Thursday, February 5, 2015
Dr. Phil Submission Update
These people react negatively to every little thought that comes to me or try. I don't see myself getting out of this. I don't want to lose my relationship with some of the people involved or want them to behave right.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
Dr. Phil knows these 2 aren't in love.
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They could get arrested for knowledge of the truth that they are taking drugs and they know.
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They could get arrested for knowledge of the truth that they are taking drugs and they know.
Submission to Dr. Phil
I made a background page of all my problems that I keep that relate to the show: http://christinabarrett4.wix.com/drphil. Now, my problems, in a way, all started out with online bullying. I explain more on my page. I was hesitent to fall in and sign on Facebook and MySpace back in the earlier 2000s. 2 friends visited me, somewhat strangely, but don't talk to me now, like they managed to get rid of me. I lost all my friends from real life because of not talking to me online or who knows why. Some aren't even online. Anyway, I went on to talk about Johnny Depp and to try to find out about auditions for more Pirates of the Caribbean movies. I would post a lot and sometimes about how I used to live where he's from when I was 2. They would fight me and tell me off and I'd be upset back but not very bad and they'd kick me off. When I was on the MySpace page for the 3rd Pirates of the Caribbena movie, everyone left when I came on. I was stuck alone for a long time. When I started posting on IMDb about Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, and their movies, I posted normally but sometimes more interesting things about the movies, when they were there to goof off a lot too, and they told me off, to leave, called me an idiot kinda a lot (like my screen name Fastidious, "Fastidiot,") acted like it was cuza my race, which I think they got worse when they knew I was part Chinese. It was because I was new, they thought I was a rebel not to have come on earlier. I started posting on the social board/s of the IMDb Message Boards, and they kept calling me Mongy so many times I found relief in throwing my broken laptop against the wall. I was crazy. I had punched a lotta holes in my wall, the 1st which was pure accident. I hit because I was mad on the Johnny Depp board without much thinking. My parents heard and since ruined my life by acting differently. I went to a spa lady's home to get my blackheads removed. I think she damaged my brain with the suction. I thought before Tim Burton had gotten "sock accounts" on IMDb and called me not white a lot, like the other people. I thought that since his daughter was part Jew I caught the message to play around with her and in a fun sorta "fake online fun" way the command to call her the n word. Then, the whole world seemed to find out and now hates me. My argument was that I thought they wanted me to do it. I said to leave me alone with his n***** daughter. Whoever it was or whoever ordered it seemed to be teasing me or getting a message out of the way. I met a boy I liked online, too, and he wanted to marry me but now does not. He was from England and about 40 years old but looked young and nice. He hasn't talked to me in awhile, and I'm not sure why. Maybe, he has other things to do. He got me very mad, tho, when he wouldn't talk. I think he didn't marry me cuz I didn't say yes right away. He stopped talking to me cuz he posted a panda bear and I didn't want to be picked on for being Asian, think it was obvious. The other thing that happened via the internet was I started watching The Ellen DeGeneres Show. She put cameras and speakers around my room and had noises that annoyed me all day, including things that happen on my computer, like every time it loads now. A long time ago, this was done, 2005, except the messages weren't as annoying and weird. I started cursing about it a lot, and now I think Ellen hates me and tries to frame me with getting everyone I know to hate me. --- I would prefer to get on the show for the fact that everyone I meet is mean to me but cuza these thing that happened online, so I dunno what to say about that cuz I'm also trying to get on the show for this. I've been contacted for 2 submissions so far but didn't get on the show.
Dr. Phil Submission Update
Noises in the House
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These people will constantly tell me things in secret that bring pain becuase if I deny it they will do something else. They won't listen and keep acting like I did something to myself/others to deserve this.
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These people will constantly tell me things in secret that bring pain becuase if I deny it they will do something else. They won't listen and keep acting like I did something to myself/others to deserve this.
Dr. Phil Submission Update
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(under Relatives)
My Gramma made loud noises that seemed to affect my mom's cancer, and I ended up after a minute getting upset at her, and she acts like she doesn't know why. I had just thought something against her, and I guess she wanted to know.
(under Relatives)
My Gramma made loud noises that seemed to affect my mom's cancer, and I ended up after a minute getting upset at her, and she acts like she doesn't know why. I had just thought something against her, and I guess she wanted to know.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
earlier
You know, drug usage seems rampant. I thought if you catch someone, you go to jail, unless you tell, like drunk driving, which you can go to jail for, maybe if you kill someone, for 30 or 40 years, even if you get in the car of a drunk or "give them the keys." The only problem with all this is that person might hunt you down when they get out. It would be something to be suspicious about if they were hunted down. People go with the flow and just smile thinking about this.
