Saturday, August 15, 2015
"Haters Gotta Be Haters?"
You can't hypnotize everyone to hate me because they know my private life. I mean, they were convinced to believe lies about "the big picture." I don't know of doing anything wrong.. :|
And..
..you can be upset, but I did try to just act normal like it's silly to collect or change thoughts, but maybe it's not.. and I feel ideas get put into my head.
Why Not Christina?
Why not I experience an embarrassing stimulation? Well, I do need to experience something, but what about everyone else, I say? I don't think it's going to happen. Sometimes, I wish people wouldn't be paying attention to my race like that even if they know what it is to help.
Something I Need to Do
When I get pushed and mad.. sometimes, I'm dealing with sharp objects, and sometimes I'm feeling abusive with people. No, these 2 instances have not clashed, as of now. What should I do, pause the action, while most people in Orlando tend to make mean noises and abusive actions on purpose? you know catch my breath? I should probably find some way not to feel mad in that way.
1 Point - Erroneous
So, someone is supposedly sponsoring/hosting a 3 ring circus of stimulating someone who stands out and telling everyone else to take pleasure in acting mean, like to me, while upholding their white race.
The error is that it's not ideal. The person is starting to get stimulated in less than perfect bases, and everyone else is going coocoo.
I have to say, I assume and trust that this was to happen anyway and is not the person's fault for being a breakdown.
I don't know how bad the stimulation was, but it's become a threat for me to get it in a bad way, as though it were not really that bad altogether. It did come with good feelings, but I assume a lotta people are different and cannot experience this. I assume I'm in this group. I guess that's good news for some, that they can do this and probably more.
About everyone else, maybe it was better than before. Who the ! are they talking to, each other? Or just noticing they aren't with me to be mean to?
The error is that it's not ideal. The person is starting to get stimulated in less than perfect bases, and everyone else is going coocoo.
I have to say, I assume and trust that this was to happen anyway and is not the person's fault for being a breakdown.
I don't know how bad the stimulation was, but it's become a threat for me to get it in a bad way, as though it were not really that bad altogether. It did come with good feelings, but I assume a lotta people are different and cannot experience this. I assume I'm in this group. I guess that's good news for some, that they can do this and probably more.
About everyone else, maybe it was better than before. Who the ! are they talking to, each other? Or just noticing they aren't with me to be mean to?
Concerned: Chloe Grace Moretz and Bella Thorne
Why do they have that certain personality, like "Heh.." and stare blankly ahead? They are born in 1997. I admit I have some flukes, myself. Sometimes, I'm like, "Heh.."
Hm.. this doesn't sound appropriate, but I didn't know if you understood that last long post. I guess you'd say this isn't good, but I didn't say that.
They act like they're cool with things like in some hype. You know, like being happy they are of attractive proportions not unlike a Barbie doll, while others are fatter or less shapely/with less figure in a way. Well, they're like cheering on the beasts, like cheerleaders. That's what I'll call it, Cheerleaders for Burtonites. Tim Burton riled up some attention in directing Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. People are going tacky for him but dissing people in the process.
Hm.. this doesn't sound appropriate, but I didn't know if you understood that last long post. I guess you'd say this isn't good, but I didn't say that.
They act like they're cool with things like in some hype. You know, like being happy they are of attractive proportions not unlike a Barbie doll, while others are fatter or less shapely/with less figure in a way. Well, they're like cheering on the beasts, like cheerleaders. That's what I'll call it, Cheerleaders for Burtonites. Tim Burton riled up some attention in directing Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. People are going tacky for him but dissing people in the process.
What's up with that?
Ellen and Bella have been in California a long time.
Families from there can easily stand out, but some people move there later in life and are there a long time, apparently.
You know my experience there/with it. Some seem like normal natives, but others are like thinking everything is simple like a toddler putting on a show.
Families from there can easily stand out, but some people move there later in life and are there a long time, apparently.
You know my experience there/with it. Some seem like normal natives, but others are like thinking everything is simple like a toddler putting on a show.
