Wednesday, March 20, 2013

I realized something.

When I think of something someone else thinks you realize you agree with them and not me.

Problem

I am stressed out.  I keep hearing noises in my room.  You don't deserve to rest.  I've accomplished what I've accomplished.  I didn't do my PE hw.

Problem

So, Ginny's not online.  Hm...no one posts to her but me.  ?:  She doesn't want to post on my forum.  What about my blog, though?  I wonder if I could find a way to get people to talk to me..  I know there are special sites people go to.  She doesn't comment on my YouTubes, probably doesn't care about the aARt.  Hm, so maybe she doesn't really care about being cool as a person, you know, pretends we have to use art to be serious about life and Hollywood, the point in life, supposedly..

Tired

I have to lie down.

Ugh!  ;D  I have laundry and have to clean my room-  I will make it, though, but I mean, I wonder if I would get hurt, like some organ and then people would know I know.  I already take risks with my privates.  Maybe, I'll get up and check Facebook.

I found out

That in some way you used me to m*********, like make me exist.  You know, sending signals.

Problem

So, why doesn't Tim Burton like me?  He keeps saying there might be something wrong with my parents.  I know he's afraid of older people.  What about when he meets someone nice?  They get jealous and know that something's wrong, but I mean, he did hurt me, though I got something from it-

So

What are you going to do about older dads?  I mean, I know I am smart from knowing him.

Problem

GINNY why don't you talk to me and not my parents don't hurt them you .. why do you keep thinking like everyone else when you talk to me that I'm them maybe?  Talk to me online-

Problem

Why does Ellen DeGeneres act like she's the only 1?  What the Hell is your problem with kids with older DADS!

Also, I think my mom is upset about my dad.  My dad is uncomfortable and you all should talk to us.  We are interested.  Don't go looking for England and the Middle East and Japan.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres is messed up, but she doesn't have to admit it on her show-

Stop being mean to me and saying you want the attention of my father.

I don't have to always be in a receive mode.  I see you all don't solve problems and don't act European.

Ate

Had .. wheat bagels and Peter Pan Crunchy Peanut Butter .. and this like Angel hair spicy pasta.  My dad got a bunch with chicken but I avoid it whenever possible.  :|

Problem

So, I don't want you to get to close but am wondering why I never get an appropriate response.  You're mean, too.

Also, Ginny was worried about her dad being from Pennsylvania and took like benefits.  Now, because of me, it's some issue.  Like, I'm a cool person, and I'm a modern person.

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  • Christina Barrett Why don't you consider all sides to an issue? I mean, I just realized that you find out about something and you kinda keep going, people from places like Louisiana and Pennsylvania. My mom is not from there. :{ Um, I wasn't a cute baby and need my parents to an extent. :}

    I just didn't know which boy was your nephew.. The girl looks mean, hurts my feelings, but maybe you don't care..sorry. I was just looking at your picture and wondered what would happen to your niece if 1 boy in the picture was her relative and the other wasn't. You'd go in, nowaday, and they'd end up totaled for some sin and figured maybe they'd get totaled like all kids do there, anyway, but not literally like they were somewhere like Miami.. Hm, guess I don't know what I'm saying. 8p

    So, that is a cute picture, and I enjoyed seeing a nice picture of someone's nephew from where I used to know. :}

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+ am eating.. Dad went to the store.

Problem

My dad did something to me, and I realized he was controlling what I do day by day by magically affecting me.

You know, I can be funny like someone from the NE.

Did You Ever Online

Like think of something no one will no then figure out something else like that they don't need to know and realize that will affect things?

Problem

Why do you all have a problem with my dad's relationship with me with "how good it is?"

Also, I just saw something and am worried I will think of it later.  :|

You know, I already know about Italians and Hispanics.  I guess they don't know what they're going to do.

See, my dad came in and made me feel bad and it was wrong, but he thought he had to do it to embarrass me.  He did it, I didn't do it.  :|

Your Stance

Do you make fun of life or get involved?

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How I'm Feeling

Headache but don't get bad headaches, just a sick feeling.

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Followers

So, anyone who follows him and Ellen DeGeneres can't hurt me. Don't like me, now?

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Why Wait

So, Tim Burton is mad I didn't post online right after "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory." Why is he mad and weird, now? I can post @ him bc I like him.

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Problems

I don't give a crap @ my dying Grandma. If you like my dad's younger sisters, then like her. Chloe Grace Morets is a *beep*. She will never meet Ginny.. Don't sit there and tell me oh I didn't mean that. Oh, so you have special make-believe privileges with people up north, now. Well, they're not, like, perfect.

