Friday, January 22, 2016

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*Sorry, not sure what floats your boat.  I think I've hurt people's feelings about the truth.

Older Adults

What makes older adults today think they are so good?

A Problem

They took from what was ours and gave it to a higher generation just to solve a problem.

Do you hear how they get excited in such a weird way, can you sense it?  I don't even wanna do that.  I will not submit to people born in the *1950s, traitors!  *1960s, sick!

*Sorry, not sure what floats your boat.  I think I've hurt people's feelings about the truth.

Perverted "Kids" Today

Anyone like 5 years or younger than me think, "We know all about what you said/think.  You're never anything, you're never interesting, you did nothing!"

Automatically Thrown in the Fire by Gut Instinct

"You don't 'have it,' Christina!!"

If you're born in my generation you are.

A "Future"

A BS in Business Administration on the Communications side sounds good.  I can work anywhere and do anything.  I can work on my arts/music and getting famous, still, too.

Office Accounting I
Office Accounting II Using QuickBooks Pro

Business Communication

Travel Study in Business
Human Resources Management
Human Resources Recruitment and Staffing
Human Resources Compensation and Benefits Administration
Introduction to Human Resources Management Law and Regulations

General Studies
Introduction to Oral Communication
Humanities General Education course
Intermediate Algebra
Social Science General Education course

I will be automatically accepted into UCF.

I just need a note from my therapist for financial aid telling of my situation being mentally ill and withdrawing from too many classes.  Also, I will get disability benefits, like testing alone.

Distance

I bet my dad believed I just wanted to be a robot and excel as much as I could in something that's hard and that if I want to meet people I have to just talk to him like I haven't already.

Sin

People keep being mean to me to stay on the good side of people who know me.

Lies

I'm not from where my dad is from.  I know he used to be too distant.  He can't be all the get up now and act like he can track me and correct me, like I'm him.

He does it in his attitude, and he yells threatening to throw me outta the house if I mention something like it or try to get into this kinda stuff.

I don't think my parents got dirt on me.  I think my mom started to get onto me when I started looking more white.  It made me catch on and act the same way back without thinking, but I feel I got into secret trouble.  If my dad is responsible, I'd say it's because he's from here and doesn't give a c*** no matter how good I am that I slave away at homework, pretending it's cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese/Asian or that it's mixed race that does it.  I already spent about as much time as you can working on the piling busywork and became Valedictorian as a kid.  It's the road that leads to nowhere.

"Kids!"

People are pushing me to be with people 5 years older than me even if I don't want to at the time, while they have a solution to have all the "kids" go to people who are cool, like Late Boomers.

New Picture of Me

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*I'm not sure where your mind is, but I mean it might be a reason to fight, for instance, Native American indians.  I'm not trying to make things up, just stating a fact.

What's Important

Well, I think it's important to find out what people really want.

Who's Got the Time!

Why do people want to take my time if I'm so different yet supposedly unpopular/unimportant/disposable?

I mean why does it come from me?  I don't see others weaving such a web.  I didn't grow up to do this.

"Time"

I find that it's probably emotional load or something else.  There is enough time for different things, but some people have obligations.  I should only offer up time for others but don't mean take away all mine.

Dilemma

So, everyone can get along, but some people want to be the only #1.  I don't think anyone is alone there.  I'm not out to beat others.  I do "be" in my little hole like I'm worth s***.

Suppressed Racism

Imagine someone racist against Asians supposedly having as much European worth as Southern Europeans in the face of an Asian (looking at an Asian.)

I guess the person would end up finding an Asian admitting they are wrong! and yes very mad and probably a bit schizophrenic.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Racist or Anti-Racist

Racists do exist, and I think it seems like most people claim they don't! 

Well, I figured it out.

Everyone else is out of the picture.  People are simply out to get me.  It doesn't affect others negatively what I do.

Inside Out @ Church Tomorrow

Highlight for slight spoilers:

"I think Fear is cute.

I own a purse and the doll Disgust it so happens and plan to bring them to show off what's good!"

Resting Race

I know I am being taken advantage of.

I might have a little Italian or some other Southern European.

I am 1/2 Asian, and it's fine in a way for me.

I just saw people resting a fact on me that this was based on race and Southern European trumps Asian, but that's not true!  People seem to fight *wars over this fact.  It's something that helps people who feel they are "normal" racially whatever their race may be counter the bad intents other races/ethnicities may have, bad things to them regardless of whose race whose is.  I'd rather be another race than simply not exist or die or be tortured too much.  I am very anti-racist, but people just assume everyone is when they're not.  Bingo.

*I'm not sure where your mind is, but I mean it might be a reason to fight, for instance, Native American indians.  I'm not trying to make things up, just stating a fact.