Wednesday, December 4, 2013

It's too bad..

..I get mad.  I think there are some rules to when things like that happen, and plus some people have to make a big deal of it.  It might not be right to dwell on it and not realize there's something wrong.

New Pro Blog Post

Being Thankful Just to Eat

I don't particularly have anything right now made that I like to eat, but when I go tomorrow I may be thankful just to have a boiled egg.  Some people are thankful for public restrooms for "other" reasons.

Even if you don't make a full Thanksgiving dinner some years, still you've done what's best.

I'm not thankful to m..  ...-wise, I don't know what makes me thankful.  I guess it's all @ what it's all @.

I get very respectful of what I have as far as not being injured or disabled.

Watcha Think

of the crappy clothes and crappiness I grew up with?  I wasn't at the show and in the meetings after dark.

Nice Episode

I had my citrus salad and watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  She was pretty okay in some ways.  Does she hug people who come on?  I dunno, it would still be fun without hugging her.  There was an English guy on who seemed upset.  They knew all these different actors from movies, and I never knew those people.  Then, he was trying to get close to her inappropriately.  He was probably younger.  I don't know what to say @ that episode, I mean like the way they say you need to know all these actors you don't care about more than other things, like cooking, blogging, etc.  I watch some TV now and have seem some things more than once that I like.  I felt like someone was close to me inappropriately at the Apple store here in the mall.  I ended up moving away.  Oh well, must have been dizzy.  It gets busy..  Too bad, not sure what Ellen wants, maybe more people with their lives together.

You should

have kids Ellen for your mommy.

Also, look into ghosts and the supernatural.. I found I wouldn't ever die.  =|

Whatever It Was For

I know you just hate me.

And kindly let remind you that

You all don't torture each other for what they did.

What's to happen to me?

So, who made me mad @ Ellen's mom in pretend?  I haven't seen much of her lately, but she doesn't bother me.  You could make other people mad.  It's too bad she also isn't online.  She just took get well soon notes on Twitter over a year ago.  My Gramma just moved down south and is only 2 years older..?  She's in Florida, not the beach, with an aunt.  I wish she'd stay up north, but it seems things aren't well.  Like, in some ways she likes being here like when it's really cold.  She used to but now has a trailer.

I'm watching the show now and for some reason Ellen has a bragging affection for silly animals.  Well, I guess that's why it's on the show and online for her.

I do not at all get acting silly without settling my thoughts, too.  It doesn't seem right.  I don't know what you are accomplishing it.

I'm having health food and brush my teeth so I don't have cancer nor cavities.

Finding One's Own Way

I am from Southeastern Florida.  When my brother was born when I was in the middle of my 2nd year of preschool, I noticed my mom was no longer with me all the time, correcting my every move.  I felt in some ways from remembering at the time that my parents wanted my brother to "feel good," were concerned about that, but lack social skills.  I see these adults who look as though Mammy cradled them until they were a teenager and even guiding them after high school into young adulthood.  People go by and wonder why I'm not calculated in my every move.
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Bella Thorne

I think I can see how she functions.  She comes from a place in Southeastern Florida where "cool" is "comf."  Her singing is not especially otherwise emotional.  It's more like a rap to show you have attitude but nothing @ like just pining over whether or not your voice is angelic enough then..  It just sounds like she gets whatever she wants, + cuz she is skinny which is also cuz she's from that area..

I am from that area, as well, but it looks like she's more well-treated than me or something like being spoiled, sorry to say, privileged in ways people won't treat others same as treating someone from England or Europe better than an American.  Her dad is Spanish, so they probably think she is more "pure" in the South than someone with a North American father.  I don't even have any clue where her mom is from.

Oh well

This background matches a birthday for a kid.

How're you gonna stop this?

They were messing with me, mean @ my birthday cuz I thought of the word "nigger" in a certain way.  Wouldn't stop bugging me.  I thought of the experimenter's kids birthday party.

You all are losers|annoying..

Most people don't agree with picking on me like I'm some minority race.

Problem

Stop acting like I need to be punished and am so ugly.

Problems

Don't worry, he's just doing something ***.

I ate when I woke up, really upset @ my sleeping schedule, and so I didn't eat with my dad when he got home and this whole time it's been I should be eating alone it seemed..

Also, if you threaten him because of Tim Burton he will hurt me.  Same with his mom who just moved to Florida.. wonder who inspired this crazy idea.

YouTube Comment

Jakcie Evancho

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You are an excellent singer. I'm getting ready to join you. I just have to get out a CD and get on TV.

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I put the word waist next to the measurement.

Measurements

12/4/201331.5"
5'1.4"

Problems

Why do my parents go crazy thinking I did something either intangible or partially tangibly wrong?

Also, are people from England acting coy and precocious thinking they are from the U.S.?  I am from the U.S. and know what they're trying to be.  Since when was that ancient England especially?  Have they, as it says, "gone mad?"

Hello there, Mister?

You would never say Ellen DeGeneres is better than me.  If I have a problem, it's your fault.  What a joke.

Sarah Brightman or Kate Bush?

Ginny and Ellen DeGeneres are not an option.