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Ate Out

I just had Wendy's, my mom wouldn't pay me bc I wouldn't take meds. Got a spicy chicken sandwich and a medium Frosty..

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Baby Nose

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Fw: Information Request from Dance Program Web Site

------Original Message------
From: Kris Stevens
To: 'christinabarrett2012@yahoo.com'
Subject: RE: Information Request from Dance Program Web Site
Sent: Mar 20, 2013 1:19 PM

Hello Christina,
I will do my best to answer your questions. First, we require our dancers to take equal amounts of Modern and Ballet because our Associate in Arts (A.A.): Dance Performance degree is designed, primarily, to transfer to a four-year college/university and those colleges require these classes of all of their undergraduates.  In today's dance world, a dancer is expected to be well-versed in all dance forms and even major ballet companies require their dancers to have had some Modern training. We do not find that it ruins the training of anyone. Rather Modern, and especially a Graham-based technique such as we teach here at Valencia, complements and enhances Ballet training.
I am a little confused as to what your goal is here at Valencia, as you mention that you have already taken college-level classes for a college minor. If you have already received a bachelor's degree, then you cannot pursue an A.A. degree. That is not our rule, but a rule of the State of Florida. If you are not finished with your degree, and are wanting to finish an A.A. here at Valencia before transferring to a four-year college/university, then you would need to meet with an advisor to determine which of your classes will transfer. Dr. Salapa, the Chair of the Dance Department here, would then need to review your transcript for dance classes. If you would like to pursue a dance major degree, you would also need to successfully audition for the program.
Regardless of your level of training, you would still need to follow the prescribed order of classes, meaning you would need to take Ballet I and II, before potentially moving on to Intermediate Ballet. Please know, however, that simply because a class is listed as Ballet I does not mean it is a beginning level class.  As with many college classes, the "level" of the class is dependent on the level of the other students in class. We structure our classes such that the Ballet I with Dr. Salapa is designed to be much more challenging than Ballet I with myself. In this way, we are able to serve the greatest population of students.
At this time, we do only offer Intermediate Ballet for our dance majors as we do not have the studio space to offer a non-major Intermediate Ballet. Our more advanced dancers who are not dance majors find that Dr. Salapa's Ballet I/II classes are challenging enough. 
We do not teach lyrical here. Modern is not lyrical, and would be better described as Contemporary. As I mentioned, we teach a Graham-based Modern technique here, which is a classical form of Modern based on the technique of Martha Graham. 
There are many good dance studios in the area that offer classes for adult dancers of all levels. Perhaps you simply haven't found the one that fits you best.
I hope that I have answered your questions. If you have any more, please contact me.
 
Kristina Stevens
Assistant Director of Dance
Valencia College
701 N. Econlockhatchee Trail MC 3-2
Orlando, FL 32825
www.valenciacollege.edu/dance
407-582-2954

 
From: christinabarrett2012@yahoo.com [mailto:christinabarrett2012@yahoo.com]
Sent: Sunday, March 10, 2013 5:59 AM
To: Kris Stevens
Subject: Information Request from Dance Program Web Site
 
Information Request from Dance Program Web Site
FULL NAME
Christina Barrett
EMAIL
christinabarrett2012@yahoo.com
COMMENTS
I just wanted to ask why you require us to take Modern Dance. Doesn't it ruin the training and waste the time of a young, growing ballerina? I mean, I am under the pressure of deciding of taking non-major ballet lessons and after that if I can go straight into more advanced ballet levels. So, you do 2 semesters of the 1st ballet levels and then there is the 2nd advanced level, which I've already taken, + the pointe training over the summer available.. So, I guess I just want to know if I should be a dance major if I want to take Intermediate Ballet someday and if you can just take 1 semester of introductory ballet, say if you've already done ballet, also I did it as a college minor, the advanced called "repertory" level.. I came to Orlando and took ballet at 3 different places. I stopped because I felt like sleeping and felt too short. They seemed to think I had no hope in ballet compared to anyone else anywhere, that it was just too far-fetched a contest to be won. I was gonna do ballet at a studio with kids, like at Orlando City Ballet or Central Florida Ballet and hopefully later I would be accepted to a kids class at Orlando Ballet. However, I am busy in evenings, so I didn't know if I should do ballet here. I don't want to do adult classes at Central Florida Ballet so much. Plus, I'm here all day. So, the question is: (1) If I want to take Intermediate Ballet later, do I have to be a dance major, and if I take non-major Ballet now, will I have to take it as a major Ballet course again, even though they are the same class, in order to get into Intermediate Ballet, because if I am a dance major then that means I have to take modern and I don't want to take modern because I am not a lyrical dancer.. Let me know if you do not understand. Thanks. I came here hoping to dance in Orlando but found everyone very rude. I assume though that the classes are sorta known to exist. 8| I don't mean anything weird.. ,8{ I am a nice person, just have a hard time memorizing because I did do gymnastics as a child and toddler, like we were supposed to. =D I have seen your concert possibly up to 3 times. I see the teacher is talented.. I also like classical music and do music kinda a lot, so, that's why I like ballet, actually. Thanks. :| Oh ,8I and please respond.

