Thursday, December 25, 2014

In the car

Thanks to someone I got an partly sorta unbearable "ride."

All these supposedly good people for me result in my dad getting  "giddy" but over me.

Lost It

I was upset at people acting like I wasn't white.  I guess the word shit is not liked.  My dad acted like I can't "have" someone.  It's my ****in life!  Leave me the Hell alone!!

There's no one like it.

Only 1 person is voluntarily extra mean to me in ways others don't believe, and I'm tired of being told I follow this.

Problem

They keep sending me secret messages and rubbing in stuff.. like that if anyone I like I meet I can't like be like that, they want it for someone else and won't stop like poking at the person.

New Picture of Me

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So

I end up having to be in more trouble and apologizing when I didn't do anything.  Sometimes, words come to my mind, but I seem to have been made unable to think things rather than a curse word or something.

Problem

Get this, someone's crapping up my holidays, and I don't know who all.  Every holiday, Thanksgiving and Christmas, I get a "surprise" reminder of something, like tattling I did something when I didn't mean to do anything.

Merry Christmas!

2015!

Story

There was a girl named Rebecca with light gold hair and greenish blue eyes.  She was 14 and wearing a sky blue dress.

There was a boy named Jonathan who was 20.

There were other friends younger, as well.

It was Chrstmastime, and the lake was opened for skating.

Rebecca wondered, should she get a pet?  Sure!  What kind, a dog or cat, she did not know.  She sidled off to the lake and enjoyed trying to skate but was able to remain on her feet.  After she was done, she ran to the group house filled with people, who were still successful and it was a huge house.  Some people just liked to make their way helping out.  It was time to open Secret Santas.  She had a box and inside was a ticket in order to go somewhere and pick out a pet.  She said she wanted to go to the pet shelter, run by some lively boys who loved life.  She went off alone, a smile on her face.  She saw the cutest thing.  They said they called him Tiny Tim.  It was a cat!  A cat with a limp.  It was so sweet.  It hobbled along.  It was pretty, actually, with cream and tan.  It's face was not as punched in.  The tail was rather thick, like a wild cat.

So, she took it home and fed it milk and it survived very well.  :)

Rebecca had another friend, a lady who was 30.  She was gone.  She found Jonathan and asked ot take a walk and he came, to her surprise and pleasure.  They talked about the romance of life.  Sometimes, he touched her, and she learned to smile more at him and about life.  She was feeling  uppity in joy of her disabled, cute, wild-looking, fancy cat.

I can even see

"the real princess" sitting on her throne.

HA!

I don't think people do that.

What Really Happened

My dad had me do it.  He kept acting irritatingly around me.  I am tired of the signs.

A Pathetic Report

People are rubbing in I can't "have" a person, as usual, whatever that means, if I hit something or suddenly if I think of something violent.  I don't really live to do that.

Fell

I stepped on some bottles in a bag and I sorta was lowered down to the floor as I fell.  A bulb went out, the colored one.

TV

I watched Bob Ross the painter.  I am recording the painting on this channel.

TV

Did anyone catch the Fort Lauderdale Christmas?  I'm watching it a 2nd time.  I also rented Mickey's Christmas Carol.  Last night Muppets were on.

New Picture of Me

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Bed Soon

Something hit me.

Everyone likes Ellen better than their spouse/partner in some way.  I don't admire Portia for acting like it was a hard choice to say yes to Ellen cuz something better might come along .. cuz nothing will.  :p  No hard feelings, just talking.