Tuesday, September 22, 2015
It seems to have gone by the wayside. I post good Tweets on this blog. I actually have it in me to do that.
Problem
I was in an experiment, and things were unfair and I did poorly in part of college. Everyone thinks they can be mean to me cuza that. It's not stopping, like some drug for guilt.
Something I'm Not Wondering
Bella Thorne seems to wonder why Ellen DeGeneres doesn't have long red hair etc. like her and be different from ways everyone has liked..
Bella Thorne
She's just right at red, doesn't have like crazy freckles, and had a good idea to keep it dyed back as red.
Feeling Lo
Too much supposed guilt. I'm not equipped to deal with things like this cuz I'm usually considered good.
Acting out as an Adult
Why am I bad if I stomp my foot when someone else is racist to me? I know it's unrefined, but isn't it, tho bad, technically my decision, my life.. or a risk of the democracy? In what way am I looking at this..nothing is happening? Most people probably don't care about me, even in that way. I recommend not to stomp your foot. People tend to make noises and such to annoy others when mad, at least I know to me, like if they don't accept my race. I haven't been stomping, these days, and try to ignore things that affect me. I just don't really accept it, and it's gotten worse. Who goes around with things like this ruining things? I might have had a job now at a western restaurant or working on completing my AA. Instead, I just stay inside feeling bad, unless I'm trudging along outside listening to music.
Seriousness
I should put this up on my website. If I do something weird law-wise, it should be taken into consideration. That's one stepping stone. So, also, it could be something worse next time.. I'll just remember that, staying out of jail with things like a temper or maybe even legal issues.
Acting out as an Adult
Why am I bad if I stomp my foot when someone else is racist to me? I know it's unrefined, but isn't it, tho bad, technically my decision, my life.. or a risk of the democracy? In what way am I looking at this..nothing is happening? Most people probably don't care about me, even in that way. I recommend not to stomp your foot. People tend to make noises and such to annoy others when mad, at least I know to me, like if they don't accept my race. I haven't been stomping, these days, and try to ignore things that affect me. I just don't really accept it, and it's gotten worse. Who goes around with things like this ruining things? I might have had a job now at a western restaurant or working on completing my AA. Instead, I just stay inside feeling bad, unless I'm trudging along outside listening to music.
Seriousness
I should put this up on my website. If I do something weird law-wise, it should be taken into consideration. That's one stepping stone. So, also, it could be something worse next time.. I'll just remember that, staying out of jail with things like a temper or maybe even legal issues.
One of Those Cute English-American Boys..
..with light brown hair and a parted bowl cut
I forgot to save, but there was a guy like that with a different but attractive white blonde young boy, like age almost 2.
I forgot to save, but there was a guy like that with a different but attractive white blonde young boy, like age almost 2.
All These Things Happen and We Can't
even make some things happen, like there's irritatingly something on the line.
What?!
My parents aren't cool? Or so cool they don't stop to take the time to smell the roses?
Add me to the picture. I've been stifled for mixed race. My parents are "all white."
Add me to the picture. I've been stifled for mixed race. My parents are "all white."
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
She wanted to express "what love is," "chemistry." Good one!
She spoke of falling in love with a boy.
I have that feeling for posting online, but not all agree.
She spoke of falling in love with a boy.
I have that feeling for posting online, but not all agree.
Did you skip a step?
Did you forget to look Asian, too? Or, can you leave Asians alone?
Disclaimer: Asians have attractiveness, period. They aren't all disgusting to people! No, I don't want Asia gone. I don't live all Asian, and I'm not out of sorts.
Disclaimer: Asians have attractiveness, period. They aren't all disgusting to people! No, I don't want Asia gone. I don't live all Asian, and I'm not out of sorts.
The Importance of What Touch Is
People didn't exactly used to get mad at me if I liked when someone other than my parents gave me a touch.. or if you're willing to think further of the big picture. I've obsessed with lotta things. I like my parents's touch, but they're probably not as romantic as the best, and I am.
I guess I should come out and say.. well you can piece that together.
I tend not to try to get people to touch me, but I have been.
I guess I should come out and say.. well you can piece that together.
I tend not to try to get people to touch me, but I have been.
Unfair
I did not really grow up in every way being the backbone for people like Ellen DeGeneres who are Late Boomers etc.. it was more like older ladies were motherly, tho it didn't reach me.
I feel people are demanding me to feel Ellen is my baby and not a celebrity I can look up to.
I feel people are demanding me to feel Ellen is my baby and not a celebrity I can look up to.
Small Blog
French
link
Ellen DeGeneres's last name is French, and her dad is from England, I think. It seems from the look of it that French people can do whatever they want, a little fairer than Germany. Like New Orleans, South in the water. Ellen is from a New Orleans suburb and I think has a mom from the city. LOL, my dad's mom is the "noble" farmer. I wish I could be seen for who I've become and not my family.
link
Ellen DeGeneres's last name is French, and her dad is from England, I think. It seems from the look of it that French people can do whatever they want, a little fairer than Germany. Like New Orleans, South in the water. Ellen is from a New Orleans suburb and I think has a mom from the city. LOL, my dad's mom is the "noble" farmer. I wish I could be seen for who I've become and not my family.
Question
Did people want me to start being blonde and fair in old age, like it's a part of a big picture?
It's time..
