Monday, March 30, 2015
I can do it.
There is no point in giving up my life for something weird.
Are people just pointing fingers at my reputation from the past as being academic and quiet..? So what? That has nothing to do with my personality and who I am.. Maybe, I was just sensitive then.
Are people just pointing fingers at my reputation from the past as being academic and quiet..? So what? That has nothing to do with my personality and who I am.. Maybe, I was just sensitive then.
Not an Achiever
I have to understand in some ways I am unaccomplished and others I am. I am accomplished in retaining myself as a person but unaccomplished in achieving.
"Being a Kid"
Why do you look at bad kids with good parents and say they are okay but not me cuz I'm also not like my parents?
Proof
You know people who just wanna nestle in a hole at some point in their life. Well, fat dads don't want their ballerina daughters to be fat, too, and same for fat moms, as you well know. That's just an example. So, why spend my life bribing I'm like my parents but in a bad way cuz you just want my parents to make you feel cozy as they are adults and not me?
Good Looks and Essence of Personality
I don't have exactly what I want and don't want to be a copy of my family. I feel like I'm going thru a process of change, similar to others.
I don't share the same values as my family. I feel people only want to see me as my family in a negative light. I must be stuck with some of that, on top of the benefits I've enjoyed growing up. I feel I've been trapped in more mature age to do things that babies do.
I feel empty like I can't do anything, can't change, can't move around, can't be attractive. I just get seen as something else and knocked around til death.
If the problem is my parents aren't what they wanna be like, how they act and dress, I understand. If they don't do it, that's not my fault. I've hit the ground running. I have needs and responsibilities in my generation.
For a fact, I want you to know a secret. The youngest girl in The Brady Bunch only was able to act about skin deep. She easily digressed into something else or someone else. Now, she's from LA.
I don't share the same values as my family. I feel people only want to see me as my family in a negative light. I must be stuck with some of that, on top of the benefits I've enjoyed growing up. I feel I've been trapped in more mature age to do things that babies do.
I feel empty like I can't do anything, can't change, can't move around, can't be attractive. I just get seen as something else and knocked around til death.
If the problem is my parents aren't what they wanna be like, how they act and dress, I understand. If they don't do it, that's not my fault. I've hit the ground running. I have needs and responsibilities in my generation.
For a fact, I want you to know a secret. The youngest girl in The Brady Bunch only was able to act about skin deep. She easily digressed into something else or someone else. Now, she's from LA.
Dieting
I started eating more healthily. I had a Dole fruit cup for breakfast and my salad with no dressing but oil for lunch. I am gonna cook seafood for a dinner. I also have frozen Japanese vegetables, nice and healthy. ^--^
Hair Wraps and Shirt Clips
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This is done in places like Key West. Also, in Southern Florida they wrap their T-shirt up in a clip. Here's a sample of someone wearing it low:
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This is done in places like Key West. Also, in Southern Florida they wrap their T-shirt up in a clip. Here's a sample of someone wearing it low:
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