Friday, October 9, 2015

Time to Change

If Bella Thorne wants to be like this other look, it would take a lot, as most people can't achieve it.  Funny is she had a haistyle cut similarly before.  This is a kid, too.  Her mom is young, tho, so.

It also would be tricky cuz so much of how she choses to feel for me is extra angry, often, I feel.  Ellen DeGeneres sorta wants her to.  That's not the way other people are, like me or not.

What Bella Thorne Is Like Sometimes

I like Bella Thorne, but she seems to be a certain way for Ellen DeGeneres to be mean or "annoying" to me.  Like, I wanna look like someone, and she can't just keep sacrificing how -she- looks, like, to beat me.  She seems to be looking at me in a disciplinary way and upset, expects others to make sure she gets something in this.  Some people usually put me down for one reason or another.  However, Bella is getting it the opposite.  People encourage her to "put it on" against me.  She also has this frustrated look.  I think since she has been in the business of Hollywood longest, she is like Johnny Depp and expects more.  No offense.

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Post a picture of a person you'd like to be..

..like, you like how they look you wonder what it'd be like to look like that

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Guess which one? 

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Why do you care?

You're saying I am and always was considered a bad person.  I was considered very good until we moved to Orlando or I flunked college.  Also, there's no hope for my future.

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Re: One of the strangest/scariest memories I have as a child

My dad told me just a few stories about violence.

Why don't people who use knives go to jail; my dad told me about this one person. I guess she had knives thrown at her.

I threw some kitchen knives that weren't that sharp on the floor when my dad and brother were pounding by my bedroom that hurt so much. I didn't understand they were taking care of me by showing me what the world was in Orlando and too late, New Orleans. I had recently come down from up north in college.

I also hit my mom with a pillow when she was making hurtful noises in the kitchen.

These 2 incidences happened to me in Central Florida. I don't know if I'm branded bad or if it counts I was startled that people hated me for flunking out of college. No one said anything. Everyone I saw or knew started acting annoyingly around me. I just have to put up with it, like I meant to do something bad when I didn't.

I used to see snotty kids showing off things are better for them. I should have understood some of them had a hard time as their generation. I stomped my foot at one.

It seems dangerous. I got put in a mental hospital 3 times, twice for a month, here, after throwing things or walking after my mom, but not threateningly. I was taken in cuffs in a police car. The police are nice to ride with. 

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The Ellen DeGeneres Show

The 1st guy was really good-looking.  He seemed like a page out of the 1800s.

The singer who got a lot of hits on YouTube with the girl there as a surprise he was singing with - that was awesome!  I think people should get off their butts and sing on YouTube.  I have tried to ask about copyrighting and licensing on YouTube, but they ended up being nonresponsive.  I'm not sure if I should take down the videos I have up on the accounts I can still access, but it'd be a laborious, questionable chore.  I did submit my singing and said I could sing like Josh Groban and the Phantom, Chris Mann.

Chelsea Clinton!  She was brilliant.  I loved her straight smooth hair so much.  She seems like a very good person and is probably very knowledgeable and is intelligent.  She said everyone should have the opportunity to be Ellen or her mom, who is most likely running for President, I think later this year or early next year.  Her baby is so beautiful and she had good pictures with her parents.  I believe her mom is so admirable because she has Welsh, among other things.  I remember when her father was still running.  I was 5, and I loved him, as everyone does, because he is so cute, etc.  Some people were disrespectful, and I wonder if that's what caused him to say a famous saying about Monica Lewinsky (sp?,) "I did not have *** with that woman."  Chelsea also wrote a book, and it sounds really good!  Everyone in the audience gets a copy.  I loved the gift Ellen had for her, an Elmo wagon to pull for trick-or-treating!  Her daughter reads a log, and she apparently watched TV for the 1st time and loves Elmo etc. on Sesame Street.  I don't remember those kinds of experiences much.

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