I had

Ripped the flesh off my leg.

People hate my singing

cuz I'm older now.

Did you know

your parents can make up stuff about you and you go to a poorly kept facility for people with mental issues, a downgrade from jail!  And your parents would have to be physically or really outwardly abusing you in order for you to get a court order away maybe of outside support .. not like if you say they have an attitude, but you know maybe, but who wants to move out?

My Being Upset

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Me Singing Just Now

Sometimes

People think things aren't okay that are necessary.  But if they bother someone, I stop.

I thought Ellen didn't care about some things.  Some things are big, and some things are little and we can't seem to control, like our subconscious actions.  We need to address them as that rather than saying we literally meant it.  Maybe, we soaked in some disagreeable things growing up and everyone does it.  We get older, and people are in a contest to see how much they were able to be accepted as a person racially spreading their undying goodness.

Josh Groban's Glasses on Twitter by Me

WRONG

Why should we support Ellen DeGeneres's popularity if she does bad things to be popular to keep people at bay?

You know

kids of people Ellen DeGeneres's age don't grovel at her feet.

I was upset.

I wanted to be networked to be a singer.

Also

Wouldn't I be in trouble if I said it was okay?  I am not gonna do it in any creative way if that's the case.

Something That's Honestly Not Okay

It's okay if you really like something, but I don't want to hear Robin Williams committed suicide because I did something to Ellen DeGeneres.  I didn't, she did.  I see some people wearing glasses, even all the time, now.  The guy on Ghost Adventures doesn't do many new episodes now but made his chin stick out.  He could put it back, but that's what he did.  I thought of how a girl she and the girl's mom rudely insinuated "replaced me" because "I failed" in getting upset at the noises she put in my room had was acting tacky with a protruding chin cuz she did it herself.. acting weird about being over me along with Ellen.  I think that's mean, but I mean I just was thinking about it.  Ellen is acting like she is more important than other people.  That seems to be why he did it, at least, not that I meant to "bring it up.."  I'm just as nice as her, and I don't want that to happen for me.  You all are just racist and jealous at the same time.  If someone thinks all this is okay, I'd like to hear them say it.  Why is it okay for people to do that?  Did it settle some inner debt?  I don't think so..  I realize Ellen is rather queer.  She would think I'm being mean, but it's just hard to say stuff and I say stuff.  Like me saying "I don't think so.." about settling an inner debt.  It goes against what she seemed.  That's not really a good thing to get stuck on.  I thought Ellen was happy and liked everyone.  If there is a problem, she can't talk about it exactly.  What if I didn't mean anything and it was all defense.  That's what it was.  I don't mean for this to affect my life, my telling problems on my blog using curse words but not AT anyone or her usually.  Not sure how to finish this thought except that I think it's mean to the other people and that they should be able to like who and whatever they want.  What do you do about people like this?  I wanna tell the cops, but they'd say I'm crazy, people like this.  A lawyer..  A prominent health professional.  No one should feel threatened by someone who should be on good terms with them.  So, here, I talked about it.  I didn't call for some professional to do it for me.  And I didn't attack Ellen DeGeneres.