Thursday, March 5, 2015

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Most people wanna use things to their advantage to hem their flaws.

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(mending mother daughter relationship)

Maybe, if the world changed.

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Gradual exercise can heal an upcoming onslaught of pain.

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Everyone seems to have serious flaws.

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(can you imagine punishing your mom by not speaking for 7 years to her?)

Yes.

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(Doctor on Demand)

The only funny thing is I think I'm on insurance and see a psychiatrist who doesn't do much every 6 weeks and a therapist every month.  Also, my tablet doesn't tape from my side and I broke 2 webcams, 2 laptops, and a computer.  Nice idea, tho.  :)

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(speaking for a case with the /injured/passed out type of injury party I think/ daughter of a celebrity, Whitney Houston who passed away recently)

That's very brave of you.

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(not to stop parenting)

Yo ya'll my life was fine back in the late 90s until it started to be all about the babies born then.  I feel I am a parent to them.  It was fine before that, too.  Good advice.  It's like when someone cuts a relationship with you.  No one's there.  People think you are opened up, and you didn't want those people before so why not get the people you want?  Is it about money???

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"Lying" is not some fancy abstract term to be used by 1 and by all.  People lie if they think people aren't worth it.  They should learn to be honest and not lie for the wrong reasons.
In case you didn't get this idea, why would 1 person deserve to take over everything I have emotionally and socially just because they decided they want to but no one else?
I never did anything wrong.  Who ruined my life this time??

I've done things that weren't absolutely the perfect desired effect.  I'm not Pee Wee Perfect LOL.

Are you just saying I'm okay?

New Photos of Me

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Me being in trouble makes me find more of the fault in you.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I've had people who don't know what they are doing or are bad tell me "what" "really happened" when it didn't happen like that, at all.  They know they are wrong, but they just keep at me.  Before, my parents respected me from a distance, in a way, like it was important and fit, but now they are able to be invovled via secret cameras in my room wherein other people must watch.  So, people keep distorting what reality is.  I've felt out of touch with people for 10 years since this experiment on my life began to take form for me.

I do not much find use for "forgiveness" when I think something someone did was wrong.  They think they are all forgiven "in the process," but I don't have to accept that they keep thinking it's right.  It almost sounds like the unforgiveable sin, to forsake the Lord God.

I dunno about what was really affecting my mind to me, but I would say a lotta poor people in Orlando are guilty of this and with racism, unfairness like a life don't count.  You could be George Washington, and no one would care cuza raical tension.  Like with me being the scapegoat.

Good advice, I clicked thru some of the links.  :)
OK, I just read probably an important secret message.  Even though you messed up on someone, does not mean everyone has to listen to you to make things right insofar as something was not for them.
People think I will do "something else" wrong.

College

maybe just general studies for now?  :(

Each class is over 3 hours twice a week or online.
I'm just a girl in a bubble.
If me being good doesn't matter, nothing will.

Robin McGraw

or someone on top of Phil

I see him slipping on the show.  It's his show.  So, what I mean is I've caught him tossing aside being nice, like people who seem to agree with me sometimes, like an outlet and on screen.  I don't mean to make a monster of it.  I'm just saying.  It might just be a time to go with the flow, but I think it's important.  I'm not always wrong.

..Is anyone even out there?

Dr. Phil - Facebook

That's a good question.  I think the mom is in trouble.  I don't know what the daughter wants, maybe just wanted to be on the show.  :)  I have the same concerns about my Gramma.  Before things got crazy, she was always very respectful to me.  Now, she has marred my body in a way 3 times.

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It sounds typical.  I'd kiss my mom goodbye. :) I hope she gets her relationship back.

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I used to wonder about my body in concerning taking both piano and the instrument organ lessons, but it's better than sitting around and doing nothing.  One little slip, and I could lose it all.  Pianist and organists tend to embody a lotta spirit, I must admit tho.  In general, it makes me wonder because I found that maybe musicians need more relaxation than normal people for some reason.  Musicians/singers and dancers can also seem to die young, to most people's surprise.  :(  A good topic in psychiatry or synesthesia/kinesthesia.

Exercise

almost 10 minutes a section of Killer Abs

Edit

New Public Tag - Judge Judy
I was being nice.  People come on and keep getting at me for the past.  If you try to annoy me and give me problems with words coming to mind from you, I'm not gonna be angellic in the head by observation for sure.
watching Judge Judy and posting on IMDb - The Soapbox

Posting on IMDb the Soapbox

and with Ellen on

couldn't be happier
Why are these mean people telling us about ourselves when nothing's there?  Like, they act like they are so good cuz they are famous actresses.  In the end, the part of them that's not so good is the part they left for us!

he he he

Someone thought respecting me was a thing to copy and now it's catching on I don't care anymore.
Mean girl on Ellen who doesn't seem to get she's not looking in a mirror.
OK I don't care if you did it cuz I don't care anyway and I know someone else did it, too.

It's none of your business if what equals this is negative to you.  That's not what I meant.  There could be another meaning.  (!)
Wow, I don't care why you have a problem, you just have one.
Your relationship wasn't exactly a match made in Heaven, neither.
Why do you keep telling me other people are better?

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My last post posted before I could untag it.
Why do you need me to have said bad things about what you did to make fun of me?
Looks like Ellen really came out of the bushes.
So, what's so peculiar about Ellen?
THIS IS NOT OK

I SAID I THOUGHT OF TAKING MY LIFE
You are not the spitting image of Ellen DeGeneres.
See, you are uncomfortable about feeling.
Is this even cool?
Quit being uptight for Ellen.
Goofing off on Ellen again.
I know I'm a waste of time to "save."

Let's have fun by doing.

Why do you love so-and-so?  Is it so you don't have to love someone else?

IMDb - The Soapbox

Any Tips for My Mom?

I think it's been too much stress from others on her. The only thing she did wrong was try to block me from any Caucasian pleasure in the world.

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Re: Any Tips for My Mom?

lol "caucasian pleasure" what's that white dick?
Don't feel bad my mom tried to block me from all black hispanic and asian pleasure. For my 17th birthday she gave me Mein Kampf.

Re: Any Tips for My Mom?

I dunno, cool about your mom.

I just feel that I am not my parents. I get a little from like my dad's mom, for instance, but I never "got" to know his dad nor his dad's side..

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I can have more than 2 parents.
Why doesn't what I say mean anything?  Ask someone else online to stick up to the bullies somehow.
Look, whose blog is this, yours or mine?

IMDb - The Soapbox

Any Tips for My Mom?

I think it's been too much stress from others on her. The only thing she did wrong was try to block me from any Caucasian pleasure in the world. 
Are you really there just to tell me something I already know?  Is that as far as it gets??

And why do you see the world thru glasses of sarcasm?  I don't need more problems for what you guess my tone of voice is.

cont. :)

Oh. My.

cont.

..Why?

cont.

How?  When?  Did what?

Song Lyrics

Save.. me.. lead me from my solitude


Who?  What?
So, who all did anyone have to move on to?
Wow, special Christina needs a lesson.  She must be stuck up.  She even took it  upon herself to say to not confine my relationships to being watched in my room in 2005.  Hate to burst your bubble.