Autistic Adults
They still need their elderly parents to explain what they have to do when "thinking for themselves."
"Cuza Bella, Heh"
Um, I was just wondering why she seems to be so stimulated not unlike, well her sister dubbed it secret messagely "having ***." That wasn't good for me. People keep wanting to make Bella better than me rather than any other scenario like being friends or leaving me alone.
So, no, I'm not being sarcastic. In the title, that's just how she talks sometimes, and if she likes it then I mean that's one thing that might be now. I think Chloe Grace Moretz also does that. What is up with this? They are both born in 1997. They simply are stimulated and it seems like more *** than ***. No, I am not trying to insult them but make a point about America. It means it happens, and I'm just talking normally. The point was that I said it was bad to disrespect yourself and it's bad for others if you set the cross too high. Cross like Jesus on a cross as symbol. You know, when I was in Pre-K in Florida, they taught us about this and it freaked me out. In kindergarten, at a public school, it was about black people and Martin Luther King Jr. and I luckily I guess had a good black teacher, tho she got mad when I was too confused to follow rules of where to put papers.
So, I'm sure you'd let Ellen secret message talk about a topic like this, so why not me? She's a blonde ditzy person, herself, and I'm not really ditzy like that and so am good in that way, too, and other ways that she and certain others are or so I was or am as much as I can be with everyone at me for being 1/2 Asian, when I don't really uphold it tho recently learned to respect it more and enjoy it as an adult.
I think it's an interesting topic and something we need to figure out. It seems the people experimenting on me have not figured it out. Anyway, I will not baby Bella and everyone cuz they don't even talk to me and I can't do that for everyone who wishes they were me. Well, sometimes I feel I'm being talked to and I do give significant feedback via Twitter.
One would think an adult would understand no one can wave a magic wand and make the world all Johhny Depp and Marilyn Monroe. It take steps, and you shouldn't have to give up altogether. Work is some pain but maybe not always such bad a pain.
So, I am just trying to talk plainly about a topic and not hint at anything bad, like with a bad attitude nor hope it is not inappropriate on my own blog, is the sorta thing you should talk about in a journal.. Makes life go on and be interesting. Sure, I'd love for someone to critique me. Let me know if I need to change this, you can leave a comment.
I figured it out. They wanna do me like Bella but in a bad way that's not satisfying nor cool. See, tho? Bella being this way caused it. I don't know who's doing what. There is no explanation. They do it for their reasons.. Anyway, let's pray Bella finds herself in a cleaner situation. I know it seems in California, maybe people look out for themselves and know others know what they are really supposed to do. So..?
So, no, I'm not being sarcastic. In the title, that's just how she talks sometimes, and if she likes it then I mean that's one thing that might be now. I think Chloe Grace Moretz also does that. What is up with this? They are both born in 1997. They simply are stimulated and it seems like more *** than ***. No, I am not trying to insult them but make a point about America. It means it happens, and I'm just talking normally. The point was that I said it was bad to disrespect yourself and it's bad for others if you set the cross too high. Cross like Jesus on a cross as symbol. You know, when I was in Pre-K in Florida, they taught us about this and it freaked me out. In kindergarten, at a public school, it was about black people and Martin Luther King Jr. and I luckily I guess had a good black teacher, tho she got mad when I was too confused to follow rules of where to put papers.
So, I'm sure you'd let Ellen secret message talk about a topic like this, so why not me? She's a blonde ditzy person, herself, and I'm not really ditzy like that and so am good in that way, too, and other ways that she and certain others are or so I was or am as much as I can be with everyone at me for being 1/2 Asian, when I don't really uphold it tho recently learned to respect it more and enjoy it as an adult.
I think it's an interesting topic and something we need to figure out. It seems the people experimenting on me have not figured it out. Anyway, I will not baby Bella and everyone cuz they don't even talk to me and I can't do that for everyone who wishes they were me. Well, sometimes I feel I'm being talked to and I do give significant feedback via Twitter.
