Saturday, November 15, 2014
How Do You Like to Sleep When You're Drowsy but Not Tired
I'm sprawled out on my sofa. I don't wanna go to bed, but I do.
Problem
Why are we all still on that someone could get away with hurting me or whoever. I wasn't even cursing at this person mostly at least, I was cursing about the people bothering me with little noises in my room, ticks and clicks that sound like talking that leave you with a feeling of being stupid. This person acted like she did it, too.
My dad was terribly wrong in how he treated me, and I was afraid I'd curse at Ellen since I watch her etc. so cursed at him instead. I didn't sit there and curse at him himself but at what he did sorta, I guess. These noises would not go away. I have to do something about this.
My dad was terribly wrong in how he treated me, and I was afraid I'd curse at Ellen since I watch her etc. so cursed at him instead. I didn't sit there and curse at him himself but at what he did sorta, I guess. These noises would not go away. I have to do something about this.
Mean People
You are supposed to come out of your shell when someone does something wrong. It's not about testing you to stay mum. Some things are too radical. You can't say all your problems will be solved on a blog. It is best to ignore people as much as possible, even if they somehow come in and immediately upset you, like.
Now More
It does not matter, but it could be making innocent people look guilty. Is anyone out there with a brain thinking people matter one time and then another don't?
Even if you could justify settling to yourself one's death, it was done to separate me from having a life, and there would be more to come.
Why are you saying I am rude?
Anyone out there can you accept that people don't matter if they encourage someone to commit suicide?
Even if you could justify settling to yourself one's death, it was done to separate me from having a life, and there would be more to come.
Why are you saying I am rude?
Anyone out there can you accept that people don't matter if they encourage someone to commit suicide?
911 I must file a comlpaint.
We are supposed to talk out our problems ourselves, like in a journal or on a message board.
So, you kill people so I can't trust you. Something like that? That's unfortuante, but I wonder what is to come. If it matters that you kill people, it matters that we find you and your evil sacrifices. I am not hurting anyone in saying this. I am talking it out!
You listen to my dad throttle that he wants people killed, he wants babies born the wrong way honestly like saying it to make me feel bad in how it is. No one should be doing this. You were all mean to me, not me to you. Sometimes, I joked with my dad, can't you even take that? Or is it just an insult now? There was a time when nothing seemed to matter to anyone like before..
911 I must file a complaint.
So, you kill people so I can't trust you. Something like that? That's unfortuante, but I wonder what is to come. If it matters that you kill people, it matters that we find you and your evil sacrifices. I am not hurting anyone in saying this. I am talking it out!
You listen to my dad throttle that he wants people killed, he wants babies born the wrong way honestly like saying it to make me feel bad in how it is. No one should be doing this. You were all mean to me, not me to you. Sometimes, I joked with my dad, can't you even take that? Or is it just an insult now? There was a time when nothing seemed to matter to anyone like before..
911 I must file a complaint.
Apology
I am so sorry I messed up our communication line. I do not agree that I should sit here and listen to people be mean to me while I have strange restrictions brought upon by others.
I can be sorry it was stupid partly and even maybe mean.
I do not agree I should be punished for nothing and at 28.. That wasn't even in the agreement I sensed.
Best wishes to you, wherever you are.
I can be sorry it was stupid partly and even maybe mean.
I do not agree I should be punished for nothing and at 28.. That wasn't even in the agreement I sensed.
Best wishes to you, wherever you are.
Wrong
I don't think you'll gain anything from all this, you heathen people. Me writing out problems is necessary and not a sin but talk about sin.
We are curious if you killed some people. The police would not believe me, anyway. Why do these people wanna die? What did they gain from doing this? Are they even really dead?
Now, if you are innocent, I tried not to do it in a mean way, but we know someone out there might be killing.
What with all the rudeness? I simply explained how I felt about Bella Thorne and didn't say anything that was really mean, unless you consider her taking everything I earn "mean." I think Ellen doesn't mind harassing me but doesn't want me to achieve elsewhere, in one side of her personality. My dad is an outright liar in what he does because he claims not to be nasty but then he is.
We are curious if you killed some people. The police would not believe me, anyway. Why do these people wanna die? What did they gain from doing this? Are they even really dead?
Now, if you are innocent, I tried not to do it in a mean way, but we know someone out there might be killing.
What with all the rudeness? I simply explained how I felt about Bella Thorne and didn't say anything that was really mean, unless you consider her taking everything I earn "mean." I think Ellen doesn't mind harassing me but doesn't want me to achieve elsewhere, in one side of her personality. My dad is an outright liar in what he does because he claims not to be nasty but then he is.
