Wednesday, November 3, 2010

I might wait to get a job.

I'm not sure about my weight issue.  At least I shouldn't be tired.

I forget what I was gonna say.

Some People's Point

Some people's points are that everyone wanna has fun.

All People Wanna Do

It seems like all people wanna do is prove their point even though they don't really have one, a unique point.

There's this outfit I saw that I like

that I'm going to get with my dad this weekend.

To different capacities we are all very special.

I used to feel cuter and smaller, but I gained the freshman 40 at 150 pounds.  I am trying not to eat too much.  It's hard to lose this weight, but maybe getting a job will help.  I wonder where I can work and what the hours will be.

I wonder if only

south China is safe.  It seems that northwest China has darker skin than southeast and maybe same to dead south.

My mom is south southeast Chinese.  I imagine southwest Chinese is like Indochina.

You have to know if something looks European or interesting.  There are islanders that are only so-so.  They do look very young.

My mom grew up doing ballet and then did gymnastics.  I feel comfortable about each her and my dad and am not sure what would have happened if they never met, like my dad might want to pick another Chinese lady and my mom was just doing it for her major in English as a Second Language, ESL.

My mom was number one in gymnastics.  That's like saying that the U.S. gymnasts were cute or someone very talented.

I notice already somebody is

already always being sarcastic about people who wanna look like the princess but who enjoy the company of others who don't have weight as their pedestal, along with things like warts or being pimply or having nothing there.

Working

I get allowance and wanna ask my dad for something but just spent a lot of his money messing up dying my hair.  Anyway, so, I was in Wal-Mart and found an outfit I really liked that would be around $25.  Maybe I will ask him to go.  I think it's on sale.  There were a few more things tho I really liked this one.

So, I wanna get a job so I can get mucho new clothes.  My mom said wait until next week to see if with these benefits I get financially, mail sent to me, that when I work will I need to pay them half of my earnings then.

Do Jews have a certain look like Africans and Asians?

The thing about Africans is they are totally different from Europeans and Asians.  Asians might be similar.  I don't know, it's just that my mom is from an island in Asia.  There are sexy Asian minorities.  China is like Europe because it's 1 name for 1 big thing.  We think we know exactly what different supposed extremes could be.

What's going around is that this famous actress Kate Beckinsale has 1|8 Burmese or something.  There are some little countries like a part of Indochina between China and India pretty basically.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Indochina

The rest is just the Filipins and Japan and Korea in the northeast.

I feel pretty safe because people always want to know "it's China."  Indochina is neat.  It includes Vietnam.  It's basically goes Vietnam Taiwan & Filipins then Japan and Korea.  So, south China isn't really dark, but northwest is.  I may be wrong, but there are light people.  I am compiling these things to post as well.

So, Asians are very black and white.  They are also attractive but don't look like modern people.  They are so good.  I suppose if someone marries them have to make sure they match.  Like, my mom is pretty disciplined.  She's from the 1950s|60s.  I don't feel the same about other Asians, just my mom.  I hate it when people pick at me and pretend they're so perfect.  I can see the good sides to each of my parents and know about the rest of my family relations.

If I had a mom from northeast China, they'd have that thin crepe skin.  Then there's the northwest which has that athletic Mongoloid look.  The middle has tribes which include blonde hair and blue eyes, like the indians in Europe, in the southeast.

So, I think it's bad when people are mean to very attractive people of another race, which is rare.  Very attractive to me is worldly, a good citizen or someone open to the world.

I think Asians all have freedom.  Vietnam is on the coast and the rest of Indochina have varying degrees of proximity to India or China.  Jews need to worry but not really because they are also so European.  I don't know why north Asia doesn't look Russian.  Actually, there are eskimos and pagans there.

Jews are just jews.  It's a very religious feeling.  Ethnic Jews don't have a certain look nor color in a way.  The color may be like Greece, sometimes light sometimes dark.  I know because there are ones with light hair.

Africans do have a certain look as much as Asian has the Asian features so-to-speak.  It's hard to say.  I think they think that the Caucasoids in the Middle East are Asian but not in that way with the pinched up look.  I don't have blatant things like that because I consider myself a normal person.  It feels more like being Jew.  My hair was not born black, though.  Only rarely was it really that black.  It's sorta a neat color, though, if you like the rest of you.  I think I had more of a white Mongolian look.  I did gymnastics, so I had the athletic look, though in a way I was thin.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michelle_Trachtenburg

Here is the Jewish look though.  I think I have a handle on it now.  If you watch Audrey Hepburn helping Africans you will see the modern look of Africans.  They really have black skin, not brown like most Africans in the US.  I guess living in the US is what it is.  It feels like I'm getting Jew almost.  I have north American native American, though.

http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.cherokee-corp.com/diversity/webimages/Immersion-girls.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.cherokee-corp.com/diversity/overview.php&usg=__FRWPmDBsXIEsOAUGwj9b1HQL_II=&h=1943&w=2100&sz=401&hl=en&start=9&sig2=hlcNWwHd9jySsm18xSScvA&zoom=1&um=1&itbs=1&tbnid=UVQHlBdvttT2eM:&tbnh=139&tbnw=150&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dcherokee%2Bgirls%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dopera%26sa%3DN%26rls%3Den%26tbs%3Disch:1&ei=KxXRTL6qAYP7lwfkwt3ODA

These are Cherokees.  So, obviously, indians have caught on in the U.S.  Europe is an old country, so the tribes are set with blonde hair and the eskimos in Russia and the north pole.

I think the way Asians look is just how they look.  They feel what they feel about Europeans.  Europeans aren't always as delicate in their culture but are very cute.  I think other cultures are mysterious.  I realize Pocahontas doesn't look so European, but she seems to notice the differences.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pocahontas#Journey_to_England_and_death

She seems pretty white to me.  Indians can make themselves European for some reason.  Maybe it was for the beauty they are indian.  The kid looks cute.

Johnny Depp is related to the first black woman who freed or whatever and that she had kids apparently with someone white.  I think he is a direct descendant.  I am not prejudiced against blacks as a race but feel different around different ones.  They are so dark I cannot match up.  I do not understand, but I guess the ones who get fresh air are best off too.  Europeans are hard workers.

I'm happy and feel well-accepted overall.

I wonder if my mom and I will get new keyboards

since I spilled water on mine and I have my mom's from using with a laptop and extra computer screen.

Someone broke twice in this house.

They took my mom's checks and brother's laptop.