They told us.

The grandfather told us.  But, he doesn't look that way.

The Nigger in Me

Well, my dad's mom has ancestors on her dad's side that have some kind of Native American that was burned down where the records were kept.  Shultz may be Swiss Jew, and Kifer may be Polish Jew, though none spoken of.

Chinese, Vietnamese, and Korean

People get disappointed in the Chinese but still ignore them.  I only know of Johnny Depp having significant amounts of Native Cherokee blood.

There are things about Asian that seem more likeable to Europeans.

Anyway, my mom's ancestors lived at the capitol area of Indonesia probably for 500 years.  There are newer Chinese there, and the Sundanese is Taiwanese from like a million or thousands of years ago.

Here is a shot of Taiwanese province woman in China with a HK guy:

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So, it's pretty obvious that the picture of my mom is Chinese.  Why did it matter in the first place?

I wanna put up some pix of my ancestors which are from my dad's side, though.

I guess I feel a bit upset but not really.  It's just how I talk, my dialect, and I am mad that people are so mean because I feel singled out recently going out all weekend, so sorry but I can't go back and fix what I write all the time because when I did that was how I lost my opportunity moving.  It seems like it's sarcastic, but it's not.  I wonder.  I can't ask anyone to accept me, but when people do they try to play around.  It hurts.

I just noticed.

My hair grew back in white and strawberry blonde, the hair on the top limb of my arm, it is a little fuzzy and sticks out.  I've had white hair on my face, but my brother's was more noticeable.

Going to see that owl movie

first eating out and later walking around the mall

It took awhile.