Tuesday, December 30, 2014

Message

Ellen, you are a bad person and deserve to be locked up for putting secret messages in my room and telling people to send them to me.  They are bad messages.

I say this because I am tired of finding you messing with my life.  I turn on the show and concerning things you seem happy as can be.  That doesn't make sense.  You act even like you didn't do it and then you did it.

I could just say you're bad or I don't like it, but this society locks people like you up.  You wouldn't care if I just said you're bad.  So, I'm telling you you make my life like I'm locked up.


No hard feelings otherwise, seems you've started the problems.

I shouldn't have to put up with my parents like this, neither.

We just have to fight it and know what I post is right.  If it's not, I'd take it down.  Let's just say, she'd hurt others, then, to be popular.


I think it's even her fault I'm on medicine I don't need!

Problem

They are under the impression this brat is okay.  Ellen is supposedly the one doing it.  Ordering the secret messages.  "Ordering!"  I want my life back.

Problem

They made it so my e-mail didn't show me I got a message after I went to it.

You'd better run.

Anything can turn bad, even to bad people.

Exercise

6 minutes, haven't done this much in life

Exercise

Time for cardio.

Mad

I thought something violent after I saw my brother left his pathetic secret messages in my bathroom. . I know Ellen told him to do this.  STOP!  She's so nice to Bella Thorne.

I see what happened.

They say something disagreeable about someone and then fight me.

ate again

corn dog
cooked cabbage and salt

So jealous!

link

Maine, ages 8-17, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, auditions Jan 2015

College!

Well, I want my AA in singing.  I don't know about a Bachelor's.. so much to chose from.  Who knows what this could mean?  I can sing after 1 semester of college.

My psychiatrist..

..hate me so much for not wanting his hard worked for meds that he twitched his eyes which affected mine when I followed him.

Am I bad?

I am inspired.  I can make money with my music, get a decent place and donate the rest to charity.  When the world is fixed, save the national debt, I'll go have fun, and I'll still be young.  Will you?

Real Teal!

The poor dark babies's eyes are really visibly teal!

The people who advertise abuse/poor

are like that lady on Touched by an Angel.

Psychology is stupid.

They think misbehavior or being given too much homework means you need psychiatric medication.

Some people who make mistakes are good, too.

Sad

1 guy is suicidal and he's fair I think.. has an accent.

TV

Jail

They said some stopped their meds.

I feel that way.

I wasn't allowed to graduate college.  I just sit here on the internet with TV.  Other people are on it and performing but not me.

TV

I'm watching Jail..

2 Sides

Some people feel overpowered by Ellen but don't really worry too much.

Some people think she is intimidating.


My life is an experiment, and I was let to maybe believe she send mean secret messages.  I just got told that's okay.  I don't think it is ever for my own good.  I want to escape to college, 3 or 4 more years.  I'm 28.  It's very depressing..

If

Native Americans are Asian, then Pacific Islanders are Asian.  They are also black but not Indonesia.  The black they have is Australoid.

News

I heard some journalists were jailed in Egypt for 2 or 3 years.  What did they do?  They look unhappier than me..

I just realized something..

When I see a plane crash where my mom is from, I can only ask if it was done on purpose to hurt people such as myself.  Why does someone get mad if I ask that?  Not really blaming anyone or whatever, they/whoever think they have the right to have made the plane crash, it seemed.. not to be too harsh cuz I don't really believe it, it just comes up.  Anyway, now, I know they think I deserve it.  Sorry for my poor writing.