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Analyze me racially.
Do you think I am more like a part Chinese-boy than a real person?
Do you believe I did everything I could to be white? Do you think my problems have mostly been from other people? Like the pressure I feel to be more Chinese or more unappealing since I am just a mix?
Do you want me to be more Chinese than white, when I want to be more white? If you were me, would you want to be more white, or are you tricking me that being white isn't that good and not really addictive to you to say you have?
Do you think people are mad at me these days, whereas before I got more respect from anyone who ever knew I was skinny before? How do you explain this anger? Jealousy, therefore wanting me to move away and get in trouble somehow and then change and be uglier and not like the race I want? You believe people can't pick to be worth it, even? Like, an animal, you'd torture and mess around with them?
Thursday, October 23, 2014
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Being Egotistical
Do you know people who are literally egotistical? Like, they think they are so good and try so hard and are so known that they become stuck ups and don't even know?
Like, with me, I'm good, I'm nice, I'm polite. Other people get well-liked for their race and generation and are considered the go-to.
Do you know people who are literally egotistical? Like, they think they are so good and try so hard and are so known that they become stuck ups and don't even know?
Like, with me, I'm good, I'm nice, I'm polite. Other people get well-liked for their race and generation and are considered the go-to.
I always have people chasing me
like from the Midsouth saying even New Orleans isn't the South in my presence because they know people from Up North go or would go straight to it. (Being that it is by the water.) And to make fun mostly of people with a parent from Up North who lives in the South.
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"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" - Random Thoughts
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Not Being American
Her mom is from New Orleans and it is not overly American, in some ways, but they have all the fun, in some ways..
Her dad I heard is not American or maybe is more recently in his family straight from Europe or married out of Europe possibly.
You'd think Ellen'd be down for anything, but then I found she wasn't all American, she's not down for feeling like we're equals, like that's cool, at all.
I have no clue .. wait, yes, Bella Thorne meets fans conveniently on Twitter. Yup.. she does. I don't know, the really popular and famous people like Johnny Depp ignore plebian fans. Tim Burton has meetings in Europe and panels from LA. He acts like something big is waiting to happen. So, no famous people are worth it.. aha ha ha, no offense to anyone in particular. I'm saying that most famous people no one cares about meeting in person. Just Johnny Depp, Ellen, Burton..
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Not Being American
Her mom is from New Orleans and it is not overly American, in some ways, but they have all the fun, in some ways..
Her dad I heard is not American or maybe is more recently in his family straight from Europe or married out of Europe possibly.
You'd think Ellen'd be down for anything, but then I found she wasn't all American, she's not down for feeling like we're equals, like that's cool, at all.
I have no clue .. wait, yes, Bella Thorne meets fans conveniently on Twitter. Yup.. she does. I don't know, the really popular and famous people like Johnny Depp ignore plebian fans. Tim Burton has meetings in Europe and panels from LA. He acts like something big is waiting to happen. So, no famous people are worth it.. aha ha ha, no offense to anyone in particular. I'm saying that most famous people no one cares about meeting in person. Just Johnny Depp, Ellen, Burton..
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Bad Reviews, or How to Hide the Bodies http://t.co/506pEAycgi via @Janice_Hardy
— Marcy Kennedy (@MarcyKennedy) October 23, 2014"As artists, I believe we have more strength—and ultimately more resilience—than most ordinary people. To write or paint or make music, to create something we believe in out of empty air and send it out into the world, is an act of raw courage mixed with a big slug of faith, like walking barefoot on hot coals. We know we’ll survive, but we’d be fools to not expect to get a little burnt once in a while."
I'm having problems.
I just feel my reputation is a certain way with certain people, but I came here to say my dad seems to bother me when around. (Sorry to have to say this.) I might go back to bed? Maybe, later, take a walk? Unless it's too late.
Also, we don't have money, but for some reason I go to to Disney World each week. It's the only non-work and inclusive of worthwhile thing to do here, though I also wanna take gymnastics..
I also have people hating on me.
Also, we don't have money, but for some reason I go to to Disney World each week. It's the only non-work and inclusive of worthwhile thing to do here, though I also wanna take gymnastics..
I also have people hating on me.
Dreams
I had like 20 pets lined up somehow in little containers. I was going upstairs and downstairs to help them in my old house by New Orleans.
The lady I saw at Disney made me think of Ellen. I went up to her and put my arms around her almost on the side and made up sorta I think I have cancer. Of course I made her respond.
Then, I was at ballet, and it was like "class would start soon," but I said I was doing gymnastics.
I don't need anyone, and I mean that literally. It means I need them to go away. I'll be truthful and say I mean why not talk, am I awkward now? Am I a joke because I got interested in Hollywood and actually told people in my early to mid 20s?
The lady I saw at Disney made me think of Ellen. I went up to her and put my arms around her almost on the side and made up sorta I think I have cancer. Of course I made her respond.
Then, I was at ballet, and it was like "class would start soon," but I said I was doing gymnastics.
I don't need anyone, and I mean that literally. It means I need them to go away. I'll be truthful and say I mean why not talk, am I awkward now? Am I a joke because I got interested in Hollywood and actually told people in my early to mid 20s?
A Topic Older People Find Insulting
Doesn't the idea coming up of someone picking you up give you a sense of revolt and shying away?
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