Sunday, November 29, 2015

Problem

I guess it surprises me when they attack for weird reasons.. about my possible future kids, messing up memories of the future.. How can I ignore this?  I am mad at them doing it, tho, too.  Is it here for me to ignore??

Let's start with the future.

If I do get mad, can I vent a little?

Well

You had your fun.

QUIT IT

bringing up the past and blaming me

Problem

This isn't helping.

No..

..I don't need this trash.

HELP

WHAT ARE THEY GONNA DO NOW

My possible future kids!

Problem

Just for that person, they bring that person up every day.

Problem

What's your problem?  I have to release anger somehow.

Problem

They keep rubbing in someone for someone I like.  They gaped at me for acting upset about something like I was talking to them, basically they say.

WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM

I SAID STOP

Problem

I SAID TO STOP

Problem

See, now they find themselves giving me cancer.

Problem

It's true!

Problem

They keep messing with my possible future kids with someone else.  I'm not here to fight to serve Ellen DeGeneres!!

Problem

I'm not sitting here every day listening to your *beep*.

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I said stop!

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They're playing around with me having people on Facebook message me insulting suggestions in secret.

Problem

Quit poking at me!

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And quit punishing me.  Whatever they do it's way too much in other regards, as well.

Hm, is that the sound of trash?

Problem

They keep getting all in my face.

Quit getting physical! and tapping into me hurtfully.  Telling me I did something all the time.

Problem

I almost don't care about any of you.  You are ruining my relationships.

Problem

My mom threatened I could not "meet" her if I do something with someone I like.  That garbage is waiting there for me.

Problem

I said to stop!

Approval

Ellen DeGeneres thinks you are approved if you have a prestigious mom, like good at music.  She secretly went and cemented these offspring into her digest.  Aha ha!

No reason to find fault in the kids/offspring.

Hands

Do you think Ellen DeGeneres has those big ***y hands to give or to receive, like Mama says she thinks?  So, she is in contradiction to what she thinks her mother wants and it has to be yes or no, no "fudging" in the middle.

It would be to receive because people see her as their puppet, their toy.  If she wants to be nice to others, others stop her and make her the dominant need instead, aha ha!

Circumstance

If you prefer popular people to good people, well it won't change the world to be that way.  I think a little more is going on here, including racism.

My 1st question in what I'm thinking is how someone would feel they deserved what was popular, aha ha!

Facebook

about a mask

Is this from Mardi Gras or The Phantom of the Opera?! Only difference is Mardi Gras never gets old. smile emoticonThanks for sharing! smile emoticon I hope you had fun. grin emoticon

Problem

Why do I feel ripped off?

IMDb - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017)

My Topic

Re: How do you feel about younger generations with this franchise?

You're right. This is a good franchise to own. I'd love to go back and watch.

I was 17 when it came out.

I saw 3 1st in theaters, and it was like the best experience! and blew me away.

I was looking at the acting, as I call it, and reading the symbols, like the crabs.

I watch it again later tho and, being born in 1986, feel I'm screwed. 

Well

if that's who ya are, that's who ya are.

OK

They aren't stopping.

Problem

They keep condoning me when I'm upset at strangers in public, like they can do anything to me and tell everyone.  I'm 18+.  All I do is stomp my foot a little or look cross.

Problem

I SAID STOP

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They're being nonsensical hurting me.

I said no!

Quit lying about me!

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Why do you act like you have something on me?

They're trying to hurt my physically again.

Get a life!

Problem

Quite threatening me!

Quit snapping at me without making any sense!

You do this all day every day! for Ellen DeGeneres!

Ugh!

You're so annoying!

I am not bad!

You can't turn everyone on me like that!

Problem

They keep nonsensically attacking me!!

Problem

It's hard on my eyes to scan moving text/etc. today/now.

Problems

My dad was able to channel me and affected my fingernails negatively and made my breast feel like it was vibrating/jiggling.  In the car.

Just because I like someone, they are making them mean in my life cuz I don't accept a "no" because of my dad and Ellen DeGeneres.

Problem

Why is this issue with Ellen DeGeneres causing so many problems?

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They threatened this person would chase me after my dad dies.  I think this is for Ellen DeGeneres.

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They keep making a spectacle reviewing my past for imperfections.

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I'm getting an influx of negativity from others about myself.  People I meet fear speaking to me.  They are acting violent rubbing someone in to me to annoy me.  "Oh," that was just because I was upset in my room during the weekdays.  It's like they're using me to release steam.  They won't accept my excuses nosing in to my behavior.  They mostly are just upset at me for using curse words.  It's annoying this creepy person keeps coming up.

Problems

What is important about acting like I'm essentially bad and need to fix something but also am punished after 18?

I feel upset about increasing negative pressure each time I meet up with someone I like.

This time it's an angry pressure to control myself when I'm vulnerable and unfortunately dug into.  How long will it last??  It looks like a trap and won't really amount to accept, anyway.  I don't need to keep suffering!  In general, not talking to anyone in particular, ..I forget.  Oh, I don't accept any of the punishing me post-17.  What do you want me to do?? The damage is done.  That's just something you did.  I'm like Jesus
not accepting punishment cuz it's wrong.