You know, drug usage seems rampant. I thought if you catch someone, you go to jail, unless you tell, like drunk driving, which you can go to jail for, maybe if you kill someone, for 30 or 40 years, even if you get in the car of a drunk or "give them the keys." The only problem with all this is that person might hunt you down when they get out. It would be something to be suspicious about if they were hunted down. People go with the flow and just smile thinking about this.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
earlier response to fan
I've never been in your shoes but know exercise is needed.
I've never been in your shoes but know exercise is needed.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
Baby Boomer grandbaby! So cute!
I have a site of kids, meself:
https://twitter.com/grobansson
https://twitter.com/grobansdaughter
:) Thank you so much for sharing.
I have a site of kids, meself:
https://twitter.com/grobansson
https://twitter.com/grobansdaughter
:) Thank you so much for sharing.
Dr. Phil Submission Update
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---Noises in the House:
------People or aliens put noises and cameras around my room. The noises send me specific messages somehow that bother me a lot. They won't quit. It also is affected by what happens on my computer. Like, a page will load certain way or the hourglass will appear at random. They send me annoying messages that dig into me and hurt me and make it so I am never alone and under a bad influence I do not like.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
I wouldn't wanna get that closet to a lotta people out there. They just don't get when it's time to stop. Usually, these people are obese/laid back. People are simultaneously telling others who like me that I like that it can't be, like the hot teacher or the cool classmate. People jus thave that weird sense of judgement around me.
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It's better to help those around you than to become sicker yourself.
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It's better to help those around you than to become sicker yourself.
Dr. Phil Submission Update
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Threats
---My Dad:
------My dad literally feels he won't let me be happy with people I meet and threatens them to not talk to me and be nice to me and make me feel good. He does this thru secret messages.
---My Mom:
------She said I have to take medicine I don't need to live at home and says I can't move out when I want to. I mean, I might need some help. I'm worried about having to move right now, and the medicine makes me too tired to work. Also, seeing my dad be mean around the house does not help.
Edit
I edited my submission to Dr. Phil to include problems with celebrities on that little website I made. I shouldn't have told them all about the celebrities when I e-mailed back. I wonder if I will be recontacted. I shoulda given more of a rap on the normal problems, like "spending money I get as allowance"
Kitchenwork
I chopped up the sausage and chicken and cooked it. Hand too tired for rump roast. I jogged with weights today.
Groceries
I got like all produce it seemed and fresh meat and healthy crackers but Triscuits being what they had, which are good. Not sure if I got much else than that.. veggies, fruits, meat, Triscuits. I had 3 cheese sticks tonight. Didn't make a salad since my dad threw up in the sink. Time for bed soon or another snack 1st of those crackers and not sure what else, another piece of fruit? I had a green banana, not a plantain.
Submission to Dr. Phil
Hello Dr. Phil Show!
Here is my submission:
1. Who would participate?
It might be better if I did it alone because my case is mostly about me and the rest of the world but also how I feel in my current living situation, which I do live with my parents. If I need anyone to come, my dad is willing to be present. I am willing to ask my therapist, if she wants to participate. I already asked her, but I'm not sure what happened, like if she wasn't able to leave a voice mail yet since I changed #s and didn't realize it. Perhaps, my mom would participate thru writing alone. I am willing to have anyone contacted, old schools, old teachers, etc. I just don't know who will respond. Friends, if they wanted, tho I have none now in real life. Extended family also exists. It's mostly about me and how strangers respond, tho. So, I don't know if you think a 2nd party is needed. You could see if old teachers remember me, for example, tho. They often had good things to say about me before and my social life then. My relatives may be willing to talk but unable to come to the show.
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2. PLEASE ATTACH several recent photos of yourself and anyone else involved in the situation, including full-body shots as well as up-close smiling shots. (Before we can consider you for the show, we absolutely need pictures from you – It’s very important for us to be able to put a face with a story, especially since we get so many submissions!
I attached my photos.
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3. Explain your situation in brief detail – if possible, give 5 specific examples.
(1) People always called me shy, sweet, nice, smart, perfect, and an angel growing up. Now, everyone is cold to me and expresses hate and in a way total racial discrimination like "bye, seeya, I don't wanna talk to you." My friends even all seem to have abandoned me, what friends I had and to interesting kinds of degrees of friendship. People are mean to me it seems by sensing my conscience and smelling me out as "guilty!"
