Sunday, November 20, 2016
No Rhyme Nor Reason
Why are people telling me I can't have a relationship with someone I met cuz they're really good to me? but that they should. Maybe, I should ignore some of the signs. I'm not the product people think. I function and I'm up there.
On at Away
Someone is supposedly so pleasured by the world they seem to have unfortunately like floated up to Heaven and look down on me with a strange grin, and the world broke a promise and said I could not be worth anything but that people I look up to turn into infants once I come into contact or rather "pleasured" away.
Someone else I thought I once knew is tough luck themselves. They have been drained into a sexual fantasy and are no more.
I can't have the most important things to me be taken from me.
These people didn't have to ^go^ like that! I'm not gonna start caring about what caused this.
Sure, it's still okay, but I need to get this out cuz it's driving me insane and others mad, so many people rude to me. The problem exactly is that I keep getting in trouble for stupid things like this. This time I was sorta stoned in public.
So, in essence, I have lost very good things and so has everyone else it seems. People think we don't even deserve our transient lives.
I wish I could justify what I said more, my asset in saying it and however it could come out. People must have so many problems with me. Like, I'm jobless and not good at one thing.
People in general dislike when people are made to feel inappropriate things that they don't want to. They are just embarrassed people. I wonder if they want sex and candy .. or sex and kids. It gives them something else to do. In some cases or ways, maybe I should .. I forget.
I don't mean any harm in what I said about those 2 unnamed people. I'm sorry. I just want to post about it. It's probably a good start. Things can even get better even for them.
What more is there to say? Let me know, or to unsay, if you have a problem.
Someone else I thought I once knew is tough luck themselves. They have been drained into a sexual fantasy and are no more.
I can't have the most important things to me be taken from me.
These people didn't have to ^go^ like that! I'm not gonna start caring about what caused this.
Sure, it's still okay, but I need to get this out cuz it's driving me insane and others mad, so many people rude to me. The problem exactly is that I keep getting in trouble for stupid things like this. This time I was sorta stoned in public.
So, in essence, I have lost very good things and so has everyone else it seems. People think we don't even deserve our transient lives.
I wish I could justify what I said more, my asset in saying it and however it could come out. People must have so many problems with me. Like, I'm jobless and not good at one thing.
People in general dislike when people are made to feel inappropriate things that they don't want to. They are just embarrassed people. I wonder if they want sex and candy .. or sex and kids. It gives them something else to do. In some cases or ways, maybe I should .. I forget.
I don't mean any harm in what I said about those 2 unnamed people. I'm sorry. I just want to post about it. It's probably a good start. Things can even get better even for them.
What more is there to say? Let me know, or to unsay, if you have a problem.
Feeling Down and Low
I feel bad that others are at a weakened state according to my situation and I'm expected to do leaps and turns when I've not been able to do them. I don't expect anything, but it hurts. I keep trying to think of distancing myself from some things to feed my ego from time to time. I guess I need to clean my room. I think I'm taking up arts and crafts.
Invaluable
Late Boomers may be valuable as a generation, but so am I as a person in many physical/concrete ways.
"I have to."
People got carried away and said they had to do something mean rather then indulge themselves elsewise.
Something Else Amusing to Muse Upon
People are using me for their celebrated pleasure and acting like their inconveniences regarding my happiness are inevitable rather than admit it's some sort of punishment, when I'm the one who's carried on!
The Chicken or the Egg
Do you ever "know who laid the egg?"
Disclaimer: I didn't point any fingers. I don't mean to be sarcastic and mean. Let me know if I said anything wrong.
Disclaimer: I didn't point any fingers. I don't mean to be sarcastic and mean. Let me know if I said anything wrong.
Something Amusing
Do you just wonder or have it pop up in your mind what will happen in the Catholic's view of the world to people who do nothing but hurt me it seems? Catholics are more forgiving.
Disclaimer: I didn't point any fingers. Let me know if I said anything wrong.
Disclaimer: I didn't point any fingers. Let me know if I said anything wrong.
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