Wednesday, August 26, 2015
Facebook - Alton Brown (Good Eats..)
Dream and it'll come. I sometimes enjoy playing with the idea of catching a fish living in or visiting the wild. I write stories where magical people camp out, too, but I seem to have forgotten to add the food.. thanks for also helping with this idea I can use! I loved picking blueberries up north as a kid. Also, I loved the Little House on the Prairie books and once lived in the nation's oldest continuing city. Since, I've been fascinated by the old-fashioned things as a favorite thing often. The old-fashioned Spanish rice we made was actually one of the best things I've tasted but can't yet find. It was very authentic, like mixed with things like peppers. I know the place dates back to 1565.
Getting On
I can't get on with people because of my race. I can't follow, "I'm white I'm white I'm white," cuz no one listens.
Problem
Why is my dad trying to act like he's younger and female?
In case for some reason you don't understand, I mean that I feel trapped by old people.
In case for some reason you don't understand, I mean that I feel trapped by old people.
Weird..
So, I can just say that other people are ignorable since they hate me? I find no one is just wacked out turned off to me.
"Europe" or the "Stars" of It
I guess it doesn't matter if you hurt someone no one likes, except people do like me.
Why would I "go over?" Are you insane?
Why would I "go over?" Are you insane?
Problem
They are saying someone I like said they don't like me to stay cool. I don't have this problem! You can't just assume this overseas!! Who the *beep* is messing up my life? I am not ridiculous. You got it good.
Problem
People are upset at me for when people were mean to me and act like I have a problem that goes global or statewide/national. No one cares where all I'm from but do others.
Problem
Why are people in Hollywood some of them burst out mean at me? I am not a cheap toy to abuse because you think Johnny Depp said so. Why should I acknowledge and respect these people? No, I don't deserve this. I never started anything with anyone significantly. My life is ruined from what it could have been because of inconveniences. Imagine you're a kid. What happened?
I've been had!
I saw a guy on the Nutri Ninja ad show. He makes salsa. He sounds German and he has arms/hands a lot like mine. I've complained thinking of him before.
My aunt's entire clan of in-laws didn't take to me! cuz I hang with my cousin! It's a German family in Southeastern Florida.
I don't feel accepted like that boy cuz I am half Asian. I don't or didn't look that way.
My aunt's entire clan of in-laws didn't take to me! cuz I hang with my cousin! It's a German family in Southeastern Florida.
I don't feel accepted like that boy cuz I am half Asian. I don't or didn't look that way.
World Catering Bad People
So, did people, honestly if you ask later yes even Ellen, go out and try to get me out. I see other people attractive like me gaining weight from the world turning off to them.
You're bad if you're mean to people.
Am I bad? I don't think so, but I do get mad in my head and it should stop..
You're bad if you're mean to people.
Am I bad? I don't think so, but I do get mad in my head and it should stop..
Problem
Really, why am I being treated like *beep*?!!
I see people on TV and they don't seem messed up, these people around my age sitting in the audience of the Nutri Ninja ad show.
Just because someone earned something, is it time to flip around things and not be nice to them? Sounds like something someone would say "Johnny Depp 'told' them." I hope he didn't.
This meeting is going the pace of a snail, if you ask me, and I don't want it to be messed up just because I said that. I figured out one thing today, and it's bad and "enough." About a certain type of thing.
I see people on TV and they don't seem messed up, these people around my age sitting in the audience of the Nutri Ninja ad show.
Just because someone earned something, is it time to flip around things and not be nice to them? Sounds like something someone would say "Johnny Depp 'told' them." I hope he didn't.
This meeting is going the pace of a snail, if you ask me, and I don't want it to be messed up just because I said that. I figured out one thing today, and it's bad and "enough." About a certain type of thing.
Issue
They're under some illusion they have to know the best of everything and no one else and that we should therefore shut down the hope of the world.
Problem
It's like my oldest aunt has some secret relationship where she gets to act like I'm bad. It's inappropriate by standards.
Problem
They are trying to mess with me and make everything American rather than authentic European.. I like both and don't want neither taken from me.
I think I figured it out.
It's about having a presentable picture to post online, at command or with some regularity what with all the technology.
So..
What about people in my family with younger parents? So, for example, they get to be with other people that age? That's too bad, I'm not supposed to talk about my mom's age. My dad I can tell you is born in July 1950.
Problem
People like to suggest I did something wrong and do something to me without warning. I know with my cousin she get warned.
Something Else Strange
It's funny my dad seems to blame us for his being fat, but when I'm with him like driving I have felt my chin turn to sag.
I used to be thinner, and people would look up to me. I ended up leaving college or having to..
