Sunday, January 25, 2015

You think ya'll're right, but ya'll're wrong.
Why don't you stop being mean, and I can stop defending myself?  How am I supposed to function and work?  I don't wanna be stuck cuza a crazy college kicked me out.

How ridiculous is this?

All these people do anything to hurt me and sent me all these insults?  I dunno if you know what all I'm thinking of, but they are hurting themselves.
I don't care.

Who?

 Whoever did it.
You're all sick.  I talk about something, and you pop up with an insult.
Anyone can see my blog is safe.  May not be a list of personal copyright terms.  My blog is not bad, I mean.  What's there not to understand?
I don't give a care about you doing all this bad stuff to me for show to prevent "important" people from being mad of me cuza my mom's race!
Quit ruining it for me!
I was judged by my bloodline race again.  I was cool online and my pix weren't exactly the "worst."

911

YOU THINK I AM NOT SPECIAL  -  I DON'T WANNA M*********!

Just because I've spoken a decent amount of an explanation

does not mean any of it was bad.

WHY ARE YOU ALL MAKING ME M*********!!
QUIT TELLING ME WHEN I'M THE ADULT I DESERVE TO BE PUNISHED - I feel I am getting cancer and my eyes are getting worse because of you all and my mom has that!

How dare you

do that to me and put this person over me like it's oh so cute.
I don't need a lesson.  You all said I was good.  I didn't ask for it.  THEN YOU ALL CHANGED.

Update

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What do you think I am?

Liars

You're not supposed to hate me away because of this other person/these other people.  You didn't, did you??

How pathetic they are, anyway.  Does this mean war?  Cuz I didn't do anything.

Who do I hate?

I dunno, but I hate how my life has been barged in on and judged and "left for dead."
I don't hate this girl.

Problem

People are treating this girl like she's a queen but did something perverted to me.  So, I'm disturbed about being in this nonsensical situation.  Taking advantage of a young adult.
Remember, I'm signing up for gymnastics, maybe, or getting fat going to Disney.  Not sure @ college, wanted to be physically healthy.  Means rest.

Problem

My dad doesn't give care if I'm short and fat like him.

Hm.

I see you new people still punished me to this day.  I would have to punish everyone else in the world.  Quit at me like that!

How Unfriendly

People keep coming in and getting crazily judgmental about these things applied to me.  Like, I was okay, but maybe I'm not!  Thanks a lot, Dad, for holding a grudge.  When Mom said no, I listened.

Facebook

Bella Thorne

I did the best workout there is, jogging, which is what I usually chose. Fuel for muscles, fueled with food! I've seen you at the gym and walking, too..

Dr. Phil

Facebook

Then, he should leave them alone, unless the mother were abusive, but that's another thing we don't know, yet.

Love Picture



Photography References

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Impressed

by Bella Thorne, she was such a precious kid working for Disney like Britney Spears

Guess what! :)

Bella Thorne is listed before Britney Spears

I bet Southern Europeans are running this sho' cuz I didn't make it.  I almost did once.

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IMDb - Phil McGraw

Re: Why Do People Hate Dr. Phil?

Well, I just answered a topic saying he was such a big douchebag. ðŸ˜•

I'm very much into health and things. Perhaps, there's a give and take about him, even in younger age, being bald and correlating with being so big for his generation. I think that before men were taller than their kids. 6'4", I don't know long ago maybe barbarians were that big. I had a big friend @ 5'6". I'm 5'4" but shrunk a little lately, tho I usually grow more. So 5'3." I'm pretty fit. I walk for like an hour or 2 each day or jog or use weights.

I see people critiqued things I don't believe they care about. I mean, no one does what they want. I think he has a few smart things to say each show. I've seen him the past 2 weeks. He's just a friendly guy like Ellen. He knows people on there don't wanna listen.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: It's Sunday night. Ask me anything.

Do you know anything special about Ellen DeGeneres, like things that would help people who watch her get into her better? 

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: This place is more or less like a

I don't get in arguments here and I'm good, but people are so mean to me since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. 

Whew

Sorry things were so hectic today, but it got me over it to post it and just let it go away, I guess, in some ways.  Nothing to be mad about, but maybe that's the goal in a way.  Not sure what it means, maybe nothing happened?  If it did, then I'd just be questionable about lingering on it in detail.  I found it suggestive and in ways like something sneaky.  Oh well.  I think I found out it wasn't just something that doesn't matter but something people were at me for.  Something that meant something to others.  It makes sense, but I know people are looking at me like they can treat me badly because of my race.  That concerns a lotta things if not most all in some ways, I mean, race.
Time for a jog!

