Saturday, August 29, 2015

Bad Punishments

You can't degrade people just because you intend for them to feel that way and say it's a punishment they deserve.

People don't do things thinking it's for bad people.  They have to be made happy.

A Lack

I ended up terribly lacking in this experiment.

Racism

They are mean in New Orleans now, not accepting anyone who's not white like they're bad, going deep..  It's what sparks the collective conclusion.

Aha ha ha

On TV, they acted like a black girl who wanted to live as white had a ^problem^.  You can't judge someone because of what their parents are.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Why is it considered racist to oppose illegal immigration?

It sounds like no one is on my side except "the odd one out." Most people believe in racism because it will at least affect someone else of a minority race, like getting back at their own kind.

I prefer to be called white > I accept you as white. 

Re: Why is it considered racist to oppose illegal immigration?

It kinda affects me more cuz as a 1/2 Chinese/Asian-Indonesian, people all want Indonesian but not the people in it unless they bow down to them..

I didn't do anything illegal! I was born in Southeastern Florida. 

Re: Why is it considered racist to oppose illegal immigration?

No one believes in segregating partly because of things like mixed race and its value when you find a good one, like Johnny Depp. 

More

They think my life is not in limbo and I have to suffer because of my dad, when I said, "Oh, no," when he came home about not finishing my homework.

Guess what I found?

In the TV show about Katrina from November 2005 I found they said "Bella Thorne" and "Spanish."  They like them over me cuz they're from a hot climate and New Orleans is very French.

Bella Thorne started acting in something big I know I think 2011.

Racism

I was accepted as a person despite my race.  I know that other people seem like screeching and howling maniacs about race with nothing to offer at the table.  That's not good because if they had nothing to offer they shoulda gone white, problem solved, nothing to miss.  About the misbehavior, I feel it has been something I've had to pay for.

Becoming Famous

So, people think you have to be self-centered to be in Hollywood.  Some people are raised to be that way.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Why is it considered racist to oppose illegal immigration?

You mean like disciplining them? I bet people from Europe have come here more welcome but not recognizedto be so compared to others, even. 

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Why is it considered racist to oppose illegal immigration?

For the same reason why it's considered anti semitic to speak against Israel.

I believe it's called "political correctness".

Re: Why is it considered racist to oppose illegal immigration?

They sound like they built their life around beating other races down and into violence.

29/f/Orlando

TV

Katrina

They all were thrown *beep* at when they had to disperse from Katrina and people who lived there who were moving up but have no ancestry there.

Like, all you people getting mad at how I think and even thinking I can suddenly in trouble are bad.

Point

Why do people wake up when they find someone of a lesser race has it more together emotionally and ***ually and say, "No, I have to remain on top."

I also see..

..my dad has trashed what I learned in New Orleans and wants me to do stupid things because he's not from the South like me.

Problem

I'm watching a talk from Hurricane Katrina time in New Orleans, and I found "everyone knew" I was really ^punished^.  My dad ran around like Mighty Mouse and went and made sure no on in the world would "accept" me.  This is for saying, "Oh, no," when my dad came home.  He didn't say anything, so maybe he had a reason.  I wasn't done with my homework.  He should've asked why I said that cuz he knows I'm good and was a hard worker.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Why is it considered racist to oppose illegal immigration?

Because people turn on too much to the opportunity to say something bad about another race. 

I've made the decision.

On Try Food Lovers, the commercial show, a lady who looks like Ellen knows somehow that I'm not accepted by Ellen-look-alikes just for being mad and hitting things.. after she acknowledges that she opens her arms up wide saying she's almost 70.

Me Today

2:40

Problem

You can't flip me out because Johnny Depp "changed the world."

TV

Managing Asia

Here's greatness for you!

Is Bella Thorne the crowned leader exemplified for Latin Americans?

She makes a wrong move, it gets fixed.

I know..

..she doesn't deal with her identity as a Latin American in addition to a white American.

Americans Messing Up Nonwhites

Americans mess up the English accent of people who are not white who know it in the English accent.

Question

Why does Dr. Phil act like he's doing a favor by not "achieving"/"reaching" something, like in a way you want/prefer to be European?  He acts like he coulda beat the whole world and Johnny Depp, but he, like others of his wishful league, said you or you all wanted not to be cool so he decided to do what he did for you.