Me Singing
This mainly has a good practice of some quality. I don't know exactly why I posted it, probably cuz I'm going to sleep soon and won't sing anymore now. I don't know who would listen to it that I know, but I do have people who visit my blog and that's what counts to me, too. :/ So, it's a more luscious recording but not as special as the rest..
Story
There was a lovely baby with red hair named Bella, and she loved her red hair. A fair maiden named Sarah one day ran into a young girl of about 7 with red hair and pale skin. She picked up the child and brought her into a new community of people.
In the community were a bunch of witches of old. One girl lived there named Christina, dressed in green and brown with dark reddish brown hair and eyes of fair. Bella came up to the 13-year-old and said, "Why aren't you like all the other witches? You seem more set apart or alone than me."
"Well.." said Christina, I once saw a band of pirates when I was a little girl like you. It was Christmas. We all ended up leaving, I just got here.
Sarah said to Bella, "Dear, come with me," and Bella hid in her skirts. "I am not a witch, you know, I am an archangel of the Lord ... and I am going to take care of you. Call me mum, mom, mommy, or mummy. Think you can remember?"
"Yes," squeaked the red haired girl with big green eyes and a strong partially upturned and uptight nose. She was very slender and under the care of Sarah became very healthy.
In the night creeped in some pirates who only stole from outlying fruit trees and searching for buried gold in the night. Christina went and got Bella, and suddenly Christina was taken. Bella ran rapildy back, thumping... and woke up her Mummy. She immediately picked up her daughter.
The men were gathering around the boats, since Christina was stolen. You could hear bombs going off trying to capsize boats. There was music being played. Finally, they had the resources to chain up the pirates. They threw them in jail cells. One good one who was not bad looked like a normal guy. He became friends with everyone there.
Bella was fond of this new man, giggled and walked up to him. She felt embarrassed and went back to her Mummy crying.
Christina was found among the prisoners. "Whoah, wait a minute!" she said. Then, she started singing..
Voice Recorder >>
The pirates gathered round and all sang happily!
They talked to the pirates, and they all agreed to be friends. They were to sail off. Christina, who Bella was seeing was gung ho said, "Hey, young, little missy.. wanna come ride with the rest of us?"
Sarah responded, "Of course," and she touched Christina with her hand around her waist, not that anyone ever did that for Christina. "Where did you come from?"
"I am 13 and I know about the piracy. I even remember your little girl Bella, your Lordship. I saw her when she was little, but as a baby she just sneered and giggled. She would not listen to me nor respond to anything I did."
Sarah the archangel said, "That's very weird. I'm trying to find out more about her."
"Very good," Christina beamed.
"Now," said Sarah, "are you looking to get married."
"Er, yes."
"How are you going about it?"
"I'm not. Nah, too much."
Bella had managd to pick up a bird, and she was so happy. "Come here, sweety," Said her Mummy.
Christina went off to the pirates, and a girl named Danny Sophia came with her who was 12 1/2. They explored the pirate ship.
"We'd better head back," said Christina. "I still need to get dressed."
Danny Sophia was dressed as is. She had a dress with squares in the pattern, but it looked plain. It was pink and black. Christina got all ready and packed with her bag. She wore purple with pink indents. It was a bright dress that seemed dark and night crept on.
All the young girls came, this time most were older like 15, 17, and the young ones, too. The youngest was Bella. Christina came and attempted to rub her back and said, "This is gonna be great." Now, Christina was something of a tomboy. "I'm gonna miss my days sitting on banks hanging out with my family of girls."
In the community were a bunch of witches of old. One girl lived there named Christina, dressed in green and brown with dark reddish brown hair and eyes of fair. Bella came up to the 13-year-old and said, "Why aren't you like all the other witches? You seem more set apart or alone than me."
"Well.." said Christina, I once saw a band of pirates when I was a little girl like you. It was Christmas. We all ended up leaving, I just got here.
Sarah said to Bella, "Dear, come with me," and Bella hid in her skirts. "I am not a witch, you know, I am an archangel of the Lord ... and I am going to take care of you. Call me mum, mom, mommy, or mummy. Think you can remember?"
"Yes," squeaked the red haired girl with big green eyes and a strong partially upturned and uptight nose. She was very slender and under the care of Sarah became very healthy.