Wow

You all mess up and expect your children to be perfect.  When I'm good, I don't get what I want.

If you think someone is better

see how much they can make their schedule bend to their bodily and social needs.  Like the famous people.

Problem

My dad is being mean, thinks my mom didn't raise me better.  He's the one being mean.

..it's that time!

Time for more supper and need to go to bed to wake up early!  Maybe TV'll do it.

Do you know about people

who are pampered and thin thinking they are better than everyone else?

Funny

I thought of something really weird, but no one cares about my life.

I am sorry for the nature of the thought.  I was doing something.  It was a "what if" thought.  I don't know.. I have to suffer someone else's inklings.  I don't trust them, anymore.  O boo hoo!  Ah ha ha!  I bet they wish that like no one but them existed or that everyone else was ugly or something like that.

The LA Takeover

They want the rest of the world to be as lame as they are cuz they are jealous.  It's time to move---OUT!

Shocked? Important?

I was just explaining how things were.  I'm tired of this one person being crazy at me, anyone.  Just forget bothering them to bother me.

Adults Fighting

to make people born in 1997-1998 feel more special.  Say no to all other kids who are older.

Problem

They slowed down how the page loads on IMDb.  They think I "said something" and need to do this for them.

To Sum It Up

So, this girl is being all prim and proper punishing me for parental age people.

Wow, she do a lotta work for a lotta money, think they all can punish me, like maybe she's better.  You are getting me back for things when I'm very good and do what I'm supposed to do.  Got a little grudge?  Have it no more.  I don't believe in this, and ya'll are mean and how bad is that??

How Mean and Beastly

Every time I want something, this person says something against me to fly and float it past.

Predicament

I'm tired of this person lacing all the messages with me with utter hate.  She wants someone else to live the dream over me.  She has no right to punish me.  She keeps acting like I'm guilty, and I'm getting sick of it.  I don't wanna see her perverted creations in the world, the whirlpool of hatred.  She'll make some excuse to get people off her temporarily.  She's just a machine in a way exerting hatred and ruining people's esteem.  What is the meaning of all this?  I can see her denying it to make me look bad, but I didn't tell you who all it was.

RACIST!

Pampering only 1 person and not the other.



Perhaps, it is you who do not need any benefits in life.

Apology (was not talking to the person in the picture)

More



This girl either needs or is getting help.   Ugh!   I hate that.

You know big sis has a handle on her.  ;o   BFFs.  ;o

Ugh!



THIS girl is gonna learn it's not all about her but that other people can be made more attractive!  Ugh, I hate that.
Do you want me to go thru life fighting people?  Saying what I am and what I want when it's not?
I can't even say "what" it was cuz "what" is inappropriate.  I'll go ahead and accept, but I do feel like something is following me, a message, made to appear in a bad way because of someone else/others.

Issue

I don't really have problems with what I'm thinking of, but I see they are literally "pleasure"ing up someone who cares for no one but herself.  Like, oh yea Christina is a loser maybe and I don't know about what I have other than that I'm not the 1 in the same way.  Like, okay Christina you're a loser, when I'm the one who just thought of some related issue.  Like, she doesn't realize that people are being mean to me and like she doesn't have to care, which she doesn't, but why speak to me in such a manner?  I don't think she is supposed to do it, but I dunno..  Like, she is making fun of me being looked down on, without really thinking about it.  Nevermind who all does this and who it might be I'm talking about.  I dunno who made this idea, but I bet it wasn't her..

Like, oh okay, I see you're upset.  *sticks tongue out at me*  Like I am proper and did it right, I didn't realize anything else is going on or matters concerning you.  It's hard to describe.

So the reason I posted this is because it is important.  About what happened, it makes sense, but I feel made fun of and uncomfortable.  I don't think it really happened what you're thinking, it was sorta a lotta things happening.  I dunno where it came from.

I see the person's thoughts stopping after thinking about it, like she won something, which is good, good for yas!  Maybe, I lost, but I got some other messages along with what supposedly could have been symbolized.  She didn't really go thru the kind of thing I did, too.  What do these people ever do??  I don't want this to be my blog.

I don't wanna forever juggle this instance and as a conflict, neither.

I mean the person 1st makes the judgement and then stops thinking after that sorta offing me.  Like, she's spoiled over others in some way and just doesn't have anything to say.