Europeans

It seems they get excited when they get to show off next to someone who's not European, like m********ing or having an o*****.

Me

Way too old and old-seeming to have a baby, plus on psych meds which affected my hormones and female thing.

Me

I still get treated like I'm a kid in some ways.  How is that?  It's probably that thing I've been saving somewhat subconsciously.

Interests

I am interested in being an oboist, but I also think surgery is a good field - ER, tech/engineering.  We need more in healthcare, including exercise programs and knowledge of things like the vitamin extracting blenders.

I don't make dumb mistakes.

Anyone of any ethnicity would want to move to a cold part of the mainland.

I could shoot for Italy, but I'll just know someone else made it up north.

TV - Healthcare in China

It's very demanding.  Those on top look good.

An obese lady's husband is set to die in 10 days.

A work looking woman has an ill, baby-looking 2-year-old, I think girl.

TV

Healthcare in China

Did it bother you?

Ellen - making dreams come true

I didn't expect to be so discovered so many times, but it came about as infamy, an insult.  Somehow, maybe because of Ellen saying I'm cool, I was given a chance.

Bella Thorne "comes along," I followed her online.  I often said people/she likes to act like she's your friend to get ahead and leave you in the dust with more points for her.

I was fortunate to see some wild animals which I'd hope is just one in a million, and it seemed like they were talking to me, like on TV.

Now, people, also go around the world to other civilizations.  Bella is in the lead, and things are going.

Ellen does not think what she did to me was right, but upholds me to things, like thinking it was fair.  Bella's dreams are coming true, and for some reason it's as though she always wanted this.  I didn't really get this.  She didn't seem into Ellen's kinda melancholy, nostalgic stereotype until she got on Shake It Up.  She used to have 2 obediently following cute, "beady" eyes, a strangely flattened face, and more of a stub nose.

It looks like Bella took on the stereotype by storm.  I don't know if her dream "beats out" that of all others in relation to Ellen.

So, I'm in trouble, and now it's an easy package to "hand over" to Bella.

I figured it out.

People from Pennsylvania yearn to be rescued to another state in the U.S.

Problem

They are acting like suddenly I can't meet prestigious people.

Music

I find I am back where I started.. I wanna play an instrument, maybe oboe.  You have to make it your life.

I wanna play for musicals etc. but also wanna still sing and dance.  Maybe I can act or host a show or something when I'm older.

Misjudging Me

People are acting like I'm perverted cuz they're insecure.

Disclaimer

I'm not making a big picture of Ellen being upset at me, just saying she really smiled as she sorta tossed me aside.  Who knows why?  I can't do that and get away with it.

I'm not trying to fight..

..I just wanted to talk about it in case I had an interested audience.

More

Big things happened because I was lonely and kept e-mailing people who did not respond.  I felt suicidal. Not technically, but you know, crazy.

My life was pretty flawless.  I went on a break, and these things were made into big topics to go by.

"Consequence.."

Make my life hard and beat me up for it, people in general.

Did you know there are signs in movies and Disney World?  It's followed suit that Bella Thorne gets *** and I get dis'd with *beep*.  They are putting me with/as various people I do not want, the secret messages, which may be inappropriate in a way to talk about.

It's a pretty big thing.  They don't care.

Just giving the inside look.

Judging People

Do you know the stupid things people think are wrong with me?  It doesn't matter, anymore.  My life was ruined.  I didn't do anything mean nor illegal.

Why does Ellen suggest younger people and more "unattractive" older people in general are prey to her judgement of not being good enough?

She really trashed me with a smile, at 1st.  I don't really take that from anyone.  So, I felt upset about it.  In the end, she acted overbearing over me, without much success.  The world was against me cuz I thought someone wanted me to call someone the N word.  I'm just an entity to her she trashed with a smile over and over.

Then, I must add, there are illegal hurtful noises in my room and I cursed about them.  She acted like she did it.  I cursed at my dad cuz that was Ellen's excuse for hating me.  I cursed at her a little then, bleeped it out mostly probably, but this was out of a lot of being annoyed.  I turn around, and my life's over.

I'm just delivering the 411.

My life is downsized because of others who hate me.