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leaving in an hour

Guess I'll go to the bathroom, ..chance, put on makeup.. put in my contacts, get my stuff ready.  P8

A Clownface Like a Ghost

What if I had a clownface like a ghost

What if

you found out that all of a sudden I began to move?

What if I told you

I was youthful and European and very controlled like a robot?

Where aRe You?

When you say to settle down and not revel in nostalgia, where are you... helping others with their m*********** or are you there ready to like enjoy something like a music concert and being an artist yourself?

WAH!

Wah, Ginny, my mom is going to see my therapist, alone, wah!  'D;

Generations

So, you're the 1 who tied the knot?  Maybe, later generations don't listen to older 1s.  :/

f.y.i.

My dad has no relationship with me parently, that has "fad-ed away. .like the mo or niing dew"

I went to college, and my parents D-cided not to be like sorta in a relationship with me, seriously.  I was just on my own, and other adults still cared about me, like matched in personality, like they were my parents or parental units|figures.  I came back, and the rhythm of the home was forever lost-as well.  :|  I don't see why you're trying to say I'm shit because of who my parents are and then make me listen to them.  I've always done what I was supposed to, just picked on for my attitude and like how much money my family has.  By attitude I mean just the way I'm affected but contain myself but have private thoughts, as well.  Like, when you feel something and you have a reaction but didn't do anything and didn't bother anyone, just felt people were racist toward you and that they weren't really white.

u no

If you don't realize that you're not allowed to look up to some other generation to "be" the mold you will fail because those people really are there for you and what your interests are, and those who look up to you seem bound to fail.

Y

Why are you so convinced I want to be Chinese?  Also, what's so bad about "Chinese?"  ':|

Woke Up

My time in bed wasn't really great.  I *********** and as usual got up after.

I had a dream, what was it.  I remember it was something about like buying ice cream or something, I sipped up some candy animal in a cup of milkshake and had to buy it and ended up owing $30, and then he calculated about $100.  My mom was gonna pay.  There was another booth, in this dark place with hints of the idea of classical|off-classical|bizarre red-orange, like the edges, like sorta pulsing mysteriously.

My alarm clock turned off, too, but you know I knew I'd wake up, like Christmas.  I usually use 2 but was pretty tired.

So, no theater tomorrow.  I don't feel good because of the constant weird messages everywhere I go.  :{  Maybe I'll go back to bed?  x/  And cry?  I can get breakfast, might have to find my other alarm and wake up in 2 hours.  Or maybe look at some people's Facebooks?  I have to schedule an appt. for tomorrow.  Schedule the van ride.  Go to the bathroom now.  :/  I wanna get back on IMDb.  So, I did gymnastics, already.  I want to clean my room this weekend.  }:D  Maybe, make a nice settting to sing or experiment with the clean room.  Even in a small room would be fine.  The sofa would be at the computer.  I planned to get a TV, already.  I had a closet.  I just have stuff to store I'd store in the garage.  I mean, I have drawers of like things and then like a couple boxes like with bathroom supplies and some office supplies.  Then, the books and odd book things, that's all.  Then, I have some clothes I'm not using still, the 1s that don't even fit, leotards.  I have this extra desk, wanted a bunk, maybe don't need a bed on the floor, probably was worried of jumping off.

Just went to the bathroom and had some cheese crackers..  Was thinking of getting surgery to remove the tumor to increase my female cycle.  They said it wouldn't affect my nose, but they go through the nose.  I'll 1st ask to try the medicine, I think.  What should I eat?  Buffalo chicken sub?  Not sure there are more subs left.  Then, I'd toast bread.

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What Am I Gonna Do

I dunno, I'll probably try to feel good.  Any thoughts on what to think about, maybe ideas for the future?

Bed

So, I showered and am ready for bed.  xp  Charging my phone and camera for tomorrow, leaving earlier.  :|  Have PE hw and theater hw I missed for next week and something small to memorize, picked out a rhyme that suits me comfortably, something different.  }:{)