One would think an adult would understand no one can wave a magic wand and make the world all Johhny Depp and Marilyn Monroe. It take steps, and you shouldn't have to give up altogether. Work is some pain but maybe not always such bad a pain.
So, I am just trying to talk plainly about a topic and not hint at anything bad, like with a bad attitude nor hope it is not inappropriate on my own blog, is the sorta thing you should talk about in a journal.. Makes life go on and be interesting. Sure, I'd love for someone to critique me. Let me know if I need to change this, you can leave a comment.
I figured it out. They wanna do me like Bella but in a bad way that's not satisfying nor cool. See, tho? Bella being this way caused it. I don't know who's doing what. There is no explanation. They do it for their reasons.. Anyway, let's pray Bella finds herself in a cleaner situation. I know it seems in California, maybe people look out for themselves and know others know what they are really supposed to do. So..?
Bella Thorne
I don't know if she is happy with who she is.
That might be enough said, for now. I don't mean to suggest anything. Maybe, she has a situation that only involves people like her mom, tho she is almost 18!
I can't like say oh I don't like this you should do this, necessarily. I am different from other people, and everyone is different from other people. Right now, I like bangs, but that's just me. I don't mind my face being either damaged or with a certain different mold you can't seem to put your finger on. No one's gonna flat out copy me. They could find a reason to, but it seems unlikely. See, I don't think everyone should wanna look Jewish or something, neither. Even, there are other parts to the Middle East, a culture we should learn to lean on more admittedly.
Bella Thorne is special with very fair features and strong eyes. Her hair might even grow back in its original color if she stopped dying it. She could shave her hair like Britney Spears did. Her hair isn't even black but I think brown with strong highlights, at least especially at the bottom half. You know, Anita Lehtola-Tollin dyed her hair red and it turned into like a reddish brown. Now, she dyes it light brown, sometimes at least.
Comparing myself to her, I was thinking people would say I was the same since I'm fair and white looking for a 1/2 Asian. I'm actually very different. My skin is not white, except where it's not been in the sun and my face sometimes. My eyes are probably not as dark/brown. They are more transparent, possibly. My hair has highlights but in a different way.
Things in common with Bella might be .. I dunno. She's quite a bit taller than me, as well, and has a great figure! It's unbelievable. Yes, I think our families would get along. They both hold high expectations.
That might be enough said, for now. I don't mean to suggest anything. Maybe, she has a situation that only involves people like her mom, tho she is almost 18!
I can't like say oh I don't like this you should do this, necessarily. I am different from other people, and everyone is different from other people. Right now, I like bangs, but that's just me. I don't mind my face being either damaged or with a certain different mold you can't seem to put your finger on. No one's gonna flat out copy me. They could find a reason to, but it seems unlikely. See, I don't think everyone should wanna look Jewish or something, neither. Even, there are other parts to the Middle East, a culture we should learn to lean on more admittedly.
Bella Thorne is special with very fair features and strong eyes. Her hair might even grow back in its original color if she stopped dying it. She could shave her hair like Britney Spears did. Her hair isn't even black but I think brown with strong highlights, at least especially at the bottom half. You know, Anita Lehtola-Tollin dyed her hair red and it turned into like a reddish brown. Now, she dyes it light brown, sometimes at least.
Comparing myself to her, I was thinking people would say I was the same since I'm fair and white looking for a 1/2 Asian. I'm actually very different. My skin is not white, except where it's not been in the sun and my face sometimes. My eyes are probably not as dark/brown. They are more transparent, possibly. My hair has highlights but in a different way.
Things in common with Bella might be .. I dunno. She's quite a bit taller than me, as well, and has a great figure! It's unbelievable. Yes, I think our families would get along. They both hold high expectations.
No one seems to care about my reputation.
Oh yea, what did I do wrong? Really.
You can't just make the whole world crazy about being more relaxed and use us relaxing as a blame for being bad forever.
You can't just make the whole world crazy about being more relaxed and use us relaxing as a blame for being bad forever.
Flipping Off
I do care if someone doesn't like me on IMDb, but I especially care if someone thinks they're so good cuz they're significantly part French.
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