to talk to, actually. I do talk to some, but the flame burns out and my friends are gone.
I wonder if others don't like it cuz they're jealous. Also, I don't push people to talk to me too much. They decide if they want to talk to me.
I don't think you should say some people are better than others.. I used to be considered as prestigious as you could get, in some way, but thanks to Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005,) I lost what I had and everyone is listening only to famous people. I was sorta pulled away from singing and music, myself, and now it's like I'm left blind poking around with a stick looking for someone to be agreeable with me. I am the one who posts on a blog, and I'm "available."
Disclaimer: No offense to anyone, but I admit there are some people who are offensive. They're involved in my life being an experiment now and I can't seem to get cool people to like me, anymore, like before.
I wonder if others don't like it cuz they're jealous. Also, I don't push people to talk to me too much. They decide if they want to talk to me.
I don't think you should say some people are better than others.. I used to be considered as prestigious as you could get, in some way, but thanks to Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005,) I lost what I had and everyone is listening only to famous people. I was sorta pulled away from singing and music, myself, and now it's like I'm left blind poking around with a stick looking for someone to be agreeable with me. I am the one who posts on a blog, and I'm "available."
Disclaimer: No offense to anyone, but I admit there are some people who are offensive. They're involved in my life being an experiment now and I can't seem to get cool people to like me, anymore, like before.
It's funny
how hatred for me has spread around the world. I think I was already out of the game, so-to-speak.
It's too bad, all this weird stuff because of how possessive people are about things like Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.) People are telling me abnormal stuff and getting mad like I did something.
I look pretty good, for what it's worth. A little fat cuz I don't do much but not that obese. Also on pills I don't need cuz my mom said so. If I don't take them, I cannot live with my family.
It's too bad, all this weird stuff because of how possessive people are about things like Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.) People are telling me abnormal stuff and getting mad like I did something.
I look pretty good, for what it's worth. A little fat cuz I don't do much but not that obese. Also on pills I don't need cuz my mom said so. If I don't take them, I cannot live with my family.
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