(2) My biggest problem is one of my latest big problems. I used to think Ellen DeGeneres had people who had cameras and speakers hidden around my room, house, and who knows where else make little noises to hurt me cuz I was bad she thought. I would hear ticks around the room sometimes. My computer screen would creak. The pages on my computer always seem to be controlled in how they load. They make me self-conscious. It all started out in 2005 when I thought one of my singing teachers in college was watching me and speaking to me with little ticks. This was fun, tho. Years later, 2012, the noises come back but now in a mean way. I like the people who did it at some points, so I don't want them to stop because I said this.
(3) The problem with my last problem was that it hurt me. So, I used to curse on my blogs. I think Ellen reads it and got mad but didn't act mad until I stopped. It's not nice to have things thrown at you like this. I am upset that I supposedly am bad to Ellen and she thinks all these things about me like I did them, like I wanted to look ugly or was a little bloated and therefore unpresentable. Who knows how to prevent that? We all wake and go thru the daily grind. She has a stand against me and makes other people suffer for her to bother me, like I see guys getting mustaches and beards now and probably other things. People in glasses is another one. I was only cursing because the noises bothered me so much. She wouldn't stop.
(4) The problem that set us all off was I thought Tim Burton was posting online to me in sock accounts on the IMDb message boards. I thought he kept calling me not white racially and I hated that and told him I was white. I thought I got a secret message to call his daughter the N word because her mom's part Jewish and it was to make race seem fun. So I said to stop bothering me with his n***** daughter online like I thought they wanted, esp. after calling me not white over and over. They were wrong to make me think that because I would never do it on my own. It is also wrong all the people online being mean to me: kicking me out for no reason pretending it's because I posted a longer post or included things about my personal life they weren't interested in, acting racist towards me and telling me I make no sense and to leave constantly, keep calling my Mongy when I want to be as Caucasian as I can be.
(5) The people I know are all pretty much mean to me. My parents or mom said I have to take psychiatric medicine as long as I live with them. It makes me tired and I think gave me diabetes and also high cholesterol somehow. In diabetes, you can go blind, get in a coma, have seizures, or die, etc. Pretty much everyone in the world acts like they know me however they do and I feel is constantly laughing in my face and letting me know somehow the bad thoughts they have of me. I think the news of these things spread throughout the world somehow, maybe because I blog, and that I'm secretly famous worldwide and even in the universe with aliens. So, people are all picking at me for every little thing that goes wrong with me I feel, like if I inappropriately shy away from someone, if I think of a curse word by accident and they can tell, I get mad about these weird punishment thoughts people make for me, etc. Also, my period got very light because of a small tumor under my pituitary gland under the brain. It was from a psychotic drug, Risperdal.
Summation/Important Things to Know About Me:
It might be important to know I used to hear things in college and I thought the voices were real. It seemed real, not just me sitting unaffected hearing voices in my ears. The voices were outside. I listed about my experience with magic on my website at the bottom: http://christinabarrett4.wix.
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4. PLEASE ATTACH any documentation you have in reference to the situation (i.e. Emails/Videos/Facebook Messages/Text Messages etc.)
This is the link I sent in of information last time, which had some of that information listed in categories:http://christinabarrett4.wix.
The most relevant link is some of what's contained in old blogs when I get upset a lot, it seems: http://christinabarrett4.wix.
Here is another with some helpful documentation, like about college: http://
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5. Have you or anyone involved in the situation been contacted by anyone at the Dr. Phil show (or been on the show) before? If so, please tell us what you were contacted/on the show for.
I've been contacted to be on the show. I sent in my submission and someone contacted me back. I sent in more information, and someone else contacted me again to submit more information, which I did. So, that's 2 people in a row that contacted me for 1 case. This was only in the past few weeks.
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6. Are you currently in on-going therapy?
Yes, I even listed links of my therapist talking on the website I sent of my problems under Video Footage:http://christinabarrett4.wix.
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7. Have you been diagnosed with any mental disorder?
I am diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar, and autism (Aspergers.) I was first told in Louisiana I was fine and to go home after a week in the mental hospital. They said I didn't really have schizophrenia, which was my original diagnosis, and they just put it there for functional use. I would probably be off the pills soon. When we moved to Orlando, the doctor said the only reason he diagnosed me again was because I was diagnosed before. I do not believe it, but I have been on pills for these things and the pills are a burden because they make me tired and more obese.
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Thank you!
Thank you!
Sincerely,
Christina Barrett
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