Problem

I keep not watching Ellen on Fridays.  I hope I do, tomorrow is Monday.  It's fun to see her chronologically.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Who is the most narcissistic poster on the Soapbox?

Yes, but I found that when someone is mean to you if you are mean back others hold something against you unnecessarily for a long time. I find this too true. They think that justifies the attacker.

Thanks, tho, your words ring true.

I wasn't exactly mean, just hurt and thought I had a right to be defensive. I used curse words but not incessantly at that person.. Now, I can't get back my life to normal. It's like it's okay to see me smiling driving a garbage truck.

Other posters here seem to be standing in line to get into the detention room. *drumroll* *symbols* 

Life Before

My life was nice before Ellen DeGeneres.  What is she on, seriously?  Something like that, I mean no offense in how I use this phrase, "What is she on?"  Something isn't right.  Something is not there.  Obviously, I care and I'm suffering.

...

"Bummer"

Ellen DeGeneres is someone who really sees that people have to be mean to me cuz she's sacred and I cursed about her putting hurtful noises in my room.

Problem

I'm the one who's normal.  You keep bothering me.  I can't seem to relax.  My mom is so mean to me all the time because my dad is mad at me.  He just doesn't want to get a heart attack.  :(

Problem

If something I think seems wrong or don't they threaten what I do.

Problem

You all care about your kids and not me, not even my parents.  You won't leave me alone to socialize.

Problem

They are always being mean to me.  My mom and at least a little that my dad thinks is worth to muster..

Oh, yea.

Ellen DeGeneres seems to have one underlying issue, that everyone isn't a smiley clown with bright hair.

..who goes around being overly perky and reveling to some degree in physical features that oneself possesses.

What is the source of the problem?

I used to meet people and have a successful outcome.

Issue

I can't seem to help from keep feeling Ellen DeGeneres has gone off the deep end, but I am concerned about her..

It's hard to remember why, but it's pretty obvious.

Maybe, I'm just mad at the messenger..

Issue

They keep playing with my computer.

Problem

Why does Ellen DeGeneres try to beat me up?

Problems

They are doing things to me I don't like.

Issue

So, if Ellen DeGeneres gets mad for a reason, why can't I?

Problem

They're playing around trying to hurt me for no reason.

Problem

They keep making someone I like look outlandish and silly.

Problem

It seems I can't live in the world because of Ellen DeGeneres.  Everything for me is for Bella Thorne.  She says well I pay attention to you, but when I'm not watching the show it's like I can't talk to anyone else.

Problem

They are trying to imprint someone on me for no reason.

Not Backing Down

If people don't wanna be around someone and that someone shies away, why do they get to attack me?

Problem

It seems true Ellen DeGeneres has gotten me convincingly alienated from others cuz it doesn't matter.  If not, it's my dad or the experiment.  I didn't do anything to deserve this kind of treatment.

Problem

Look, I don't know what's going on with people torturing me in my room with the computer and noises.

Hm..

I bet Ellen DeGeneres knows other people are unnecessarily racist to me.

Question

What did I do to deserve to be seen as unattractive?

Issue

I shouldn't just be mad, but I question the suggestion about Ellen DeGeneres supposedly "meddling" in others's lives, mine and people I know.  It probably isn't her, and we should give her the benefit of the doubt.  However, someone could be out doing something.  We don't know.  I just know a lot of mean things have been secretly said or symbolized.  Why would you insult me just to have me ignore it?

Problem

They keep trying to make my body feel dead, like someone I like suddenly said to do it.

Happiness Is..

People are happy with freedom and security.

Problem

They shouldn't be able to control my life.

Problem

They keep tossing me aside when I post my problems here.

Problem

People keep acting perverted by saying about me, "It's not 'it,'" in a perverted way, like I'm "not some typical girl with blonde curls."

Problem

Ever since I cursed about the noises in my room or whatever, it seems I can't feel good with other people because of Ellen DeGeneres being involved.  She didn't have a problem until I was able to stop, at least using curse words.  She just can't admit it was wrong.  I had a right to be mad, and I guess I just lost it.  I don't have to do that, but I guess it seemed okay in circumstances and I wasn't even really cursing right at her mostly and blotted out entire words.  They are fighting me and bothering me.  They are making life not worth it.  They keep overshadowing me with Bella Thorne, too, like all the stuff I deserve is now nothing, relationships, attention, approval.  I need to find a way to get my life back since Ellen DeGeneres and this "stuff."  I'm very upset.  Ellen DeGeneres thinks it's okay and I feel confined by the belief of Tim Burton and her that a non-famous person can only know 1 famous person, too, because Ellen DeGeneres thinks I'm bad.  They are watching and talking to me in my room with clicks.  They are taking away all my happiness.  My parents are always mean in attitude towards me, too.

Successful People

Did you notice most successful people aren't as mean as Ellen DeGeneres?

Disclaimer:  Mean - she's rough and tough and it comes off that way to many people.  I find it mean to me.. not sure what else to say about that. Don't feel like writing a long thing about it..  I mean, it's overly obvious.

Problem

They are saying mean things to me on IMDb via other posters.