Now, tho, my dad "comes out" and assumes every delicate female and talented entity is his, like, like saying, "Come on," smiling like what he says is obvious and due, "You know I needed something new." He used to think I was great, but he keeps just "pulling out the stops."
I used to be thinner, and people would look up to me. I ended up leaving college or having to..
Now, tho, my dad "comes out" and assumes every delicate female and talented entity is his, like, like saying, "Come on," smiling like what he says is obvious and due, "You know I needed something new." He used to think I was great, but he keeps just "pulling out the stops."
cont.
I thought living at home would be nice. I mean, it's my parents. I'm kinda stuck here for at least a while longer. My goal is to be a film actress.
Something Funny
Funny sometimes I get stuck with my dad, which can be fun, but others can say no and go off and live an ideal life not settling with those who discomfort them and having adventures freely.
My dad is used as an example cuz that's how it works and sometimes he's hard to be around. Maybe, his sisters and mom find it easy to be around him, tho. That's interesting cuz I'm 29 and stuck living with my parents for now. I think somehow they got me out of my college with a scholarship. I wonder who screwed me up in high school, 1 B/C/whatever I would have had.
My dad is used as an example cuz that's how it works and sometimes he's hard to be around. Maybe, his sisters and mom find it easy to be around him, tho. That's interesting cuz I'm 29 and stuck living with my parents for now. I think somehow they got me out of my college with a scholarship. I wonder who screwed me up in high school, 1 B/C/whatever I would have had.
I thought of something really funny, but no offense.
I have pictures of me even an old one or so up with reddish hair, an online doll.. I don't need to know that someone else I like has reddish hair to make it worth it.
I know Bella Thorne had light red hair as a baby, and something special about her is her dad is Cuban and her mom part I think Italian-American. So, she's pretty special. However, she seems like she likes competing with people/including me about how much she likes someone with reddish hair, and I felt the suggestion she gave in to that that's what it was that made it worth having fair reddish hair, which is rare somewhat at least when I was young and desirable. She really has reddish hair and seemed like she would not hold her own in this.
Maybe, she would after she realizes what happened..?
It's just something interesting, not trying to make fun of her! I wonder what it really is. You know, she dyes it that color as of maybe a couple years ago, probably after getting off the TV show Shake It Up.
So, just wondering.. maybe it could get interesting if anyone were interested. I'm sure there are a few things to joke around with about me in this. I'm not trying to joke around about her, tho. It might seem like I want to or I am. I'm sure it's a situation and may not be true, in which case I look bad.
Don't you think anyone would think like this, tho?? Maybe, some people, like Bella, are special and don't! It might be funny with some, but Bella is pretty "calm, cool, and collected" whatever her case.
I know Bella Thorne had light red hair as a baby, and something special about her is her dad is Cuban and her mom part I think Italian-American. So, she's pretty special. However, she seems like she likes competing with people/including me about how much she likes someone with reddish hair, and I felt the suggestion she gave in to that that's what it was that made it worth having fair reddish hair, which is rare somewhat at least when I was young and desirable. She really has reddish hair and seemed like she would not hold her own in this.
Maybe, she would after she realizes what happened..?
It's just something interesting, not trying to make fun of her! I wonder what it really is. You know, she dyes it that color as of maybe a couple years ago, probably after getting off the TV show Shake It Up.
So, just wondering.. maybe it could get interesting if anyone were interested. I'm sure there are a few things to joke around with about me in this. I'm not trying to joke around about her, tho. It might seem like I want to or I am. I'm sure it's a situation and may not be true, in which case I look bad.
Don't you think anyone would think like this, tho?? Maybe, some people, like Bella, are special and don't! It might be funny with some, but Bella is pretty "calm, cool, and collected" whatever her case.
Aha!
Why are you acting like my dad is a more positive influence than my mom?? That proves you're all just at me for something I did before to my dad that wasn't really as bad as you say and/cuz there was a reason. I said, "Oh no," when he came home. He didn't ask. It was cuz my homework was not done. I wanted him to ask or something, I guess, but apparently he's in robot mode concerning me and couldn't come up with himself reacting to it.
I don't take that *beep*.
If people are mean to me. You don't get mad at me for being a little riled up. You get mad at the people who are mean to me.
What?
My mom is such a good and disciplined mom, why would anyone play around with her for being Asian?
I sorta segregated from her/my parents as far as things like.. I forget.. are concerned, unfairness to me, beating me up via noises in my room for example or if online..
I sorta segregated from her/my parents as far as things like.. I forget.. are concerned, unfairness to me, beating me up via noises in my room for example or if online..
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