Bella Thorne

I wonder if a lotta people look up to Bella Thorne from knowing her in the movies.

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Problems Blog - General Problems

I keep getting quirky messages and coincidences from my dad, and it's bothering me for some reason.

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Suggestions

I suggest things to suggest things that are important.  I found out!  I get in trouble for this when I do it in a nice way and others don't!

Backwards Ways of Being

People believe people being nice is showing off.  No way!  Just another way to cheat to get ahead.

Like it doesn't matter.

They keep saying I deserve not to make a point or else I won't have as good a relationship with someone.

Problem

Why are smart people acting unintelligible to me?

What's up with this?

I get people in commercials on TV wanting to make sure I know I was just off'ed by them.  How pathetic are this egotistical "BAMFs"/"SOABs?"

Issue

They think I'm not being nice and pretending there is a reason to be mean to me.  No, they just are.  That's why it's mean.

See, they get mad if I talk about what they do.  What, do you want me to elucidate about things like pigs and chickens?  The birds perched in the trees?  Dinosaurs?

Forget?

Sometimes, people forget they are doing what they think they are supposed to do or are just bad and are being mean to me.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Let's name cliques on the Soapbox

Well? 

Really in Trouble

If someone makes you think of a bad thing complexly, shouldn't they be in trouble?

Parental Baby Boomers

Why does it seem Baby Boomers are going away?  They haven't really been parental figures the right way.

There are a lot I like.

I wonder what people expect me to expect.

What?

This is my blog.  I can chose to talk about my opinion on popular topics.

Guess what?  Every time I make a point, they say someone I know flips me off, even if it's good, like I'm trash.  This has nothing to do with anything.  They just know I'm learning to cope with my relationships being messed up.

Babysitting

I can't seem to chose to blog what I want without a relationship and my life being ruined.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Homosexuality; why we must fight it

I told an old priest I masturbated. He ended up telling me to come to confession every week. F.Y.I., he was very old and died within a month after I saw him, God bless his soul. I wonder how that affected his judgement. He asked me if I was sexually active, and I didn't know. He said it was a sin to masturbate when I asked. So, I told the next priest I masturbated a few times since my last confession, like he told me to. The priest who passed away also said I was a good person but I had sins and they were forgiven. After the confessions I've experienced there I no longer wish to attend as I haven't broken any commandments, like the priest who passed away said sins were.

(I wonder if not getting my room clean causes me to "sin." I should fix something and get rid of my old computer, I guess. I had 3 computers up at one point. I need some clothes racks and a shoe organizer. I'm looking forward to a clean room.) 

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Re: Has Christina ever been courted by a young man?

Well, I liked the guy here who self-deleted probably named FacticModality or something.

Post 1 - his OP
Post 2 - Come on, someone answer, I wanna gf! 😭
Post 3 - Come on, someone answer before I kill myself.

I was there and we had fun.

This was like last week or so.

I like guys from pretty much any country.

I just don't really want to marry for myself nor have kids as of now. I was thinking no one cared about me anymore so I could have a kid in 10 years after I get a doctorate in Violin.

I might use a sperm donor, too. 

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Me Playing Violin

Edit: The 3rd one I was feeling upset because of people/involved experimenting on me.

Like the Moon Princess..

..I would chose to meet these people on my own and not with my family, relatives, friends, and acquaintances.

What I Get Outta This

I think in the end I get nothing out of this.  I just get a bunch of lunatics making fun of me.

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They keep doing something worse and worse so I have more to post here.

Me Playing Violin

Edit: The 3rd one I was feeling upset because of people/involved experimenting on me.


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What's so confusing about it?

Howcome people don't realize I am irritated and try to feel better to myself but others are approved and let alone?

"The Cold Shoulder"

I wonder why people socialize with others but ignore me.

I also dislike taking things in stride.

I bet they can tell something about my race they could not before.

Upset with Me

People find fault too easily with me.  I'm probably as good as them, just people seem to have a problem with my race.

People with a Weak Spirit

When they do something that seems embarrassing, they have to catch their breath and say that I am the one with that problem and not them.

Itching About This?

Is it cuz I am 1/2 Chinese?  Ha ha, they'll get people who suck and like them just cuz they're all white.  Maybe not, tho.  I'm just another person.  Those white people must be special.  Ha ha.

Well, okay, tho.

Whatever, about Freiburger Barockorchester blocking me just because I post regularly and try to be friendly.

There may be something terribly wrong, but maybe "desperate times call for desperate measures."

Bubbly and Bad

Did you know they made me feel not as youthful, but the people experimenting on me and enacting others act so bubbly while they sin against me?

I think my dad did it.

Having Kids

I feel pushed to admit I "had a baby" in a post.

I just didn't feel it was important at the time to say I changed my mind and how I might have a kid.  I realized I didn't say anything and didn't change my mind so edited my post.  Tho, I do think about better ways of having a kid from time to time.  I don't think it's right to show off not having kids to people who have or want kids.

If my life is so bad, I can't survive either way.

They won't leave me alone.

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Pages - General Problems

For some reason, they keep monitoring and going against my private thoughts.

Confused

I like the Freiburger Barockorchester, and they are apparently so popular they don't need any fans.

They blocked me on Facebook and Twitter for no reason.

It's probably because no one else posts there regularly.

Even in private, they know what I think because of the experiment, and they get mad for no reason.

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Ellen DeGeneres is turning everyone on me.  I used to curse about hurtful, illegal noises in my room that she put there.

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New Page - General Problems

There are people spying on me in private and talking to me via how my computer loads and little ticking noises in my room etc. and secret messages via both people I know and strangers.

People I like are being mean to me via secret message.  It might be because of the experimenting on me, but they may have still done it and meant it.

Making Up Rules for Me

I don't think so!

No pun intended.

Key phrase, "making up."

What did I do wrong to anyone?

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Post with all the pictures.

Edit: I don't really know if I will have kids, but I was planning not to and it's hard to change that plan unless the world changes.

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"People keep acting like I am bad and did, like, all these bad things."

It's theirs.

Kids born around 1997 and 1998 care about Late Boomers because they already have the connection.

These people don't have a single point.

They're all over, and they monitor my thoughts.. which warble and then bad things pop up which didn't before.

The people talking to me secretly.

This is something like not presenting thoughts in words on the computer.

Cheated Out

So, I try so hard to be good and get tired out and rejected of success and reward so I can move on at all.

Know my race, eh?

Since when does anyone know enough about me racially to say I don't deserve something all of a sudden because of what others think of me racially? like my relationships.  I didn't say I don't share.

America: A Dying Culture

We need more white culture.

Evidence

People say oh you have a problem cuz you aren't white, but you'll find they started with the problem.

Issue

I was trying to be friendly, and I get struck down on Twitter.

I have a strange wish

that I was 5, like a ghost cuz that's when we left far Southeastern Florida.

I am a real person.

I do like Jacksonville and what went down, but I am a real person and I would probably grow up okay in the far Southeastern Florida.

I wonder if that's where I'm bound to go next and grow up.

Pictures

Edit: I don't really know if I will have kids, but I was planning not to and it's hard to change that plan unless the world changes.

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"Walk the walk, don't talk the talk."


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Cute Girls

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Wanting

If I don't at all want guys or s** does that mean I want less?

My Kind of People

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