Friday, November 25, 2016

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1600 posts in 2016

How I Feel

I feel people are beating on me.

New Twitter

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What's going on now, tho?

Am I suddenly the bad guy?

"Cruel and Unusual"

I've never heard of anything so cruel.  Something really worked out between me and someone else, and now they're being tampered with like they have some deep, dark secret about who they supposedly are.

I feel the union of 2 made 1.

Saying I am shit and don't deserve to live and talk.  Well, I think what I say on here is very interesting.  Compare it to you having sex, maybe a little understatement.

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Good / Bad / Ugly

It is okay if someone wants to feel sex and pleasure, but it isn't a good idea to mindlessly engage in random nonsense that ends up with many people feeling hurt.  You's gots to WERK (You got to work!)  True, it seems some things are 2nd nature.  By gosh, this is bigger than 911!  Naw, ain't it the truth!  "Isn't this so exciting?"  Um, not if you're involved in a bad way with when something is bad.

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mua ha ha ha

Vincent Price!

"This is 'The Fall of the House of Usher!'"

I became so sensitive to sound as a music major that I heard voices my 2nd semester.

People With Feelings

I cannot say any one race does not have feelings, to introduce myself.

I forget what I was gonna say.

So, what do you think people should feel?

Yes, what do people feel??

I don't know why in some way I feel dizzy.  Maybe, I'm moving around.  It doesn't come with a tingly feeling.

"Let's talk about love.."

What do you think of stimulating people in ways like giving them a lot of public exposure and then arousing them due to that fact?  Some people face more pressure than others.

Nitey Nite

I guess I'l turn in.  Looking forward to church tomorrow and Sunday.  "These boots were made for walking, and that's just what they'll do.  One of these days, these boots are gonna walk all over you."  I got new boots for Black Friday and they even have heels, the largest size there I saw for women, tho I used to be a 3.

Hillary!

Did you know I acted on Election Day like I would any other day, just a bit mad to myself but no public outbursts?

Unfortunately, I think it's too late.

I don't do..

I don't do things like that.

What Really Is Happening

They want me to look stupid for someone and not participate in life.

In the end

I will stand up.

Wrong!

Did you know I was told that things for me will never get better, only stay the same for awhile or get worse?

Some people want "to get it out."

Well, I'm working on that.

You know..

..most normal people who live ordinary lives don't find problems being nice, to me.

"What's this got to do with me?"

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"On his back and on his chest!"

Some people see me as a sex slave.

Of all people..

..why me?

"Ain't it the truth?"

Just because someone was too mean to me does not mean I did anything wrong.

Things don't always go how I intended, and I don't foresee the future.

Holiness

I plan to go to church tomorrow and Sunday.

Tired

Had a snack.  Was fatigue already.  Maybe, I should lie down.  I'm a little upset about how I reacted when I was shocked.

YouTube

I sang a song before watching the show, and it's loading on the right account now.

Just Watched the Freiburger Barockorchester!

in Pareee

They were great!  It was so much fun to actually see them, and they sounded wonderful tho I did not understand what to focus on, maybe because I have so much of other ethnicities.

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Black Friday

I got 3 pants, 2 sweaters, and boots I can wear to church.  1 pair of pants has like a flowery indent and is black, another plaid, and 1 nice and black.  The boots have like 2 1/2 inch heels.  It's more like leather or rubbery.  1 sweater has the base of the neck covered and is striped, and the other is kinda funky in design in stripes with pink, black, and white.  I had a Chick-Fil-A spicy sandwich and a cup of water.  I just got a soda and have several pennies to my name.

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Question

Why is someone prestigious in Orlando putting beneath them and questioning my worth?

A Solution Suggested

Why would someone because they are born at a certain time matter over me?  I should matter, too.

Why make fun of my parents only when it comes to me?  I don't wanna be connected.

What would happen if this happened to someone to whom this does not happen?