It's time for Ellen DeGeneres, who is the greatest, to accept that people like me are ready to be shown on TV in a talk show format or better.. and be accepted as great without insult, even if it's not as good as her cuz it's impolite.
I can see the years roll on by.
I can see the years roll on by.
Stuffed Animals
It's most romantic to hold into one thru life. I just saw a commercial for Cabbage Patch pets.
@TheEllenShow The babies are either more intelligent or outgoing than I can be. pic.twitter.com/kVMqHV2Kqy— Christina Barrett (@ChristinaAnnJB) September 22, 2015
Issue
Why do other people take care of their issues so orderly but I'm brain damaged like I never done nothin'?
The Good News....
is people get close to me and then they get tired of me. If they never meet me, they might like me, which isn't a good thing for anyone-wait, you know I think I'm all that and complain when I never get attention..but some of this attention is negative being I live in Orlando, FL, US.
Who's forgiving who..? https://t.co/ZPpEbAZeKs
— Christina Barrett (@ChristinaAnnJB) September 22, 2015Well!
I slept this afternoon.
My mom said to wait so I can sleep at night for the big day. At least, I am not walking around..
My mom said to wait so I can sleep at night for the big day. At least, I am not walking around..
Facebook - The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Thanks for spicing it up a bit.
My show was on the red carpet of the #Emmys handing out water bottles. I’m kidding. We had tequila.
Posted by Ellen DeGeneres on Monday, September 21, 2015
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
I remember seeing Ellen somewhere having a contest with 2 girls guessing things or stripping ED clothes. (I shoulda tuned in.)
I remember the black lady. She was so friendly. I am so proud for her win at the Emmys!
Lea Michelle was on. It was interesting she was in Ellen's hometown of New Orleans. I lived there as a teenager. I saw her in the mud with only her head sticking out. Apparently, they stayed in the city cuz they had some really fancy exercise equipment, which there is very innovating.
I remember the black lady. She was so friendly. I am so proud for her win at the Emmys!
Lea Michelle was on. It was interesting she was in Ellen's hometown of New Orleans. I lived there as a teenager. I saw her in the mud with only her head sticking out. Apparently, they stayed in the city cuz they had some really fancy exercise equipment, which there is very innovating.
Plans
I wanna watch Jimmy Fallon but not tonight and probably not the night after. I'm not really sure, yet, but I'd like to. Watching him is a lot like studying, sometimes. He's over and above me in very many ways. I hope I haven't caught on to nothing.
Thanks!
They reminded me my generation are kids to Early Boom, some Late Boom and beyond. Kids today wanna be the same generation as their parents, some. They want it to change what that means for kids of Early Boom, that we're old-seeming like them.
That's a really big thing. It seems hilarious to think that it would work just because you said so without thinking before nor after/immediately following.
That's a really big thing. It seems hilarious to think that it would work just because you said so without thinking before nor after/immediately following.
Glamorous Red Hair
Bella Thorne is one of those ladies who used red hair dye to get famous. With her, it seems you find her and then you find you can't really see her natural hair. Well, her hair is not really the same as red hair with more "old-fashioned" sentiment. Is that a yay or a nay?? People can't seem to let Bella alone when she seems more like a recluse, and then they wonder why she doesn't seem prepared for someone like them. I'm all up and ready to say something, but then people like her are like "in the way" of what I was going to do somehow.. I got that feeling with Chloe Grace Moretz and Lily Rose Sweet Melody Depp in that they are accepted by people and I used to be like that and now am not. They're all born at the turn of the century, just before.
"Well!"
People are acting like it's nothing that I live to keep tabs that Bella is 1, Bella stands alone, Bella is better than me.. Ellen didn't put real torturing noises in her room without warning, explanation, nor credit for it.
Similarities
So, it makes me feel good when I see Bella seems like she'd like me or maybe she's even followed me. I just feel she didn't go for the goal, so-to-speak, picked out things she liked but the funny thing is Ellen is like having us fight like we're begging for attention, which is different from the way she is like me, other than we seem set apart yet some in awe of her.
People Who Copy Me
My little girl cousin, my little brother, a friend 2 months younger.. Bella Thorne.... the thing is people only copy me when they are a little kid, but Bella is 17.
Why is she always fighting with me with bait that she admires me as..
..bait that she admires me like she's doing me a favor?
Well, whether or not you accept it..
..it's happening.
My dad being mad or Johnny Depp being mad or Tim Burton being mad..
..I thought someone wanted me to call them the "N" word, I simply explained and apologized about it online.
Someone else is ruining my life.
My dad being mad or Johnny Depp being mad or Tim Burton being mad..
..I thought someone wanted me to call them the "N" word, I simply explained and apologized about it online.
Someone else is ruining my life.
Well, I found something on Twitter that means something. https://t.co/vDHWAhlvp8— Christina Barrett (@ChristinaAnnJB) September 22, 2015
"A picture's worth a thousand words."— Christina Barrett (@ChristinaAnnJB) September 22, 2015
I know why you're..
so sensitive about suggestions. You were trained to do it but no offense. I mean, why are people so protective of older people who are especially capable and warm and fuzzy to younger people? Trying to ruin it? What do I do that's so bad now? The cursing I did was because I felt hurt by the people talking to me with little noises in my room. I didn't curse them out, but I used my dad as a buffer so it wouldn't happen. Too bad. I can accept if people don't like me cuza it, but you'd think in life I'd have some shot of feeling accepted.
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