Sorry, I did not mean to twist the meaning or anything.  Sorry the start of this post was a bit rough.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

not telling parents you have problems with your marriage

I remember this case well.  You're right, it's like lying and your parents might not get that.

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you can be the star of your own show in life

That's not really true for me in my conscience.
I do not accept things that are wrong.  I'm not locked in a cage.
Showertime

cont.

the people experimenting on me changing how things load on my computer and noises in the garage where I stay.

Problem

They keep being really nasty to me.

Spoiled Brats

People born around 1960 think that babies should not have exsited and think they have the magic button of righteousness just because they are jealous.

Blondes just feel they were better people.

You can see it in their ability to stay flushed.  How sick is that.  That's not how you keep your hair blonde, is it?

So

Congratulations to you being set to win cuz it was about me.. but I wanted it to be about me more like that insofar as this person is considered so good and to rise to the top of all putting me down.  I never asked to change my life for the worse but to feed me more attention of lesser quality.  No one needs that.

So, I harbor no hard feelings on this innocent person, even if life gets in the way and makes it hard, "as it does for us all."  I am only happy they can enjoy things.  I hope they get to enjoy it as much as I do.  I'm not really hear harboring all the attention.  People aren't really nice to me much: these noises in my room and the way the computer loads and the annoying way my parents and others act.

Short Reiteration


Record music and voice >>

Problems

I had a dream of something, and someone else probably got the real deal.  I was very mad, and my dad came in and acted like, "See? That's it."  He didn't see me mad.

They are constantly making annoying noises at me and claimed I thought in a gloss something inappropriate about someone.

I noticed they are thinking my aunt's husband is better cuz he wasn't a farmer.  My dad doesn't seem to act right, quite, but I'm still flooded with his annoyance.

It was wrong of you to rub in something to me about someone.  I'm not talking to anyone in particular.  I do mean something in particular.  I just don't want it to get worse.

Kinda what happened to me was very inappropriate.

I am not a spoiled brat.  They still did it and I can't change it.  I didn't do anything.  You're so nice to other people.

I bet they are so mean or "cheap" that they are using something wrong my old friends believe in in making fun of me with some things.

Now, they cannot change what they did to me and they probably did it right for someone else or could already.  Others probably all get it that way.  I'm particularly upset if a certain someone is getting it, but I don't want to take it from them.

They keep rubbing in wrong things/lies to me.  Like, they are taunting me about the order I did something.

This will never be okay by me.  I do not forgive things that cannot change.  I'm not talking to anyone in particular.  I know this was done for someone else.  You all just make me fat on these meds and call me ugly and worthless.  You don't have a right to dig into the lives of others like that, thinking you're the Santa Claus of social class.

So, I am not trying to talk of anyone in particular and don't mean that in that way.  I know it's the laid back efforts of a group of people manipulating my life.  If not, then so be it.  I won't complain quite like this unless I know it's because of others, but it still seems to be the same kinda situation to at least talk about.  I don't wanna talk about it, but we'll see what I find.

You all show someone off over me.  I didn't "lose."  I'm just not a drama queen, and these med make me tired and fatter.  I'm underprivileged, gypped and framed.  I don't want uncool things.

My dad came home, not quite right how he was so I wanted him to leave me alone after since I was out at the time I said hi.  I don't mean anything, but I was upset.  I know the facts.  I just know that someone else got something over me.  They supposedly deserve something better.  People keep stealing from me and maybe in some way others to make it better for someone else and to rub it in.  I feel I am eternally mad, I must admit.  "Ooh, you missed a spot."  I never did anything bad.  They made something for me in a situation I will not accept.  I can tap into it.  I think it was the day mom rubbed in something mean to me from someone else being "better" supposedly.  I am being taunted by a certain somebody..

So, I dunno, I feel I have an emotional scar or disability/handicap.  I mean nothing bad to the other person involved in the same position.  I don't see why it was done 1st, like it has to mean anything or is even that important in such a manner.  It's like people really don't care about it.  I know the message is in the negative.  You all rub in someone for someone else, and I don't think it matters and you're lying I deserve this and that I'm bad which supposedly means that.  I don't give a care about ya'll.  I'm good.   I don't need your guidance.  This is a real nuisance, I'll have you know.  I get too many problems from you all every day.  I cannot get back an answer in the affirmative, which they think I got.. or think I would even get.  How cruel was this?  Just "in case?"  Or people just really hate me when they follow me and this other person around?  I'll say what I like.  I don't care about ya'll.

