Good night!

Prayers that people be well in the world.

Another Thing

I had to walk with a limp when I took my walk cuza my foot.  We were at the gym today.

Glamour Queen

It's not like, "Oh, Christina didn't even do this.  So this person is yours!"  What?  Someone I like I can't like?  Because of drama queenness?  I'm #1 in the ways I'm #1.  Others are #1 in their own ways.  You know, I know you grew up laid back, cozy in your den, deep seated, but you can't go and ruin the world as is socially.  "People who need people are the luckiest people in the world."  Some people have created some sentiments and regiments, and they are not to be halted.  We don't want a bland world.

Again

I'm truly sorry.  I'm sure it's been done to me by them.

What can I do?

To gain forgiveness for this accidental thought that happened too quickly?  I was being stressed out.  Someone/something just upset me.  It was wrong.  I've been very stressed out all the time for my interests recently.  People are against me deserving to think about it.

I was talking about this person..

..today, concerned.

Did you know I took action..

..and watched criminals on TV so I wouldn't become one?

cont.

Something strange is my dad made a noise that seemed to knock out a front of my brain forever a few days ago.

Apology and Need 1 From You

I figured it was an accident or rash action sorta that I thought something that involved violence, just a tap into things, but I feel better now that I can do it in controlled quantities.  I'm just frustrated about being in trouble for nothing.  I do what I'm supposed to do.  I'm not silly.

I found when I watched Dr. Phil, he sorta sits back and doesn't remind you of things that could keep you from being mad.

Unforgivable

You adults pampering young adults who flip off your affection and leaving me to suffer cuza my race, which isn't a problem for me.

"Playing It Cool"

It's not just oh I'm cool, I deserve to be with everyone.  There's not just 2 of us in this kinda room.

New Video of Me Singing

People With Things Going for Them

It's funny how some people all have something going for them.  Like, oh, I happen to live in Europe.  I happen to already be a child actress.

I wake up or whatever, and what do I have, I have nothing.  I've spent enough time both off and online.  Still, no result.

New Video of Me Singing

The more the merrier.

The more the merrier.

Stealing

Someone showed me someone I like who I might have found anyway, anyway.. now, everyone wants to take them because I like them a lot.  I probably like them cuz they're so good.  These relationships are ravenous and real.  I guess if you're on top you get treated like this?  I feel I've been downgraded ..and get treated as badly still.

What if..

..we put psychiatrists out of business, too?

Without your crazy, careless contraptions

no one would give a crap about me.  I would be well-off and I could meet people.

At least..

..I know I won't get arrested

Cursing on my blog, not using danger, cannot get me arrested.

So, what's for lunch?

Scallops! and Dole Fruit Cup

I can see the lies.

Mature adults have to reject me just because of my race.

What did it take to realize I was worth anything again?

tho I'm 1/2 Chinese

knowing about Anita Lehtola-Tollin who sang Ievan Polkka?  because she's not really that famous yet like me?

I'm sorry to say

but I do not like some parts of LA

I don't like the famous people who make home there.  I think I got the message from Bella that there's nothing to do there.. and right now she's flown to NYC.

What is "Modern?"

Just because I look old in some ways does not mean I am not as modern.

Bella Thorne and Socializing

Bella Thorne accepts attention.

She was raised with hardcore family values.

She balances it out.

I don't always accept all the attention, but in a way I do.  In personal situations I don't.  I think that's becase Bella is Spanish and I'm French.

Not Totally Modern

I don't think Bella Thorne is as modern as I am.

That's it.  She's authentic.  She could be.  :)

Young people can be stress.

They command all the attention in the family, party, or the world.. to you, those around you, and those that exist in the world.

I just realized why Bella is not post-modern.. hehe!

Because she was born in 1997.  Post-modern culture begins with the next generation, born around 2002.  It seems to end around 2005-2007.

Quick Comparison: Me and Bella Thorne

I am more post-modern as a person because of where I'm from.  I'd say Bella Thorne is more even-keel, into cool things and not like the world turned over.  She probably feels more emotions and is more hands on.

Identity ("ID") - I've thought of this twice today.

You might say it's time to check out who people really are, as tho they could control their life at a very young age.  No, you have 2 parents and school to do that.  You might get more than you deserve and very possibly less.

You might say someone is loaded with gifts socially, but prejudices exist between generations who live in different places in the country and the world..  So, some people were set up to chase their life down the drain.  There's no interesting question to wanna talk about.

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