Most people would say Sarah Brightman is essentially calm and easy going, whereas Kate Bush is like a diva in some ways herself..  That's how I feel @ another substantial opera singer.

People are trying to say silly things like maybe Sarah Brightman is actually younger than me, fragile, much better at being gentle but in a cool way..  I mean, put her up to someone else and you think she has work to do.  It's hard to see if you have a brain and if you have priorities..  :|  Seriously, I just saw idea comes out of nothing, it just is the thing that annoys Christina.

Does

Portia in fact deserve Ellen?  Every time she mentions her, she has to act a certain way..

These girls look more Chinese-Indonesian.

They are from a big city in Central China.

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The 1s more inland look very dark and rubbery from not being near water.

Why do..

..people, well I know Kate Bush, act like she's scary cuz she's Irish cuz she's not all Irish, just mama.  Fine, make fun of my Irish..

I feel

my parents or dad is preventing me from functioning socially.

Why does my dad get embarrassed like other parents now and think no she's shit.

Being Told Stuff

How do you feel @ being you and having people as though they come up telling you there's something wrong with you, even at an early age when things were good?

Problem

I don't like how the medicine makes me feel.. I don't feel like cleaning my room, going to Disney, or anything, now.  I have a hard time sleeping.

Cruel

My nose was ruined by some gesture my mom did cuz I was mad @ Ginny and I have a right to.

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made the % bold

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More English-y Irish

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I added Anglo-Irish.

People of History

There aren't that many.  I can't believe Mark Anthony, who recently passed away but held a record for most opereas at the Met, was with Leontine Price and they supposedly had no interest in 1 another, were shooting for the stars, so-to-speak.

I bet some people had a fancy for lots of people and never bothered to show interest.  A long time ago, it was about how you prepared as a person.  If you didn't, then no one would know what to do with you.

What about this.  What if a ballerina mom had a kid with a dad who was a singer or something like that?  That would be really neat.  I don't know how I see myself mixed with my parents.  I just pull strengths, but anyway.

Why wouldn't these artists bind together other than with a spouce to have a family?  What about parental|prodigy bonds, too, on the side?  It happens.  I can't seem to make myself a success, yet, I feel fat and stuff.  I just got all these sweets for Thanksgiving and need more ingredients to make a choice meal soon.

I know like Britney Spears shuns Christina Aguilera.  Justin Timberlake seemed nice, too, of course.  He seems a bit overloaded, maybe wants to be even more popular.  I know Britney Spears really goes to Ellen DeGeneres, but Christina Aguilera is confident in herself, from Pennsylvania.  Lots of people each day pledge their being hooked to Ellen DeGeneres, but it's like their parents didn't raise them right and that's the excuse.

I know how this works.

Do you want to meet Johnny Depp?  If you are really attractive, he will date you.  He left his spouce.  You would have to be nice enough to be cool, not just be a rebellious, irresponsible human being because that will just ruin your looks in a snap, just like that.

I don't know how to enter Sarah Brightman's life..  She was with Andrew Lloyd Webber and is not gay.  She is into other people but hasn't clicked to those around her that she supports in life.

Tim Burton, I imagine you'd have to be a great, emotional artist who rises over and above.  In school, if you were like that, if you really play all your cards right, you can try to be in a relationship, send him something for his birthday, do something special for him on set, seee if you can work backstage with him cuz he likes that.

Chances

There is a chance Ellen will never meet anyone again, like let attractive teens who love her like a mom into her life.  It would be hard to meet Tim Burton for most citizens of the world.  Johnny Depp may be easy-going, but there is only 1 like him.  I think Sarah Brightman needs to be protected, but I mean if she wants to majorly meet people because of her dedication to fans online or such then I mean I would have to say yes.  I don't know who will definitely meet me, but my 2nd cousin gaped at me when I mentioned the word e-mail.  I just wanted to say I communicate in public online with people, on my forum and blogs, not via e-mail.  Is that torture?  She's @ 40.  She knows I whined about being the oldest, and this has made my life torture to this day.

Ellen DeGeneres

Do you get jealous of her talking to all the famous people who go to events and dress up in pretty gowns and prom dresses?  Do you realize those people are so messed up they have no chance of being one of the next Portias.  They don't even know how to sign on to the internet!  They think 1 day they'll be able to steal all the attention but are very wrong..

She seems to have an ideology that you have to be famous to talk to her much at all or be in a menial position financially.  I guess she does what she does on purpose.  I feel rather that it's weird she's been with the young Portia for so long.  I don't have jealousy.  I'm just talking about it.  It seems a bit insulting and suggestive that she brushes all others aside for her.  I wonder if she wants that.  I just feel that she thinks she's "saying something."  I don't have anything against her.  I just don't understand how things in life can be so unfair and asymmetrical.

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I updated my race on the pro blog.

What I Think

I was wondering why my dad would dare send my mom a negative message.  I think it's just a reassurance.  My mom doesn't care to pick up after him.

So..

I woke up and am debating erasing some of on my other blog, don't know..  I am a little tired at the moment.  I don't know if it's suggestive or blatant or incorrect in a way, more inappropriate..