As to what it was, the only problem is the way they arranged things and how they make other people feel better off than me now.  I don't really care to discus this other than the fact I am scarred.  I know other people are being treated okay.  I am happy with things and not picky, but I can see this coming.  Someone keeps "making it right" for someone else.  I don't seem to matter.  I could d** right now, and it would be seen my life is so bad.
Nite Soon

Do you know any people

who overreact about people needing to be "punished."
I don't wanna play ring around the rosy with dishonest people.  Some people can't seem to make their point.

Problem

They are spinning the fat or meat on my face.  I can feel it jiggle as I type on my neck.

How pathetic and mean and dishonest.  Boy, if someone caught you.

I was speaking in general, your highness's.. :)

..about what state my dad is in.

Story

There was a smart girl fairy without wings without elf ears regular size named Christina.  She had a friend named Bella who was an angel of the Lord.  Christina was 25, and Bella was only 15.  Christina was dressed in purple, and Bella in yellow.  There was another friend who was 15 named Chloe Grace.  She wore green, like Tinkerbell.  So, they were 3 normal girls.  Chloe was a witch, tho.

They all sat on a bank eating some delicious sandwiches with exquisite sauce and bread.  A wizard named Phil came up to them.  Chloe and Christina shied away, but Bella said, "Hi!"

"Hello," said Phil as he bent over and tipped his cap.  "Now, I need the help of someone-"

"I'll do it!" said Christina, as though it was like joining the military.

"Okay," he turned her away.  He gave Bella a goodbye rub.  The 2 girls ran off together.

Christina tried to keep up the pace with him.  She skipped along his long strides.  He was 6'4" in real life, and she only had stood at 5'4".

"I want you to come on a trip with us mortals," he said. He looked at her. "You're going to partake in a caravan with us all and look after children."

"Splendid!" she gave back.

The caravan was set.  They all went.  She watched over the children walking alongside the wagon where they sayed.  She kept a sharp eye.

Finally, it was time to settle.  They set a fire all around.  Christina woke up and saw 2 red, glowing eyes staring at her.  Another girl woke up who was about 5 and screamed.  Phil, as did the others, picked up the girl.  Christina darted toward the animal and off it went.  What if it could leap over the fire?  What if there were giant cats?  Christina heaved.  A nice boy who was 35 picked up Christina and kissed her.  They went to bed.

Morning followed, and they reached the carnival.  She went on the rather abandoned yet elaborately set up tunnel of love, and Phil was there with his best friend.  He said hi.  Christina laughed.  She hated the ferris-wheel, for real.  Phil kicked her onto it, and it was really all the drama.  She hated the boat ride that swung back and forth and the tower rides.  The 35-year-old boy who picked her up went with her, and she was so sick.  She never touched a tower ride.

They all went back, in the end of some spectacular rides.

It was dangerous.  Christina worked in the home of Phil taking care of kids.  He studied these young kids.  When they had to all leave she left with the kids and Phil and became the servant.  Finally, the children left, and Christina went to Africa because she always loved it and learned to speak Afrikkans and lived in a nice house in a village she found.

The End again!

cont.

I didn't mean anything by it other than it fit something, like @ the mood.  I'm just some person online posting on her blog like any other person who would blot out the word and add "..."  So let it go.

Realization

Sorry if I scared you or made you mad putting "d**..."

Adults Who Are Still Like Teens

Does not make me not an adult.

Problem

They loaded my page funny and now I feel it's distorted.  How pathetic.

Problems

I'm not ignorant.  People have problems because of their own hate and unwilingness to back down a confrontation.  I seen it with my own 2 eyes.

How should I d**..

slow and painful?  I won't be here to torture in 80 years.

Why would I sit here and communicate with you?

If my parents don't matter, the neither would someone else.  You don't seem to believe anything suggestive like that, tho.

This is horrible.

My mom at present only sees thru one eye and is in glasses for the 1st time, like a year back.. and my dad seems to be picked on.

I wish

you wouldn't pick on my family, whoever does.

Things That Make No Sense

If I don't wanna be forever guilty like I'm a m*****er that needs to be locked up.

What if

what is best for Dr. Phil those "good" quality kids born in 1997-1998 rather than us messed up weirdos?

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After All I've Done

they are flooding me with more insults
Food!

How Pathetic

They always light a new fire.  My computer is slow for the 1st time.
Why would I wanna talk to someone who does this?

Problem

They are being mean to me.  They twisted my face.

So

All because of my dad I can't resort to anything in life, even a healthy dieting habit in my mind and schedule.