Acting School

I hope I can go to a modeling and acting school nearby.

What about fresh out of the home?  Didn't seem to work.  I was told to take more acting, and I took some.  I was told I was good for singing.  I didn't just make it to 3 things, tho, in singing, 2 I went to.

Why?

I wonder why some actresses decided to think about or go to college.

I don't recommend college prep classes, even, for a performing artist trying to make it.

The Scene

They are acting like it's all the talk, people with English heritage.

Just Imagine

Everyone for now making ends meet or people in Hollywood who people don't care for much living shoot to shoot like they need it.  Gotta pick one or the other.

Americans and Europeans Sometimes

People who are racially Caucasian like to fool around with you and waste time, no goal in mind, nothing to offer.

Problem

I can't have anything and have nothing to do.

Me Calling the Police

Crazy Uptown Funk flashmob in Sydney

Singing

Do you wanna hear a 3-year-old sing or a 13-year-old sing?  Some hit you like.

"Turn me on, turn me on"

What do you think about all those girls with dark dads and those fair moms who only do everything for them?

Facebook

I only found welcome in my 2 aunts and cousin.  Storm the books!

Hot and Cold

Africans wanna be fair.  Latin Americans wanna be dark.

Video

HA

I can still see my dad frown how I deal with the whole world knowing me but not from their own eyes online nor from another like that.. like I should be in trouble with the weight of the world on my shoulders literally.  I am part dead inside, like a ghost, and I look on from above, unaffected.  I did that before I knew it happened.

International Affairs

If you non-Americans know our songs, we get to know yours.

BUT

Americans, listen to this, cuz I think it was about you.. Go to Europe and find yourself out, unless you're special..  I've seen too many mean White people.

OK, for once, figure out

who you're talking to.  All the Middle Easterners and even Indonesians, who are Asian, act like White people are perfect little angels.

Why People Care Openly About Europe

They think Americans did it all, but in the end it was about nothing but not being Asian, so Europeans are a sign of that.

All on Asians Burden

Two more days to enter!

Posted by MyHeritage on Saturday, June 13, 2015

It's all about saying oh I'm not Asian, so I'm pretty.  It probably took a lot.  For instance, I'm supposed to be able to get an agent yet have not.  I'm sorry my nose isn't so ditzy and out there.

Asians

Why was the stop put on the Asians and people with Italian heritage are strangely extra high functioning?  It's great for them, but people are being mean to me.

Did you know..

..I quit ballet to grow taller and act at 21 and want private ballet if I make enough money somehow like thru acting.. and now they won't let me back in the kid class?

Real Singing

I'm for serious singing, not just I can talk and therefore I've sung.

New Audio of Me Singing

Website Update

Advice

If you stop singing for a long time much, you will lose your singing voice as you become older. as it is easier to learn to sing with a younger voice.

Discouraged

I tried to study music at night school at a prestigious college, no luck.

I tried to get in a musical, The Secret Garden, at a local theater, no luck, didn't sound good for some reason there.

Deliberated auditioning for the real Phantom of the Opera on Broadway but am psyched out it's for someone younger or better.

Can't seem to do anything without a car.  Agents won't accept me.  Gotta keep trying to get in Hollywood.

Plans

I was gonna audition for The Phantom of the Opera in NYC but decided I was not the one.  It's grown old on me and I don't have much a chance after things like the last DVD.

I haven't been successful at getting an agent, yet, tho, neither.  It really p***es me off.

I don't think I'm gonna take voice lessons, neither, don't even have a car.  I'm gonna just keep trying to get an agent.

School would wear me out too much when I wanna act and be around people still.

What do you think of people who..

..never notice you but suddenly get intimate and always pretend you've made a mistake?

Do I have cooties?

Because my hair is dark?  I'm a certain kind of person.

Race and Liking Boys and Girls

People say you're messed up if you're not all Caucasian.  It's just an excuse to fish them out of trouble.

If I had to chose..

..to go Anglo or Germanic, I'd go Germanic.  What's it like being mixed with a lotta Anglo Irish?  My preference would be Finnish or Norwegian.  I kinda would like to marry a Norwegian and move to Finland and travel.  I'm trying to learn Finnish.

IMDb - The Soapbox

You seem to have been able to stay out of trouble. You know, online. They just pick on the nice ones if they can find them.

Unimpressed

How is you making sure things are down okay if you just seem to all shout out mean things at me?

Doing Things for Others

So, you do these outlandish things for others that you never did for me, like I'm past my prime and never mattered or am just some animal to poke at.  You assure others that everything is okay and nothing that was done was for me, like I'm old and to be disposed of.

Giggle of Greed

You all just raise your eyebrow.

"Greedy Eyes"

So, I just hear l some kind of little giggle of greed when I like something and "it goes to" someone else.  You're supposed to share!  Isn't that hilarious, tho?  I work hard for something that means a lot to me.  People worship people who are like me except they know they are all Caucasian: Ellen DeGeneres, Bella Thorne, Tim Burton, to name a few..

Accelerated Generation

You know how you find big things are done for others?  Like, Generation X was taught to respect Asians.  Well, when that person is me, my fun just goes on to the next.  I have to give them my special identity, so what was meant for me never really was.  It's made to look like it is so they don't get caught.

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