In the night creeped in some pirates who only stole from outlying fruit trees and searching for buried gold in the night. Christina went and got Bella, and suddenly Christina was taken. Bella ran rapildy back, thumping... and woke up her Mummy. She immediately picked up her daughter.
The men were gathering around the boats, since Christina was stolen. You could hear bombs going off trying to capsize boats. There was music being played. Finally, they had the resources to chain up the pirates. They threw them in jail cells. One good one who was not bad looked like a normal guy. He became friends with everyone there.
Bella was fond of this new man, giggled and walked up to him. She felt embarrassed and went back to her Mummy crying.
Christina was found among the prisoners. "Whoah, wait a minute!" she said. Then, she started singing..
Voice Recorder >>
The pirates gathered round and all sang happily!
They talked to the pirates, and they all agreed to be friends. They were to sail off. Christina, who Bella was seeing was gung ho said, "Hey, young, little missy.. wanna come ride with the rest of us?"
Sarah responded, "Of course," and she touched Christina with her hand around her waist, not that anyone ever did that for Christina. "Where did you come from?"
"I am 13 and I know about the piracy. I even remember your little girl Bella, your Lordship. I saw her when she was little, but as a baby she just sneered and giggled. She would not listen to me nor respond to anything I did."
Sarah the archangel said, "That's very weird. I'm trying to find out more about her."
"Very good," Christina beamed.
"Now," said Sarah, "are you looking to get married."
"Er, yes."
"How are you going about it?"
"I'm not. Nah, too much."
Bella had managd to pick up a bird, and she was so happy. "Come here, sweety," Said her Mummy.
Christina went off to the pirates, and a girl named Danny Sophia came with her who was 12 1/2. They explored the pirate ship.
"We'd better head back," said Christina. "I still need to get dressed."
Danny Sophia was dressed as is. She had a dress with squares in the pattern, but it looked plain. It was pink and black. Christina got all ready and packed with her bag. She wore purple with pink indents. It was a bright dress that seemed dark and night crept on.
All the young girls came, this time most were older like 15, 17, and the young ones, too. The youngest was Bella. Christina came and attempted to rub her back and said, "This is gonna be great." Now, Christina was something of a tomboy. "I'm gonna miss my days sitting on banks hanging out with my family of girls."
Apology
Weird words keep coming to my mind, but I'm not telling them to anyone, and then it comes. I told myself to stop..
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I did toss around the term, tired, need rest and recreation. :/
:(
I did toss around the term, tired, need rest and recreation. :/
I think I'm doing my hair differently again..
..I always wanted wavy brown hair, medium bright brown. I want bangs and angles. I guess I'll have the bottom around shoulder length. Almost like Charlotte Church, but her hair is not as dark.
New Old Pictures of Me
link
The one in the dress is prom.
I lived in the New Orleans area, at the time. I was there from 12-20.
The one in the dress is prom.
I lived in the New Orleans area, at the time. I was there from 12-20.
It seems custom I apologize online..
..I was defiant and challenging when we were eating to my mom. I'll try to ignore what bothers me. I mean no harm. I should occupy myself some better way.
No, I did not go against you flat out but shoulda.
I was explaining my reaction to the insults I got about rubbing in someone over me.
Shoulda? Well, when something messes things up.. things need to be stated clean and left? The truth is important.. you don't seem to agree.
Shoulda? Well, when something messes things up.. things need to be stated clean and left? The truth is important.. you don't seem to agree.
This is sick and stupid.
People think it's okay to kill people for me so I feel like I can trust no one. Well, then, why are you constantly wanting me to "listen?" I actually posted something, Mister. :|
I'm not listening to that.
I didn't do anything bad, you did. I was explaining my reaction at the table to being beat on. People are now rubbing in they kill people "when I'm bad" when I'm the one who's well-behaved. Quit lying. I can blog whatever the Hell I want.
I wonder why..
..these people all keep dying coincidingly. That's sad. It's like they died at a certain time. It seems like someone is killing them. That's what bothers me, an they did it to bother me. There's not really any explaining that if it's intended to be a joke. I'm not gonna say oh I have to say it's okay if you killed them. What's up with that? How am I supposed to function!!
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You can't..
..test the waters by thrusting out yourself, you're supposed to try to be agreeable at all times.
Hey!
What should I do? There was a death of a girl whose name I heard from my high school. These deaths all seem to coincide with the events of my life. How can I ever trust anyone? I don't want a running secret. I'm not gonna feel for the bumps in the road. I had posted about something that happened then deleted that particular bit. There was nothing wrong with it, but I didn't have to do it.
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