Thursday, August 20, 2015

The Internet

I wish I had a blog when I was 12 and kept what I had on Facebook and MySpace.

Contest

Is your goal just to sit there and beat everyone out?

Man

Do some men not turn you on as much as others?  We're girls, fer cryin' out loud!  We don't replicate man.  If we don't turn ourselves on like that means we're not ***.

Twitter


Hair Today

I bet people want my hair to be however they please.  But others must have room for fun.

Kids Today

Someone my age is always tested in unfair ways and Millennials/Generation Z get whatever they need/want, automatically, right away.  I feel we never really got to have our fun time.

Underdogs

Don't you tell me "even tho 'I'm not treated like I'm cool enough' I exist, too."  I already long ago was here to help you.  You just said no so you could later push me out of the picture! saying "I exist too what about me I'm not considered so cool so it's your fault."

Role Models

I think I copied Early Boom women.  They are basic right and wrong.  No making up stuff to be impressive.

Hiding Out

Why do some people hide online??

They can't need attention?

I can tell..

I can tell when someone doesn't wanna be friends with me.

I'm not a by product of my dad's cheap wishes for me to be the best.

What I'd say otherwise is that people think it's all about results.  That's not so.  Life is harder than that.  Life is a thing to enjoy and use to help those you think you can.

Who Can

Ellen can critique people but no one else? she thinks.  I'm not gonna go by that.

Pre-Pre-Assumptions

Why are you pre-pre-assuming I am bad?

In the end, my leader says anything goes and you can do what you want I don't care about Christina.

My age?  Too old and too young?  A different world?  It's all about Late Boomers and Millenials/Generation Z?  Not in-betweeners?

"You Wish"

People said I'm *beep* begging for attention and supposedly famous people are better than me now but not before.

The Old Days!

I miss the old days, like 2009.

Tim Burton had to make his exit.  We miss him.  I mean, something happened.  So, he thought things weren't for him.  He has a lotta fans, but there are some things about Tim that are weird, even himself.

*Beep*

People think I'm a specimen of collective celebration of men's *beep*

That means it's the same for the next lady.

Out of the Picture

How can you make all those people who's ages are in between be considered out of the picture and just people my age and 10 years younger do the normal things to look good?  We must be waiting on that now.

Not Really Grown Up

Bella used to be a kid, but now she's not.  She just realized she could fend more for herself to look cool.  Other things honestly or certain things in some ways don't seem to have happened that you'd expect.  If it did, I don't know, yet.  It seems like she's waiting out and gets upset if someone else does those things she was supposed to do.  Her mom even thinks so.

Feels Loved

She's more forward but doesn't actually have to feel the pain, from what I see.

"Be Happy"

In the end, it's not what certain others want to see but that she's happy, so be happy, don't do stuff to please others and blame people like me for not being for you or in a way you like.

Unfinished

I think Bella just wants to show she can, like, "be a person," showing quirks but was not really finished and ready, there for the stimulation benefits I guess, which are not the kind I find ideal..  Maybe, in some ways, that's just that, that's her.  No offense.  Just trying to talk about this.

You can't follow me around

and test me saying I'm good only under certain, weird conditions.

Wel, I guess..


She just wants to "get" more than me.  Do you know why she's really tilting her head?  She's just a teenager, too.  She's worshiping others, literally, and dissing me.  I disagree if it's for Ellen, I know.

Present Known Problems WIth Bella

Well, she acts like everything is just for her it seems.

I think she's fine in a lot of ways compared to others, maybe a bit single-minded.

She's very pretty, but I mean people can't like get over using her as a tool to say others aren't so much worth it.

Problem

So, you accept my abandoning friends and not me?  They're just *beep* around.

I can't take this worry.

I have a life to live.  I might work.  I can't worry about *beep* that "must be reLated."  Like if something makes me upset you think what you think caused it and then bother me.

Problem

People keep dissing me around the country.  Wow, how cheap.  Did Johnny Depp tell you to do that, for some reason?  Cuz that's what I heard.  "You know, man,  you should dis Christina."  I know some kids think he has to be talking to them and said good people made them unhappy and not to trust them and be mean to them..

Did Tim Burton have a fit that I'm "not white?"  Cuz that's what I heard.

You other people are kinda mean to just me, too.

Being Mean

People of the World:  Why do you think you can speak to me that way?  You'd not dare offend others like that.

Why do you think I'm pathetic!?  That makes you the loser.

Problem

Ellen should not be at me cuz it stresses me out.  I don't care if she still needs Mommy and is afraid to dip her toe in the water.  No offense, not being sarcastic, just giving the answer.

A "Dynamic Duo"

It looks a bit sneaky.

Shocks

Since when has it been popular to "fear" Ellen?  I just "fear" I'd make her mad.

Nope, Chrsitina is still Christina, but in that regard she has turned over a new leaf, not to have paranoia schizophrenia/anger.