Saturday, November 19, 2016

Since When

did I *allegedly become so unpopular?

*allegedly - "used to convey that something is claimed to be the case or have taken place, although there is no proof." (link)

Nite!

Church tomorrow in the early morning and late morning!

Early they sing more songs with the congregation.

Story

Once there was a girl named Crystalla.  She had straight blonde hair like fields of wheat and blue eyes like orbs of water.  She was ballpark 20 years old.

Crystallah was technically parentless.  She shared her abode with a family of several mothers and fathers, who practiced magic!  She stayed with some other youth.

•There was a girl with curly red hair and green eyes named Ruby.  Her hair was really red.  She was 26 years old.
•There was a 22 year old boy with mousy blonde hair and green eyes.  His name was Robert.
•Another girl there was Abby, who had white hair and baby blue eyes and who was 30 years old.

Crystallah was sad, depressed, and alone in her room, as usual.  One of the mothers came in when she was sitting on the floor and grabbed her by the sides of her hips, sad down, and held her in her arms, one at the bottom and the other one was at the top.  She held her close, as she began to sob.  Her name was Joanna.

Joanna brought her downstairs with the adults where she could sit on her lap.  Joanna was 40 years old.

When the babies were asleep, Joanna had sex with a man.  Crystallah would never have sex with a man.  The others were an enigma sexually speaking.

Finally, it was time to go on the caravan to the festival, which mainly was cool for its tunnel of love and scary rides.  Not much to do there for Crystallah.

They made camp halfway.  They were surrounded by fire to protect them when they slept.  A little girl age 10 was scared and woke Crystallah up.  She picked her up and woke up Joanna.  A man shoo'd the wolf away.

They arrived at the festival and Crystallah enjoyed the tunnel of love.  She was too agitated to go on the ferriswheel.

They went back home.  Crystallah was in a yellow dress by the lake with a few younger girls and perfectly in harmony.

It was time to wait on the bay for a ship, and it was near Christmas.

Crystallah sat alone and Joanna came to comfort her.

Finally, they saw the boat arrive.  They got on.  They arrived at a cultural place int the woods and lived there happily for awhile.

Crystalla left and they don't really age.  She took care of some children in a family.  In the end, she left for Africa where she studied the beauty of life!

Not really the end cuz I tell this story all the time.

Just Doing

What if I had to work to stimulate my own self to get thru while the other world has successfully done that for others?

"Rambling"

I am so upset I had appointments this week and things.  I got back from vacation and had 1 good day to recuperate and did not ever get around to chores.  I hate having mental health issues.  I'm out for Tuesday, too.  So, 2 nights I was watching concerts, actually.  I don't really mind.  I have a few clothes left.

I'm sick of Late Boomers always acting like everything is about them being cute and stimulated and get everything else tho they do just that and others don't.

I got some cool groceries, love my new purse with a drawstring and real leather that almost seems glittery, $125, from another special trip to the holy city or rather old city of the US.

Oh, and I really enjoyed seeing my spiritual counselor at church this week, got showered and ready for it and rode the bus.

No?

How can someone say no to me if I've already said no in some way 1st?

Hurry! Hurry!

Why would someone care so much and be excited right away about how a famous person feels but have people skip over another for 10 years or like since and until forever?

So, hmph!

I wonder what my problem is.