Saturday, October 1, 2016
Campaign for Me to Be President
Is it a sin to pleasure up girls born around 1997 and 1998? I'm still young. Nothing happened to me. People are complaining.
Niggering!
My parents/dad is talking to me like I'm a nigger, keep insulting me and getting me to react and rearrange the thoughts.
Parents
People act like one person has problems with their parents, then everyone has problems with their parents.
It's like all the parents are making sure none of the kids are too good.
They think that it's embarrassing for their kids to seem better than others. They think they should make them unappealing.
This is totally against what is true! Why did you think it was okay, at all?
It's like all the parents are making sure none of the kids are too good.
They think that it's embarrassing for their kids to seem better than others. They think they should make them unappealing.
This is totally against what is true! Why did you think it was okay, at all?
Why is good, bad now?
When I go into the living area, I just wanna get in and out, not into a fight started by my parents. I am nice to them!
Ruining the World
You don't even support the effort of accomplishment in mistreated generations.
People just wanna kill me and not care. I guess a lotta people are out to get me.
People just wanna kill me and not care. I guess a lotta people are out to get me.
Sick of People and the World/Universe
It's everyone's wet dream to tell me, "Sorry, you didn't make it this time," at each milestone of achievement into my next life.
You're being watched, too.
I wonder if my parents realize they are being watched and that other people conform themselves to the things my parents do wrong to me and maybe others.
Shit Shit Shit
I wonder why people with younger parents don't have to deal with the shit of other people a little older .. and I have to deal with it. Shit dictated by what happened to the previous generation of parents.
No offense to anyone in this post nor with using the word "shit" for fun, not at/about anyone.
No offense to anyone in this post nor with using the word "shit" for fun, not at/about anyone.
Thoughts
Is it ever wrong to give to someone? What if there was a reason for someone to have given something to you?
I dunno if you know what's going on in my head as far as looking for a situation goes. I should and do feel like I am unworthy and bow at the feet of those who gave to me. I just don't understand how since people started spying and experimenting on me watching me in my room .. that my life went down the drain.
Whose business is it to say I didn't ever earn anything I had in my life before? I hardly had a chance to feel I deserved to live in a way, rather than just die and no one would care about someone like me ever before. Like, I lost my feeling I had a cool personality and people to be there to talk with. Those friends are not slaves, but they could kindly excuse themselves rather than abandon me and be rude, like I did something to each of them that was really deliberately done.
I know one friend said to go away rudely, and I was so shocked I didn't leave and wanted to see if she was kidding.. but I was confused. One girl made me uncomfortable for some reason saying she had glasses like she wanted someone to say something big, and it just sorta came out, "I'd rather go blind than wear glasses." I figured being blind was a holy sacrifice, but I didn't really think that way. So, I dunno, if what I did was really unforgivable. I was also a new student and shy and somewhat unaccepted racially, tho I actually made it there, had a fairly good life, very good in many ways, and some friends. You know?
I'm sorry if my thoughts wandered into dangerous waters for others in this entry.
I keep feeling like I'm being tossed around by people in charge of spying on me, like people are telling me it's great and to expect it to be great cuz I'm smart or something .. and then I get fought for no reason, like I'm some pig in the dirt. People won't forgive me for some weird situations I was in, none totally bad in truth.
I dunno if you know what's going on in my head as far as looking for a situation goes. I should and do feel like I am unworthy and bow at the feet of those who gave to me. I just don't understand how since people started spying and experimenting on me watching me in my room .. that my life went down the drain.
Whose business is it to say I didn't ever earn anything I had in my life before? I hardly had a chance to feel I deserved to live in a way, rather than just die and no one would care about someone like me ever before. Like, I lost my feeling I had a cool personality and people to be there to talk with. Those friends are not slaves, but they could kindly excuse themselves rather than abandon me and be rude, like I did something to each of them that was really deliberately done.
I know one friend said to go away rudely, and I was so shocked I didn't leave and wanted to see if she was kidding.. but I was confused. One girl made me uncomfortable for some reason saying she had glasses like she wanted someone to say something big, and it just sorta came out, "I'd rather go blind than wear glasses." I figured being blind was a holy sacrifice, but I didn't really think that way. So, I dunno, if what I did was really unforgivable. I was also a new student and shy and somewhat unaccepted racially, tho I actually made it there, had a fairly good life, very good in many ways, and some friends. You know?
I'm sorry if my thoughts wandered into dangerous waters for others in this entry.
I keep feeling like I'm being tossed around by people in charge of spying on me, like people are telling me it's great and to expect it to be great cuz I'm smart or something .. and then I get fought for no reason, like I'm some pig in the dirt. People won't forgive me for some weird situations I was in, none totally bad in truth.
Ha Ha You Can't Blame Them Now
My parents made me fat as a baby and dark haired as a child. I can understand myself better, so that's why it seems easy to be different now because I did it myself.
Hey..
You know, as a kid, I would've loved this stuff.
I feel more like I didn't have a female nor a very cool/eventful childhood for myself.
I know most girls are offered this and say no, but I say yes.
Also, what's the point in being borderline ugly in looks and having sorta lifeless dark hair?
Who cares about eye color? The "whitest" people in Europe don't all seem to have shining eyes. Yet, they seem whiter. Many of them don't have twinkling eyes. They think it's paradoxically attractive. They "got the stuff," too.
Only a few things stood out when I was a child. That would be dresses that look patriotic and later on things I couldn't afford. I'm more childlike now than in the middle-ish of my life phases.
I feel more like I didn't have a female nor a very cool/eventful childhood for myself.
I know most girls are offered this and say no, but I say yes.
Also, what's the point in being borderline ugly in looks and having sorta lifeless dark hair?
Who cares about eye color? The "whitest" people in Europe don't all seem to have shining eyes. Yet, they seem whiter. Many of them don't have twinkling eyes. They think it's paradoxically attractive. They "got the stuff," too.
Only a few things stood out when I was a child. That would be dresses that look patriotic and later on things I couldn't afford. I'm more childlike now than in the middle-ish of my life phases.
Feeling White
So, Asians cannot feel the whitest because whites exist, but I cannot feel white because I have nonwhite traits supposedly when I'm probably 1/2 white 1/2 Asian?
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