Monday, June 29, 2015

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Deleted some posts and about to delete another one.
Let's all be nice, now.  I figured something out.  I was wrong, about something.

Being Content

When it comes time for me to also do the real thing, someone else gets to do it, tho.  People who are TEN years younger.

The Queen Hath Spoken

Who is against me?  I'm not unlikable..

Why..

..or what are we trying to accomplish with spoiling someone but no one else?  We all matter as much in ways.  We all want love and a happy family.  No one is known to be better than anyone else.  Are you looking at me like I'm wrong??  Like it's to punish me?  I didn't do anything to deserve to be tracked like that.  Let's just say it is what it is.  What's all this misjudging me?  I know people get jealous of me.  Do I look like a potential "friend?"  Who does, I'd like to know.

Movies and Messes

You make movies for me because I am thankful for what I have, but Generation X isn't.  That's not a trade-off.  You have to be nice to me, but I guess you can't.

It shouldn't matter what I do if it's not really bad.  I get hurt those times.  I don't want to turn into something worse.. I understand what was done maybe by some, but you could just ruin the whole thing.

What's the goal?  It seems like I had a lotta mental issues in feeling good, like what I should do.  Clothes, what I do online, etc., how I get to my old self like everyone should.

She's contradictory.

Being mean to me is not in the plan.
People change their minds.

Being Simple

If you wanna be simple, why send out secret complicated insults?

Correction - New Audio of Me Singing

I don't need stupid fights.

New Audio of Me Singing

I can..

I can feel the uptightness from Ellen.  But did she do it..

Hello?

There are famous people fighting me with secret messages on my Twitter.  They refused to respect me.  Also, I bet they think Johnny Depp said to do this, which he probably did?  How do you know I'm talking to you?  Can't I talk, too?  You've sure had ya'll's fill insulting me and downsizing me.  Ellen did it, huh?  She's not taking it back.  I was the one who was concerned about this with Ellen.

Why is this so hard?

I'm being affected in private.  No one else sits there and sifts their skin like paper made out of grains of sand.
Why should it be so hard to talk to me?  You are a nice person.

What I Have

I have that people can talk to me but that the world I think should talk to a lotta people.

You have them talk to Bella Thorne as a decisive thing.

Helping Someone?

That's not like you.

There

If Ellen can hide behind the screen and make startling statements, so can I.  Ha!  I'm not in a nursing home, ya know.

That wasn't really a big deal..

..I just thought it was really stupid.  Who said it?

Doing Things

They don't let me do anything, but other people are total brats!

Guilty Pleasures

Telling a nice person off cuz they're not randomly a problem, to give you that easy feeling.  Kids - Adults.

Message on TV

I realized from someone that people all wanna be famous actors, and some people are, but we were promised to succeed in life, not, like, JUST Ellen DeGeneres.

Don't think..

Don't think you should look tacky cuz Ellen wants you to.  You need to be free, let it out, go on vacation.

New Audio of Me Singing

I feel like I lost my parents.

I came home from college, but Orlando is fight fight fight fight.  New Orleans is pretty dodgy and sneaky about opportunities.  I'm not saying anything wrong.  There are pro's and con's to each place.

She's presentable.

If Ellen saw me in private is like a dead frog, me.

Come on, Bella looks "good" in private.  Give it to the right person.  Except, some people don't seem to wanna do that and I don't wanna show myself off like that to them.

I feel turned off in my nakedness, like it's not alluring.  I used to be more sensitive, but my body was bloated that I remember, anyway.

It could be fun..

..another joke..  What do you have to say?  You could pretend to be someone she likes.  She didn't look happy with her tutor.  I bet she wants Ellen to watch her in private or would mention it.

Movie

Movie was made.  Bella felt guilty cuza others.  It should be a good experience.  What about more to come?  Then, it won't be the same.  I mean more people doing this.  I wonder if you keep tabs on her like me, too.  Probably wouldn't like what you'd have to say.. "The photoshoot.."  "Shut up!"  No offense, just a joke.

Gymnast

LSU

She did a twist somersault on beam!

YAAAY!

A gymnast on TV in college gymnastics got all 10s on bar, the 1st time to happen.  I think she's from Florida, reddish hair.

The world..

The world thinks Bella Thorne is better than everyone else.  She's great, but I don't like to see those kids hurt.  It's probably done to make me feel overcome.  Racist.
I guess older people have an aura of ignorance.

How Worthless

You people from other countries are nothing to believe in.

I saw someone/people act like they have to follow a prejudice like against me.

Well, wake up the US, see if they're any nicer any of them.
You have nothing on me.  If I call the police, I won't be able to do the experiment on me.

"Quick! Get in the room and close the door!"

Someone is blaming someone they never met for their eyes not being blue!  Yes, I said she had lovely eyes. She didn't look happy in that photo.  *If I said that, I'd be knocked out or something*  That hits hard.  It really does.  What are brunettes bad?  This person has reddish hair she dyes lighter red.

Are you gonna take the time of day to correct everyone who is bad to you or just sit this one out?

I think she's a lovely girl, but she works for Ellen being mean to me, who thinks she works for my dad doing that.

Ellen says not to complain that Bella gets attention, but.. she does that so I can get hurt by her and not report it and talk back.  She can't be mean to me.  No one should.