Saturday, January 11, 2014

I find it suggestive that you do things to me that you blame me for.  Like, recognizing mean friends who I accidentally spammed with my writing.

Admit It

You treat me like an animal cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese.  I think Ellen thinks that's okay.  I don't have to pay her anything.  This lady on the show submisses for publicity.  I will never bow to any of you.

Gotta Stop

This is gonna have to stop.  I can tell what people like even Ellen are thinking of me.

Supposedly, if I went to school or work, which I am going to 2 support groups this semester and then it's over I think.. then the bothering should somehow go away.  Instead, the teachers are also in on this.
Every time someone tries to save me, they get mad.

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So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?

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Dream

I was with like Elsa or Anna in the snow from Frozen for a long time.  It was a hazy dream.  It seems my new medicine makes it hard for me to dream possibly but am unsure, same with last medicine.

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People need to understand the fact that other people can be just like family easily and that children are often the opposite of their parents.

Yea, the kids take to both parents in an aligned way. They probably have a yearning to be like other kids. That cute girl Traci.. she seems pretty well-to-do.. It's interesting how the younger 1s are more connected to their parents. The oldest 1 has black hair, and the rest have light hair. Do you know for a fact if kids take to a mother or father more? It seems to be both or different by person. As far as meeting my needs, I was more like my mom just because I was a girl. As for my ethnicity, it seems more from my dad. It seems it just depends on the person and who the parents are.

It seems like Mindi might have been trying to impress both parents, like she has her dad under her belt but is trying to find out who she is from her mom. She's a sweet girl. She was so happy to be by her dad and I guess has a cool mom and sisters and brother. It's just funny when you connect to people who have families. Simply they are into "what" and not so much aligning like who who is in your life. That's how I felt also about Tim Burton and his family,

As far as her voice and her dad, I mean she could really go somewhere. I wonder if people get too close to Richard and his family is less close in a way. I think that's a main wonder of mine. I guess since they are in the same family they don't have to worry about not getting close so much LOL.

Yea, he is a great pianist. It's funny, guess he is known for his accompanying his sister and ability to do music as a Carpenter. He is uptight. It reminds me of Tim Burton, of whom I am still a fan of course. I wonder if it's because he is English. I do feel sorry for him. I don't blame him for anything with his sister, not as you would consider it. There's more to say on this, too, I think.

Thanks so much for sharing the video of the choir. I didn't know Richard was playing with these people. I used to be in a choir like that and think they did a very good job, look like they are in 8th grade.

Also, yea, Mindi has a nice voice. It's funny Richard doesn't have the getup to do this with more people.. Mindi would have more to do if he did this. :/ I get up and sing most days each week it seems, and I do popular songs I know.

Dream|s

Well, it's hard to remember the 1st.  There were lots of people in a warehouse area.

2nd, an adult in the form of a child was next to me with Trail Mix and acting spastic but making me feel good, like an appealing Spanish girl.  I kept getting to cuddle.  I was tired just like in rea life.  I went up to people working at a booth in front of a store and was like I'd be working just like you but I don't have a comfort hub at home.  That makes me think of my room.  Furthermore, about how I missed sleeping enough.  Think I'm eating something tasty and going back to bed..

The Magical Wizards and Witches of Celebration Hill-

There was a father this time named Richard Carpenter with 2 wives, 1 named Karly and 1 named Megabi.  Karly was older and there happened to be 4 children, 3 girls and 1 boy.  Megabi had a daughter who was magical and ^related^ to people in a ^different^ way named Christina Bearette.  The 3 girls were named Chloe 5, Jackie 4, and Bella 3.  Christina was 10 1/2.

The place was rampant with activity.  Sometimes, Christina thought that boys got to close to her cuz in her popular family she was the oldest.

Christina had a room and was at a transition in her life, still close to 7 or 8 she supposed.  Things were so different.  Maybe it was the girls who brought her down.. "NO NO NO NO NO."  In her room she stocked away muffins that helped her when she ate them, puffy sweetish things to the taste.  She hunted and had an ice box.  She owned no pets and became very bored.  Since she was related in different ways, she and her mom weren't always "close" but always okay together.

There was to be a big caravan, and many single wizards and witches were going and all the families.  "Ugh!" thought Christina in with the 9-year-olds, but she was short.  They made camp, and Christina said, "How are we going to ward off the animals?.."  She saw a wolf, and everyone dashed off.  A witch by the name of Cinderella lifted her onto the caravan and tried to cradle Christina.  She felt like a kid again seeing the wolf.  The wolf she saw followed them and would come into her house to live with her.

Alas, they arrived at a destination.  "The Carnival!!"  It was a place set up by different nations with rides galore.  "Stay close to me dears," the caregivers said to the children they looked after, mostly age 2-8.  Christina loved the tunnel of love.  She had never been in 1, but she read fabulous stories of those who did.  She tended to Richard and made up bottles for the kids.  He pat her on the shoulder and tended to his kids, as well..  Christina wished she was a wolf.  The wolf and her played.  It was a silvery, white-ish boy wolf who was small still.  She wandered away up into a mountain of snow and gloriously dwelt therein.
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    "My initial thought was that she didn't have a very pleasant voice, but i decided I was wrong"

    ---You mean not delicate.

    "i think Richard would do well to help Mindi to discover her own genre (stage and showtunes might be optimal) rather than trying to redo Karen's songs with her, if that's what he's trying to do."

    ---Yea, maybe she's like her parents.

    "Why set one's child up for failure ?"

    ---That's what happened to me, honey.

    About Richard Carpenter, he's hardly a dork, which can only be a good thing, if you know what I mean.


Is there anything wrong with asking about famous people like Ellen DeGeneres why they detest fans? I felt rejected and publicly humiliated. I feel that way for asking, as well. They do not feel excited nor giddy about meeting those who want to meet them, it seems. They might expect them to show up online like us. Like, advertise it all over, that's the only way, like seeing a movie. I'm ready to meet famous people, alas. I've been online hiding away for years, though. I can sense these things in the wind.
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Would you say it's a fair call in the end

that someone wants blonde hair but won't tell?  Like, you see people sometimes with families and wonder why the youngest is how they are?

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How old were you when you remember your opinion on the consciousness of what it is to be a singer?

Do music and be around singing!  It does the voice a world of good.  I feel like an old singer.

If you want to answer my question under Fans Ask would be fine and comfortable with me.

Thank you so much Richard for being the exemplary model of what it is to be a male.  There are other attractive people out there I'd have great joy in seeing next to you, the way I want to be surrounded by people who are good at singing.  I am only 27, and you seem to be a fatherly public mentor.  I looked to see if any of your daughters were on Twitter, but I couldn't find any.  I have 1 brother but would like a younger sister.  Too late to think @ it, though.

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